my brother is home...
and before i get back to the old me...
i would like to share something i learned and now addicted from the day i was employed baby sitter of my nephews and niece...

its actually a family practice to drink milk and eat something with it at night... that is after dinner..

during my time when im the baby not yet the baby sitter, my father used to make me eat a piece or two of either spanish bread or "panlegaspi"... (that was before, we lived near a bakery owned by a very good friend of him)there was no forcing involve though...
that practice is pass to the next generation... to wit my nephews and niece...

every night they drink their milk and have some cookies or bread or basically whatever is available in the kitchen...

and during my employment, it was my job to make sure that they will practice the practice i myself practiced and practicing...

so i prepared their milk and the snacks that accompany it...
one night... they have OREO cookies...
and knowing kids... what is seen on TV will surely be imitated...
i'm talking about the way an OREO cookie should be eaten as far as the commercial is concerned...

they were so inviting eating then...
so i couldn't help but tried it too...
and damn... i was ecstatic that i did... seriously i was surprised!!! it's billion times more delicious...
i skip to the dunking though...
and now... im addicted to it...
infact... i just had this morning... and can't wait to do it later...
to my nephews and niece...
the war is on for OREO cookie tonight...
may the best oreo eating machine wins!!!

haven't been posting for few days....
been thinking of what to post...
because there's nothing interesting... (till now obviously...)
so what is????

well, before that...
here's the not interesting part first...

so i got home last wednesday from the trip(see BLOG entry #85!) and i was sleep the whole day i guess i barely remember what transpires then...
and came thursday... here it is...
my brothers going for a trip and be back by sunday... so there will be no one to take care of the three little boarders(mga pamangkin ko) we have...
so being the jobless and or unemployed, i fit the job description of the baby sitter for the 3 days his not around... i may say that it was a tempting offer i found it hard to decline... that's why i couldn't even visit my blog as often as i used to be this past few days because i was employed... this three little creatures im taking good care are not actually little... just creatures...
and yesterday... i get to learn the hoedown throwdown dance in the hannah montana movie... because they were dancing it... and i'm glad i did...

i miss dancing... i used to dance a lot... dancing was my first love i remember that i even think of not going into college and just audition for a dance group who dances on tv... just wishful thinking i guess...

he'll be back tomorrow... i will get fired... and ultimately be jobless again...
going back to the same old me... as in just me...
dancing the hoedown throwdown...
try it... it's actually funny... yet fulfilling for some reasons...

i'm ready...
just a couple of stuffs for a 2 day trip...
be back on wednesday...
i hate trips away from home...
yet i love the feeling of coming back...
because leaving is a necessary step...

just like in the recent episodes in naruto shippuuden... and i qoute
"home is where someone is thinking of you"...

ganun talaga paminsan minsan... kahit wala ng kakwenta kwentang post sinusulat ko na... may maipost lang...

be back on the 22nd which happens to be EARTH day!!! siguro!!!

before i sleep last night...
i saw this on tv...
this guy... was talking about how a good guy he was...
Yes!!!! he was!!!! apparently... he is tired of it...
it caught my attention...
before he self proclaim that he doesn't want to accept the goodness in him, he was talking... that he always smile to people, putting up the "ok! it's fine, i'm fine face" although he feels otherwise... that he do it because he don't want to cause any troubles to anyone...

what concerns me...
first: a good guy do not say he is a good guy...
second: living life with some pretending every now and then is not a crime, you don't need to be yourself all the time... because you are not alone... it's the reason why there is the word "consideration"... and
third: why is embracing the bad side of every people considered to be a big deal??... like if it's even going to help an individual... i've been watching shows and movies that the good guy seems to equate to the boring people... and doing bad stuff is fun... i think it's because good guys usually or shall i say more often than not are predictable and bad guys on the other hand are spontaneous...

which leads me to the argument... who the hell decides what is fun and what is boring??? like the saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder... it's different for everyone... and why is it that the thought of doing bad things become so inviting to most people... didn't we all attended GMRC??? but as i've said... its different for everyone... and for whatever it's worth they might have some reasons...

this is the society nowadays...
some group of people dictates the trend...
but it's up to us... if we get into them or not...
although we get into them most of the time...
still we get to choose...
i just wish... that there are more good people in this world...

i am always playing my ipod almost everyday...
and for all the days that i play it...
my niece and nephews just so happen to learn the songs im playing...
it was funny... because...
they are kids for starters...
and the song on my playlist aren't the nursery rhymes type...
they just sing like they know the song very well...
that the words coming out from their mouths were words only they can comprehend...
i know... it's totally understandable...
but the point is not understanding...
the point of the matter is how funny they can become... without them even knowing they are...
and i like a comedy that circles on stupidity and innocence if you know what i mean...

there are two songs i vividly remember and just can't help it but laugh when sang by them...

my one nephew likes insomnia of craig david...
he started it with a blasting...
"Jet Li" which originally should be "Gently"...

here's the second one...
the song from the movie slumdog millionaire jai ho of the pussycat dolls...
my niece confuses it with "Diego"...
i don't know if its diego the friend of dora the explorer or diego the comedian from bubble gang... but either way... it still has to be "jai ho" instead of "diego"...

i don't blame them... they are just being kids....
i know because i've been there...
in fact... we all were... unless your kyle xy!!!

it's black saturday...
and tomorrow will be easter...
something came to my mind this morning... what if instead in new years.. we do resolutions during the easter... or better yet we do it again during easters...

what if???
here's my easters resolutions...

well... i am still jobless up to this moment...
so i decided that i will really really really look for a job... my ultimatum before the end of june or july... i hope the setting of deadline helps this time...

