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Cake day: July 18th, 2023

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  • This is happening to me, or something very similar!

    Tired beyond belief. Sleep doesn’t matter, or at least doesn’t seem to help. Everyday, it takes hours to feel awake, and only lasts for a couple hours at best.

    Slow to find words when speaking, though I know what I want to say. It coupd take seconds to think of a simple word. I’ve started speaking in very broken, sometimes reversed, sentences. Someone said it was like listening to a slow version of Yoda, but worse.

    The world feels off, as if experiencing everything through a memory rather than actually being there. The best way I’ve been able to describe it is, it’s as if being far back in my head. Everything is at a distance, like my eyes are binoculars turned around, or like looking through tunnels.

    I used to have a great memory, now I’m lucky if I remember a conversation from a week ago. Not just what was said, but I might be only vaugly aware that the conversation even happened.

    Movement isn’t sluggish exactly, though slower than I used to be. Doing anything, even routine tasks takes a ridiculous amount of concentration.

    I’ve also developed weird ticks. I’ll sometimes speak outloud as I’m thinking of a sentence, or lyric, or whatever, but its just one or two words. I then repeat the word over and over without realizing it. Once I notice, it takes me a second to stop. I’ve also started geaturing with my hands without meaning to, when not even talking or anything. Like I’ll randomly point or gesture like I’m speaking.

    None of it was sudden, it’s been a slow build up to the point that I don’t know when any of it started. The symptoms are finally enough to overcome my anxiety of talking about it, and I’ve scheduled an appointment with my doctor. Whatever is happening, I figure it will be better to know than not.

    I’m not saying we have exactly the same thing, it just sounds like we have some similar symptoms. Whatever it is, know that you aren’t alone. Take care of yourself random internet stranger, and please call a doctor.




  • “Pay us and watch ads” has been around a long time. That’s what cable tv was. We’ve gone full circle.

    One day, something new will come along and kill streaming in the same way streaming did cable. Once things get this fragmented, something else always comes along to replace it, and the cycle will repeat.

    It will be cheap, easy to use, and everyone will switch. Once enough people move over, the big corporations will get involved and the enshitification will begin. It will be adveetised to death, segmented, and people will look for an alternative.



  • People become entertainers for a myriad of reasons. Some do it for attention, of course. Others so they can pretend to be someone else. It’s a form of escapism to get away frm the anxiety of life. When fame comes along, they can no longer hide behind the chatacter, and the attention bleeds into their personal life, ratcheting up the anxiety. Similarly, many comedians tell jokes to hide pain. The pain is still there, just hidden. For actors like this, the anxiety is still there and the constant attention makes it worse.

    The lack of empathy in celebrity culture is the real problem. The fact that entertainers are real people with real lives gets lost in the noise. When Emma Stone is off screen, and not promoting something, she should be able to go out to eat without being followed, questioned, or harasssed. She can’t, because as a society, we’ve choosen to treat her as something different than a person. She’s treat as a celebrity, somehow making it ok for her to be hounded everywhere. It’s no wonder many of them have anxiety.

    Imagine not getting to live your life because of your job. Imagine people following you around to the store, a concert, or cornering you in a bathroom because of what you do for a living. It’s a failing of society that lets this occur, a general lack of empathy towards celebrity, not a failing on that person’s career choice.





  • I’m a slow reader and have trouble sitting down with a book, though I will if the book is good enough. For folks like me, I’d recomend starting off with an audio book. You’ll get the story and it might get you interested enough to eventually pick up a book. It’s a good transition from movies or tv into reading. I know multiple people, along with myself, who’ve gotten into reading by starting with audio books.

    As far as books go, you might like one of these:

    • Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman

    I recommend this book to everyone! If you like video games and humor, this is the book for you. It’s a fantasy / sci-fi about a guy forced into a type of game with a sidekick (who I wont talk about due to spoilers). It’s fantastic. Quick paced and very funny. Highly recommend this in audio book format.

    • The Heist by Janet Evanovich & Lee Goldberg

    FBI agent and con man forced to work together, buddy action style. Similar to Rush Hour in tone and silliness.

    • The Intern’s Handbook by Shane Kuhn

    An assassin beomes an intern in an office. It’s dark, but funny, especially if you work in an office type setting.

    • Razor Girl by Carl Hiaasen

    Detective and con woman team up. It’s funny and fast, and kind of weird.






  • Scrape, fill, prime, paint.

    Scrape the raised area with a razor blade. Block sand it with 80 grit, hitting more than just the bad area.

    Cover with a thin coat of wood filler, using heavy pressure to force the filler into the fibers. Once that dries, block sand again with 120 grit, then once more with 180 grit. Make sure you sand beyond the patch to blend the repair into the rest of the sill.

    Thoroughly clean the dust. Apply two coats of primer to the full sill. Once dry, sand lightly using 220 grit, without a block.

    Clean up any dust, then paint.

    You’l have a smooth sill with no signs of damage.