2 years on HRT now babyyyyyy
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This last spring was my 13th year hormonersary. Such an unreal thing to write, even more unreal to be a part of such a vibrant community here. Love you all
Love you too CARCOSA. Hexbear admins have made this place one of the best on the internet. No small feat.
My parents love my gf and they haven't even spoken to her (language barrier). They know she's trans and love her still my dad's gonna pray for her same with his church buddies but so she'd can pass her exam she's studying for. Having great parents and an amazing gf really is a blessing, things may not always work out in my career but at least I got love in abundance
my dad's gonna pray for her same with his church buddies but so she can pass
need this energy
I can fake being catholic enough to sneak in a prayer to Jesus on your behalf
I will pray to kali ma for you and ask to have your enemies destroyed
at least I got love in abundance
you get what you fucking deserve
❤️😚
Well chat, forget what I said the other day about people not being able to see, my fav coworker (knows I'm on hrt tbf) pointed them out and said I'm "blossoming". Talked about me needing to wear a bra. "You've got tits!". Was swimming (also tbf, with a shirt on ofc). She also said I'm glowing so I guess my better mood is visible too :) That I am very visibly doing better. Had a really good talk with her tonight. And I'll see her again on Saturday!
This coworker is the goat
So I guess you're the yak? Or do you prefer to be a llama or a sheep?
She really is, I love her and am going to miss talking with her.
I have her number, maybe I should get a facebook or whatever. But from texting with her a bit, she really doesn't seem like much of a texter. I just kinda know the friendship will change a lot, she's very different over text vs in person.
That all sounds wonderful XD I hope you have another really nice talk on Saturday <3
I hope so too, not sure if we will or what we'll have to talk about.
Since a bunch of other people were saying it, I'm 8 months hrt, a little over two years since I accepted I am trans.
I can't really complain about what hrt has done so far but I definitely need my tits to keep growing for a while longer... really glad at the body hair reduction though I got super lucky, shaved like 5 days ago and its still basically nothing. Wish E did more but for what it does I've been doing okay I think. Need more tits.
I have concluded that I am in fact non-binary. I feel happy the way I am (e.g. long hair but wearing formal male clothing) and don't feel the need to transition into being a female. With that being said, I do not feel like a man and do not want to have to live up to toxic masculinity.
Anyways, happy pride month!
I've been experimenting with both she/her and they/them pronouns. I think I'm fine with using both.
Really weird that I'm trans
I don't have anything to post about my little transgender life though. Started my summer job today and it's very chill. There's also a guy here who might be gay? Has gay vibes.
But it definitely is weird that I'm trans
Medical
I had to go to a sexual health clinic for some matter, and ended up having to mention I was trans. And it was perfectly fine!? It was a clinic oriented towards LGBT+ people but Medical places generally make me uncomfortable (recent news doesn't help). They gave me some info for injections and also mentioned that if I ever have lumps developing around my breasts that don't feel normal I should get them checked there. Anyone heard of this/know more about this?
What recent news, did I miss something or just generally?
Transphobia
The EHRC guidance change in the UK that may be implemented.
link from a comment from a news mega about it.
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Ooh I didn't see this. Hate when stuff gets buried in the news mega.
That's awful, national bathroom ban is something I doom about bad. Can't even exist in peace.
I hit one year on hrt the 12th
Estrodiol is amazing
Already gone from an a to a b and feel so much happier with myself in general
Today is the 2nd anniversary of deciding to transition!! In 2 weeks will be my 2nd HRT anniversary. Thanks to all the DIY suppliers for making it quick and painless to get started.
Congrats on 2 years, celebrating my first month.
Today I got my name and gender entry legally changed. Feels amazing.
Happy Pride to yall
made it out to the trans gathering I had been putting off forever. It was scary but mostly in a good way. I’m a little overwhelmed though.
comparison is the thief of joy
I wasn’t comparing myself to that many other women because I hadn’t seen anyone since I began transition (hermit life), but fuck me there were so many gorgeous girls and I feel so hopelessly inadequate. I know everything in its time and everyone’s transition is different but Jesus Christ I really thought I was doing fine in my own lane at my own pace and this shattered that. It was really nice to be there and meet all these people, see some friends I hadn’t seen in the months since coming out, but I can’t get over how great everyone looked (fine) and how I feel in comparison (bad)
I also used my sorta deadname in introductions and it just confirmed I never want to do that again. I was too scared to use the new one but turns out that was stupid and made me feel worse.
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Real. I was just thinking last night as I was falling asleep how that I look like a slightly weird, gross man and then this morning I see someone barely on hrt longer then me who looks and sounds great. Probably passes to most cis people. I don't even get called my name by my queer friends.
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Thank god for the Zionist acquisition of TikTok because the amount of times I would see girlies on that godforsaken platform talk about how sad they were to only get on hormones at 18 made me want to scream
I’m dead serious when I say we got this though. It’s so early days, we’ve got so much independent life and growth to experience, we’re only measuring our hrt in months! Comparison thieving joy, as always. All in due time, sister
On the one hand, I feel for everyone who was forced to go through the wrong puberty. On the other hand, fuck I wish I had started hrt when I was 18.
dysphoria
At 18 my voice was already dropped and I was already my full height, I know other things happen after that but the things I care most about were already ruined at like 14.
Obv you still masculinize a lot after so not downplaying it but idk
Just think, pretty soon some girl who just started hormones is going to be putting you in the latter category.
Eggnog tell your friends to call you by your name! I presume this is something other than "Eggnog", although that would be an interesting name.
I have! They just don't. One of them actually said how disappointed she was when I told her about another friend not using my name. Then doesn't use my name herself 🙃
I'm getting pretty good at makeup! Hrt has been doing work on my body, my wardrobe is getting pretty good too.
I'm so hot
