
For those of you that haven't already figured it out and are still wondering after my last post what in the world is going on in our home, I wanted to give you a little overview...
Last Sunday, January 5th, we received a call from our agency (Holt International) with a referral. We were stunned since we just switched to this agency about three weeks ago. We had no idea we would start our year with such wonderful news.
We reviewed the information and had several doctors review it, as well, and by 2:30pm on Monday, we had called to submit our Letter of Intent to adopt her.
We have requested some more medical information pertaining to her special need, which is a heart disease called VSD and hope to receive that sometime this week. Right now, she is "locked in", so to speak, for our family. We couldn't be happier.
For those of you that have done this before (especially a special needs adoption), you know how scary it can be. There is so much unknown and it's not like it is here where you just pick up the phone and get test results faxed over. There's time differences, translation issues, etc. that make it difficult. I am deeply grateful for several of you that have availed yourself to me for endless questions, advice, and insights. Laurie Leigh, your wisdom, support, advice, and encouragement have been such a blessing and
Donna, you've been a God send this past week!!!!
At this point, we see nothing that would change our decision. I asked a friend who has "been there done this" exactly "what point I can begin to allow myself to love her without reservation" (or without feeling like I need some guards to protect my heart) and she said when I get our PA (which is our Pre-Approval). This should come within the next two weeks. The scary thing is that with each passing day and each time I look at her photos, my heart becomes more and more smitten by this precious little girl!
I wish I could post photos and give details, but I can't do that just yet. You'll just have to trust me that she is the cutest little treasure you have ever seen (in my humble "mommy" opinion) I'll share more information as I can, so stay tuned on a regular basis as this journey unfolds. It's really getting exciting now!!!!
PLEASE pray for us in the following areas:* For God to give us clarity, wisdom, and peace, and reveal information in updated medical records that He wants us to have and for us to have faith and peace for the "pieces" He chooses to leave out.
* For our travel schedule. For those of you that have done this, you know that we probably won't get our travel dates until about 3 weeks out. This is not conducive for the schedule my husband keeps with his speaking. So, please pray for God's perfect timing (between his speaking events and the kids' school) and for God to prepare the hearts of those that may be affected due to us having to cancel or reschedule an event (which is not something we normally do and definitely don't do on such short notice).
* Lastly, pray for God to heal our little girl's heart physically and prepare it emotionally for the transition ahead. Pray that we will all be prepared, educated, and full of faith for the rest of our journey!
For now, we are moving forward with all our heart in faith unless God Himself closes this door. I am beginning to put together a photo album to send to our little Joy. I long to see another photo of her, to get another piece of treasured information about her, and to finally hold her in my arms. But until then, we "trust in the Lord with all of our hearts and lean not on our own understanding. We are acknowledging Him in all of our ways, and, Praise God, He is directing our paths".
Pursuing JOY~