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Monday, February 27
conflicting personalities

Doesn't it just sucks when people starts "assaulting" u with utterly statements and the biggest bull-craps that u've ever heard in the history of mankind knowing for a fact that it's coming from the biggest drama king blabber I've ever known in life? Please lah...

Pardon me all, I'm typing this little entry to express my deepest sadness and to people who assume to think that they are always right. That's right, Self-Righteous people who are full of themself that makes Simon Cowell from American Idol seems petty compared to The Statue of Liberty in scale. I've realised that special people like that are born and destined with those personalities and characters, not by their upbringing because such "conflicting personalities" could've never existed in normal human nature to be passed on to another, that's why I don't give a FUCK on how they react from now on because it just doesn't matter. Strong stubborn personalities like that just can't be changed. It's either u look past their "anomalies" and accept them for who they are and giving all 200% of all your patience or just simply disregard them as those ones that are abjected. Personally, the latter seems more appropriate as plan B, moreover, it needs no extra tolerance!

Sometimes, people are who they are, the like-ability factor is subjective.

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Dezmond sprouts at 2/27/2006 01:31:00 AM | Permalink


Sunday, February 26
the lows

Just got back from a lil gathering with a few friends at Point One for my friend's birthday. Then out of the blues, the feeling of being unwanted and loneliness starts to cave in on me. I really don't know, it just seems like I have nothing to hold on to or lean on when I'm really in need of a support system.

It's really depressing accepting the fact that you're only alone in this world. So, I'll just stop here.

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Dezmond sprouts at 2/26/2006 01:13:00 AM | Permalink


Wednesday, February 22
my new cover

Yet again, I've changed to a new template as you all may have realised. I love this one more! took me a whole morning till 5am to finish the editing and the photoshop. Despite numerous problems with this computer, I still manage to publish my new template! I've gotta give the credits to Raymond, without him, I'd still be starring at the monitor reading error messages on the screen.

The previous template was using old skool html table coding instead of cascading style coding which is vital for compatibility on different browsers like mozilla and firefox, that's why my last template looked like rojak with belacan bee hoon whipped together.

Well, I've gotta go to bed.. Working tomorrow at 10am and it's already 5am. which means technically I have like 4 hours of sleeping time left.

Guys, do give me some comments on the current template aight? I'd really appreciate any incompatibility complaints with either firefox or mozilla ASAP so I can get down to business. Nitez readers.

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Dezmond sprouts at 2/22/2006 04:42:00 AM | Permalink


Sunday, February 12
simplicity and respect

I'd have blogged last night but I was too tired. Hung out with a few nice people from "Mr. Magic" and had a nice stroll around riverside. Walked to the wet night market and bought some raw seafood ingredients for a big cooking night-in as a farewell supper since one of their colleagues are leaving. I mean, their friendships are truly pure and sincere. Even though they're from problematic families or staying in a squeezy small-spaced apartment all by themselves, they're still glad with contentment. These great people are often seen as pathetic losers by the public due to their lack of education and their line of work, but there's one thing I've realised. Compared to actual educated and privilledged people like ourselves, we often take for granted for what we already have, obviousy we ourselves far more pathetic than they are. They live each and everyday with integrity and the dignity that we all humans by nature should possess. They're all independent and had their fair share on the competitive dog-eat-dog world at a far younger age than myself through trials and tribulations. No backstabbings, no dramas, and no conflicts. I truly respect them a lot.

Simplicity rules, Complicity bulls...

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Dezmond sprouts at 2/12/2006 01:54:00 AM | Permalink


Friday, February 10

Today I sold a two Mont Blanc Pens which is also my first sale on expensive pens ever! Boy was I glad, I found out that I can't be the guy that always play safe in the ring and never bother to take risks if I were to go for the finish line. I've always been the introverted guy that never bothers to take chances and give in all that I have to achieve the goal in mind simply because I'm so SO concerned about being offensive to others, there, I've said it. I'm paranoid! My colleague/classmate showed me the true and ugly side of competitiveness and I'm glad that I've gradually turned from prey to predator instead of being the victim of work alliances formed against me, gosh I hate politics! It's despicable, but the fact is, it's inevitable.

It's all about Valentine's Day at work now. Bonia has Valentine's day leather watches with an adorable red bag as well as Alain Delon with a couple watch in a heart-shaped box. Even Esprit Watches has their own packaging in heart-shaped boxes especially gifted for ur loved ones. Fossil's ubiquitous frontal analogue and digital background animations comes with a metal heart-shaped casing box as well as Guess's Valentine's Day leather strap collection along with the modern fashioned swarovski crystallized chrono-ladies watch. Swatch's 2006 Valentine's Day Special Edition "Shake Your Heart" watch available on the 12th. All at Tokyo Time Parkson Ground Floor. We're also giving out roses and a free toy bear for each sale of RM150 and above in a single receipt while stocks last. Hope you guys drop buy and get some watches from me aight!? Feel free to call out for me (cheap advertising).

