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Sunday, April 23, 2006
1:28 PM
away

In a few hours
I'll be away

From Singapore
On the islands of Bali and Lombok.

So broke!
Yet excitement persists.

Without delta
I'll be glacial.


Sunday, April 16, 2006
7:08 PM
go on...

Go on... screw up your life...
It was alr a bad day,
But u were so capable as to make it worse...
Bravo!
Thanks for ruining my day.
But please,
Be sure not to screw up my life.
Please grow up and
Be a man!


Thursday, April 13, 2006
11:14 PM
some trivia abt me

Thanks yings for arrowing me ar... Juz rmbed that I owe u this...
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Rules:
1. Bold the following words that are true about you.
2. Green the things you wish were true.
3. Add one thing true about you. And then tag FIVE more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I’ve been in a threesome.
I’ve been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. As in I curse pple. When I'm furious, I really can be mean. hehe.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free. But I don't know which part of me to change. maybe my ears, and remove eye bags... it feels weird to change other parts of my face..
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast/unclear. one-quarter of the time pple dun get the real meaning behind wad i say
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look. sometimes I tell myself that, but I dun always feel convinced. haha
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. i envy talented pple. i'm more like a jack of all trades.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have alot of friends. i know many pple, but does that equate to having a lot of frens? hmmm..
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window-shopping.

I would rather shop than eat. NEVER!
I don’t hate anyone; I dislike them. perhaps...
I’m a pretty good dancer. sad to say, I'm too stiff...
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone. duh? pri sch kids have this too.
I believe in God.
I'm a Buddhist-cum-Taoist, but I'd say the God I believe in is rather secular...
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. i have an inkling, but who can be so sure?
I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before. yeah... with much difficulty..
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. duh...
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant past or crush in the past.

I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. this is a joke...
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I’m obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job. no job..
I am comfortable with who I am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. just ears!
I walk barefoot wherever I can. like at home?
I have jumped off a bridge. does a jetty count?
I love sea turtles. Oh! absolutely! everything under the sea, every creature that is different from homosapiens, with some exceptions

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at MacDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages. not those hotdogs from supermkt u noe...
I love kisses! aren't they so sweet?
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours. colour therapy yeah?
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. I know - too boliao...
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. I do! doesn't everyone?
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse. it'll be cool to own one. I tink horses are GORGEOUS, excluding their smell that is...
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. Some are not. To name a few - Pawnees, Navajos
I can’t stick to a diet. sad to say, very true...
I talk in my sleep. more than that... I snore, kick, laugh, cry...
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction. I'm usually bothered by trivias... or at least I try to convince myself they are trivias
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time. too bad I grew up in Singapore
I have jazz in my blood. If only I can sing like Norah Jones. Ooh, so sexy...
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person I work with. I dun bother getting upset over these pple, at least for now.
I am a caffeine junkie. max tea and coke...
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. actually not that nonsensical. just stupid...
I’m an artist. the kind that can draw and paint... wow!
I only clean my room when necessary. I can't agree with this more.

I like a person of the same sex. I like all my frens!
I love being happy. Without doubt!
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have ridden an elephant. I can't rmb if i'd ridden on one at the zoo....
I love chocolates! dark choc to be precise... bitter ones... :)
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons. there'r so many reasons: to meet pple u want to meet, to ogle at the lovely prof, out of obligation and conscience, etc...
I feel crazy. VERY
I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas. Ew!
Been told “You’re on fire!”
I’m a netballer. Wah... I want to be everything cool! imagine long and slender legs! woo~
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word ‘RASPBERRY’ is sexaaay!
I love to look at people’s teeth.
I don’t wanna grow up. I want to grow up, but sometimes I don't.
I can cross my eyes n stick out my tongue n still look cute. bolded and greened. I hope it's bolded only.
Gaining weight is a wonderful thing. hmmm.. not good unless pregnant or add muscles.
I am a PRO…procrastinator. NEVER!
I love listening to gossip. Without doubt!

Something about me: I laugh loudly. hehe... this is not a secret...

Sorry for making u all go thru this... hehez... have fun!
1. benji
2. kel
3. ashley
4. vanessa
5. constance



3:42 PM
is this the end of year 1?

whoa... myriad of emotions now... Relief becuz all the mad rush for projects and reports and presentations are over. All my exams are over. And that's just the end of this term, and year 1. When the freshies come in, I'm no longer a freshie. And the feeling of being a fresh freshie is still fresh in my mind - the feeling that u'r thrown in a crowd of strangers and starting everything from ground zero, the helplessness and mad rush amidst tests, projs and presentations.

Wow! I must say I learnt a lot this term, and gained quite a lot too. I'm quite satisfied with the past term. At least I don't have to tell pple "it's just another term"; in fact, it's a term with a purpose, it seems.

In management accting (MA), had to fiddle with excel and learnt to do budget, but most imptly had on-the-ground research at gabe's dad's wine shop! Really have to thank my grp: gabe, gav and zc for every1's hard work in the MA proj, and making it such an enjoyable, efficient and fun proj grp to work with! It was filled with the right energy and drive. can say it's one of the more efficient grps i worked with in smu. Have to thank kelly for MA exam last qtn oso! muacks! thanks babe!




