

I’d love if some single friends were more open to using me though.
I would not say no.
I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.
I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.
This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.


I’d love if some single friends were more open to using me though.
I would not say no.
It ZigZags. It says: “I never wanted the reason I finally started prioritizing myself to be our breakup”, or did I get it backward? My memory is short.
Ironically, can confirm. I just offered nudes a lot, I didn’t even ask for any back. I also got a lot more offers from guys, a lot more interaction.


That is very interesting, at 29? I’m about to get diagnosed for ADHD a month from now.
I attribute this to gaining to ability to stand up for yourself near the end of your twenties, whilst before, they just pacify you and keep you unaware, unt you suffer enough.


I will help! So, what’s the plan?


What doesn’t kill me, really fucked up.
Afraid evil is just stronger. This is where things will go globally.
I’m just doing palliative care for myself.


Maybe sometimes, you are your best company.
Humans are…unreliable. They fail you when you need them most.
😭 😭 😭
I was quite young!


I tend to do that with people I like as friends.
Who I really don’t want to rizz up 😭


It’s not 2014, the world is now the Handmaiden tale.


Climbing a mountain is hard but not complicated.
Do something impressive is vague, subjective, and shifting goal.
Anyway, looking for validation is the wrong approach.
Other humans aren’t exactly fit to judge…
Focus on being who you’d like to date instead!
That’s why I got a dump truck back there /j


I knew very well it would be interpreted that way 😈
Even better that I figured how to mitigate depreciation issues anyway.
1: End the purely materialist/transactional society.
2: Ironically, more local and less global communities.
3: Less unplanned children pooped out.


See who signs up for the Mars mission I guess.
Or just use a condom, and wait for the old people to die.
Not like you can save them anyway.
I got a 12 GB RAM S10…
…not long after, I hear the news that the new flagships will have 12 GB RAM instead of 16 that were planned.
The value sure went up.
Random Renamon SFW devianart made me stop and just stare…first time I ever did something like that.


I would probably start 30 unfinished projects.


Well, there’s the issue, human lives have been cheapened way too much.
Humans need to be so precious, that people beg for babies again.
Digimon in my case, those are underrated.


How difficult would it be to DIY an anti-satellite weapon?