i finally get rid of my old stuff(tshirts, pants, and the likes)
according to a show i accidentally watched, old clothes that you weren't able to wear for the last 6 months falls to the category "to be thrown out"
i wasn't sure if i can totally agree with it because maybe it only goes for the rich.. and me not rich... jobless so definitely not rich...

but i did anyway... and those stuffs that i have not use for more than 6 months...
i think its therapeutic... i don't know if they were the one holding me back to move forward with my life... because... i'm kind of a pack rat!!! sentimental even... i find it very very hard to let go of my old stuffs... a lot of them has stories and not just the usual -you buy it because you like it story-...

i only acquired the liberty of buying clothes when im in junior high... before then all my stuff were bought by my mom... i like it for two reasons imported and the probability of having no one having it other than myself... and during my buying moments... i was and still am fascinated with branded clothes... i began to become shopaholic...

-confessions of a shopaholic-

i wasn't so bad but i remember this one time that i lied... i told my parents i need money for a book in biochemistry but i needed it to buy a new backpack... it happened once and never been followed, atleast that is what i keep telling myself... well, im still using the bag... and my grade in biochem was 1.25... so there were no compromising involve just the sin committed...

as a pack rat... i shop and keep the plastic and or paper bag of whatever i purchase... and this morning.. it's one of the hardest to let go... i got tons of tons of it... i was not able to throw everything though... because they might be of service in the future...

resolution....
i will stop buying stuffs i really really really don't need that much... atleast not this time that i still use my moms money in buying them...
yes!!! at my age im still getting my monthly allowance(actually the only one in my family who do, i'm the youngest that's why)... i know... i shouldn't... but i do... as far as i want to tell my mom to stop... i can't... i'm not a fool.. but i'm not evil... and i have a conscience... i think it's the prime reason i'm stuck being unemployed... good thing is i'm aware of it... so i know that i can't rely on it always... although i can...

in conclusion...
in this time of recession...
i will look for a job...
so help me GOD!!!
HAPPY EASTER everyone..

it's holy wednesday..
of holy week...
of lent...

and i haven't been a good christian so far... technically i only have a few days left to be one...
i studied in a catholic school so i know religious practices... and i pretty much follow them... if not all of them... well, i'm not the rebel kind so following is my thing... and my family is always been the religious type... that made it easier...

my concern is that... i've been doing nothing...
i supposed to be a herbivore during fridays... and i've been the usual carnivore all season...
and starting monday... i was trying to not to eat one meal of the day and i just can't because it seems that my appetite became higher than it ever was... and i always wish that i eat a lot to add me some pounds... it became my dilemma... does it have to be this hard?? so i thought maybe it's a devil's work... and boy! i admire those who can resist this evil temptations... for apparently i didn't... but i will still try...

another practice i should be doing is performing good deeds... well, i've been cleaning all rooms in the house including the comfort room... i just don't know if it counts for a good deed... i can't afford a charity work so i hope it did...

one more, though like fasting with foods... sacrificing a not so important thing as a respect for what Jesus went through during HIS crucifixion... and this one i can proudly say that i'm doing... i'm using my cellphone passively... and doesn't buy anything out of the basics...

it has been said that nothing beats a genuine prayer during lent season... but this practices became traditions for a reason... although it's a lot greater if we can do this all year long but we can't let Jesus die for a longer period of time right?... so it's better to keep it this way...
but the praying should be done 365 days per year whether in need or not...
lent or not...
GOD should always be the center of our lives...

umalis ako nuong linggo...
5 araw na malayo sa laptap ko...
di makapag-internet kaya't minabuting maging abala...

lunes: ng samahan ko ang kapatid ko na pumunta sa mall... naglakad ng naglakad... naglibot ng naglibot... pinapili at ng pumili... di naman nakabili... sa kasamaang palad ay di gumana ang credit card ng ate ko... nainis ng nainis dahil pangarap ko na magkaroon ng levis na pants at ng mabigyan ng pagkakataon ay di pa naipagkaloob... siguro... ayaw pa ni LORD... dapat siguro paghirapan ko ang perang gagamitin ko... kahit pwede namang hindi... siguro di pa ngayon... kailan kaya???

martes: gumising ng maaga upang ihatid ang kapatid sa airport... hinintay sya ng 2 oras sa labas dahil nangakong ibibigay ang matitirang pesos sa wallet pagkatapos mag-check in... at di naman nasayang ang paghihintay at naipagkaloob nya pa ang isang libo sa kawawang ako...

miyerkules: nabalitaang may magbubukas na 3 stars and a sun sa ortigas... napagutusang bumili ng isang tshirt... sinamahan ng dalawang kaibigan... at di inasahang pipila ng isang oras para lang makapili... matapos ang isang oras ay napag-alamang ang hinahanap na damit ay di mabibili... ngayon, nasayang ang paghihintay!!!

huwebes: nagtext sa numerong iniwan ni mama na pag aari ng taong magbibigay ng padala nyang gamot ni papa... tinext at nagkasundong magkita ng alas sais ng gabi... dumating ng lampas ng ilang minuto sa pinagkasunduan... ngunit naghintay pa rin ng mga ilang minuto bago nakuha ang padala... ang natutunan:kung magpapalate lang naman, itodo mo na! chances are late din ang imimeet mo...

biyernes: namili ng mga pasalubong... nabili naman ang dapat bilhin... masayang uuwi... dahil makalipas ang ilang araw ay makakagamit ulit ng laptap... makikita ang mga ngiti ng mga pamangkin habang tinatanggap ang mga pasalubong... at


sabado: ngayon... nainis dahil madumi at magulo ang kwartong iniwang malinis at ayos...