I could really use some sales this month guys.

Happy Becoming Valentines.. ;)

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Dezmond sprouts at 2/10/2006 01:05:00 AM | Permalink


Thursday, February 9

Went for a movie marathon today with a few of my friends during the afternoon on my off day today. One word of advice, DO NOT EVER WATCH FUTAGO, it's the most down-letting ghost movie ever made in japanese history! BORINGG... unless u've watched it already and have a second opinion, then forget about it! Syriana was not bad, but for people who have the "ewws" for politics and don't give a fig in the oil feud between U.S. and blah blah blah... like me, don't even bother because personally, I ain't got a clue on what's going on in the movie and neither would u. The plot is clear, but the point isn't (for me lah).

Owh and I found the exact term for my third piercing, it's called an ear cartilage piercing. It still hurts, I can't wait to get new studs on it.

Starting work next morning, gotta get some ZZzzz...

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Dezmond sprouts at 2/09/2006 01:46:00 AM | Permalink


Monday, February 6

I actually frozed when I met the man himself. This time it was on the corner at Sky Bookstore around 10pm when I was on my way walking home from work.

There I was on my way home from work while approaching the corner or Sky Bookstore opposite Grappa where the unexpected happened. The man walked right pass me not even noticing my presence and walked away, at that very moment, it seemed like time stopped on intervals of 5 seconds with each frame! I wanted to call out "Kenny!" and say "Hi" even with the most minute possibility of a simple hand-shake, but I frozed. Instead, he walked passed me without even a single glimpse of my presence. Sigh... I could almost hear an Aqua song laughing to the remains of my disappointment, "If only I could turn back time......"

Anyway, sales isn't bad for the first 5 days lah. Things are starting to heat up on the customer snatching competition. Annoying really, almost seems like bulls charging towards a red finish line in full throttle and u'll knock and attack your opponent with whatever it takes to get to the finish line and if you don't, u lose which means no business and subsequently no money. I hate it.

Owh, by the way, I had my left ear pierced again at the above ear lobe which signifies the many known definition of symbolizing masculity and heterosexuality, one word, WADEVER! I had them pierced just so people would STOP asking why I had both sides pierced! Or I could just simply do this,

annonymous: "Eh, why you pierce two sides of your ear? Look like girl lah..."
me :" Where got?! nehhh.....!! (pointing at the third piercing)"
annonymous: "......"

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Wednesday, February 1

Owh gosh, tonite was definitely a night to remember.. What was initially planned to be a simple night out with a few friends turned out to be the Perhimpunan Agung ("Noble Meeting" direct translation, paiseh) of all greenians/ex-greenians at Padungan's newly opened restaurant called "Tao". What a great way to spent the last night before my break from work ends today. As for the kickstart for work next day, I saw Kenny Sia! In the FLESH! Whoa, it made my day, completely star strucked. I know I shouldn't be, but it's inevitable! Kenny Sia man! Now calm down Desmond, and take a deep, deep breath.

Went visiting the whole darn afternoon till dinner surviving only with carbonated drinks and calory-induced biscuits. Die lah... By 8pm, I can barely breathe and at that time, I knew my esofagus had been temporarily defected down till my duodenum. But hey, ice-blended white chocolate ain't gonna kill ya..(could it?). So my friend drove me home to padungan and I walked to Tao and made reservations which was initially for another bunch of 6 to 7 people. I was the only guy dominating the two combined tables, imagine all the eyes starring at me, I was perspiring like a frigging cactus! Then the girls arrived which was a whoopping number 6! So I told the waitress in charge that we need an extra 3rd table combined not mentioning the exact number of people coming. Then the batch of guys came, yet again another number 5! This time they told me that they were expecting another batch of guys! By then, I've lost count and we waited desperately for occupants for the 4th Table(notice the Uppercase "T"?) to be evacuated. Then, the one and only Kenny Sia came with two sizzling ladies and Charmaine was hitting my arm and saying "neh! neh!", I was like "ya? ya?". COMPLETELY star-strucked, damn myself for not owning a digital camera for high level espionage photo-capturing feats! At least, it compensated for that night I missed all the fun at the Kuching Blogger's meet, although Charmaine had the actual liberty of greeting him.

It was undoubtly the most fun night I've ever had in a while. I did use Ken's cameraphone for some snaps here and there, loads of thanks to him!

Work starts tomorrow morning at 11am. Gotta get perked up and ready soon. It really made my day!


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Dezmond sprouts at 2/01/2006 03:09:00 AM | Permalink


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