I'm the rose among the thorns!

BGS! my prof is my eye candy! He's quite old alr la, but it's his maturity that's attractive! he got this seemingly french (or is it italian) accent that I enjoy listening to. but this is not the only reason i enjoyed his lessons. I nv thot I'd learn much from such a "crappy" module, as the name suggests. I mean, what can u learn from "business, government and society"? ethics? csr? But levine proved us wrong! i realised that i nv really knew wad was scientific management, bureaucracy, social capital, trust, globalisation, etc until this lesson. On the other hand, this lesson is a struggle cuz every mon and tue (much time) was spent deciphering wad the Harvard Business Cases, textbooks, hypotheses papers meant, without which u'll flunk your closed book quizzes and class contribution. The aura in class was scary too, and makes pple feel stupid and inadequate.

Our research paper was such a struggle too. Our proposals for hypotheses was total crap, and got crappy grades too. Come to think of it, y are we writing hypotheses in year 1, moreover as acc/biz students? Even the executives who were the discussants for our presentation were surprised to find out we'r year 1s. But somehow, 2 weeks b4 our presentation, we came up with a decent survey for consumers and collated the data. Have to say we only put in minimal effort to look for interview targets, since my grp members were not really interested or keen in the proj, hence we did not manage to secure any company interviews. We were rather half-hearted and demoralised cuz we din really understand wad was happening. But presentation turned out well, and hopefully we'r able to score for our report too!


Had to wear full suit for presentation!
Group strength: 5 (numerically), 4 (effectively)

Blaw is a really interesting module, which seemed like a half-module. Haha. I'm quite lucky to get a rather slack prof who cut down the syllabus and gave such simplified and summarised notes which are super useful for her exams! Woohoo! But I noe I'm not cut out for law, and I hate writing 12-page essays in 2 hr 30 min.

Finance is a really interesting topic I have to say. And it makes me know that I'm def going to do a major in this, though I'm not avid or savvy in stocks. Fin turned out to be rather theoretical under this prof. But this makes me consider very much abt the chances of me becoming a financial adviser in the future. Quite likely I'll consider this career... hmmm...

Not forgetting AS which drove every1 pretty mad. Every conversation we had ever since this class had to contain some attack at fallacies or validity or soundness. Madness! And finally there was CT which was a super rushed (and therefore disappointing) class. If only this class was less general. I meant how more general can "creative thinking" get. Poor prof had to concoct her own syllabus, and attempt to inject creativity in all of us. I tink we ended up more intellectual, not necessarily creative. She said so many things that made me tink A LOT. Like every piece of news found in the papers makes me tink of the cause, deep reasons for the phenomena, as well as the effects on diff pple.

Last Wed was our CT Installation Art. It's been a long time since I was involved some form of art, and I really miss it! I rmb in Nanyang, there was SO MUCH emphasis on art that we took it for granted. To name a few, gymnastics lessons, mass dance, modern dance, chinese dance, theatre and gender studies, choral nite, theatre nite, Arts Fest, etc! I really missed acting - the feeling of being immersed in a different character, the experience of putting urself in the shoes of another person. I tink that's just so interesting and fun!

Cast and Crew of 'Save Us, Kill Them' Installation Art :)
Spot the guys.

There's still much more to these that I gained this term. It's really nice to have friends to hang out with. Gav juz came to realisation that we only knew each other for a few mths, but I really appreciate this bunch of frens to lunch with, do proj with, joke and crap with. :) Whatever it is, these pple made me realise that it is possible not to have only hi-bye frens in uni, despite the mad rush.

Now that exams are over, here's my to-do list for the summer hols:
1. Climb Rinjani
a. Train up myself
b. Get trekking shoes
2. Get part-time job and earn $$$
3. Org SMUX camp
4. Learn driving (if got time)
5. Go recre diving (if got $ and time)
6. Clean up my messy and unhygienic room
7. Org 4/9 outing
8. Org 68 outing, which was pushed back several times

9 Apr was 4/9's bday! Haha... Come to tink of it, I miss 4naiers, our humour and appreciation for witty humour. We'r the few pple who appreciate Mrs Seah's style of humour, with the injection of sarcasm and wit. After 4/9 I've much reduced the use of expressions like "move, files, move!", "where are my eyes?", "help me find my eyes" or "you too!" since nobody really understand the real meanings of these expressions. Moreover, the eye-rolling activity that was predominant in 4/9 is rare and considered mean to many non-4naiers... And how many gals are willing to act shocked, act cute, act dao, act ghostly, look hideous etc in group photos, or scream and laugh hysterically like 4naiers? Perhaps we only act like this together as 4naiers, just like puzzles that are incomplete without any piece.



Saturday, April 01, 2006
9:50 PM
Creative Thinking In Progress


our masterpiece - human cages


this is supposed to depict the sadness of humans being caged...
*think the chickens that we eat...
but looks kinda funky though!

Yes, I'm glaring at you. You ARE guilty!
looks very 3-D rite?
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