memories

Here's the thing about bad memories you can always make new ones over them, much like a blank video tape. That's what I am doing now in Durango. Time to throw away a bunch of old memories, songs, things and other momentos...

Can't believe I'm back in Durango already it feels like I just left it.

ever...

Me and my awesome hat with wind ornaments

Mom and Dad obsessing over wind ornaments...well worth it they're awesome

there were two weddings at our hotel yesterday? Happy I missed that mess

The sunrise around 7 this morning (p.s. I woke up at 4.3o)

find out someone wasn't who you thought they were?

ever been the last person to find this out?

Don't leave you're friends out of the loop. IT F#%*ING SUCKS!

at the same time I need to be the person that listens when people say-hey that guy is an a$$ or "not right for you"

ANYWAYS I may pull a eat pray love and drop everything and get on a flight to europe for a while with my dad. I am currently in Santa Fe the best place ever. It's reminding me how much Austin has begun to suck (since when do we have smog what the %&^* is this haze over the city (since it's no longer a town) since when do we have smog red sunsets WHAT IS THIS WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE GREEN! Anyways I think the only way to find yourself is to lose yourself in a foreign environment of some sort so I may cast my internshit to the wind to do this. Despite the fact that I love the people I work with and the work they do kicks well you know what.

Music:

Portraits by The Wheeler Brothers

Rowland's

Chris, Rowland & Alan

Adam & Malia

Audrey & Rowland

Alan

Chase

Rowland, Audrey & Mark

Malia, Me & CHRIS

Michael

Chris

Me

Rowland & Me

Alan, Chantal, Chase, Malia

JD & Malia

Chantal, Malia & Chase

Michael, Chantal, Malia & Delaney

Me, Victor & Malia

Mark, Adam & Chantal

Me

Alan, JD

Audrey, Delaney & Chantal

Victor & Malia

Alan, Adam, Randall the Radish & Audrey

Rowland

Music:

Miss you by Foster the People

forget your problems

lay it down they start up

the innocence of what you are is what I want

I've ran my colors dripped down and drained out

Tried a million things but my heart's been shot

"I guess all it takes to be a hipster is..."

"a beanie and a pair of black framed glasses" -Rowland

Made a pact

with the old oak tree I said from here on out I only live for me

have I been here before

I feel a lot like last summer not in the bored and restless way but its much like when I was in India. I have dreams to that are similar not re-occurring but so similar that I keep waking up with a start. I've only had a few dream where I've woken with a start. My most recent one involved me being in a plane crash-hope that explains why I am not really traveling this summer. I may well expect crazy repetitive dreams to be a part of my summers.

explorations

tried to take a picture of the mexican hats Rusty couldn't resist hopping in

took pictures while on the hike and bike trail with Rusty.

last night explored east 6th for the first time. I've never felt so classy in my life. Don't plan on repeating this anytime soon.

Had some great friends over the night before. I really enjoyed hanging out with them and catching up with Malia, Chris and Mark.

Tonight is my brother's production company's big event (six cactus). They are hosting a cd release party for the wheeler brothers. I am excited for my brother he gets really antsy before these things.

fuming

sitting outside on the back patio. Still kinda fuming. Parents aren't letting my be an impulsive college student and going to a music fest on a whim. Yes I know it sounds retarded but yes I am still really angry about it.

prom-tastic

My lovely and wonderful friend Malia threw a prom themed party last night. Got to see a lot of people from high school that I hadn't seen in a while. It was so much fun. It honestly started out slow and awkward and then we all broke into song and dance. At that point everyone wound up having a blast.

Rooftop Rhytym

Listened to fleet foxes from a garage rooftop. Couldn't see them at all but could hear them perfectly so it didn't matter.

Getting my luck robbed

Had a great day with one of my best friends JD who has recently boasted having the best past few days. Any ways I cant share this feeling since...

I got shat on by a bird for the first time ever today

The Grizzlies lost (I am a recent fan...I love an underdog)

My brother's glasses got stolen and even worse I can't find a replacement on ebay

I saw Meek's Cutoff and hated the ending although it is artsy and worth seeing and has some one liners that I want to steal

Today was still awesome though, I got foster the people tickets and ate torchy's and ran the trail with Rusty who didn't sit down on me (in the middle of the trail) this time and hung out with JD and ran into Peter so I should stop complaining.

Summer Start

No it didn't start when I finished my last final

No it didn't start when I made it home after a four hour detour through Mississippi and Louisiana meaning I was in four states over the course of a day

No it didn't start when I was out on the lake yesterday

It started with my run on town lake with my dog

finality

my friend's dwarf rabbits they've been my stress relievers during finals

...so f-ing cute

currently sitting in a freshman dorm helping work the green club's hand me down store. I should be studying for my art history final but I am doing this instead. I have my last final today at 5:30 and will be trying to pack up my room/life at the same time. Have to pick up my mom from the airport soon too so yeah today is about to be pretty crazy. Plus I have to say good bye to everyone as well so yes this is about to be really hectic.

Finals

I just want this week to be over so I can go home

More tornados

More tornadoey fun. I'm currently in a friends room listening to the sirens while trying to finish my take home final...not easy.