Showing posts with label Inspiration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Inspiration. Show all posts

Sunday, June 4, 2017

I'm in Love....

(or rather besotted)

with
Grayson Perry

(who makes pots, among other things)

today I stumbled upon this video...

a studio visit


and then watched this lively interview with Grayson and
sociologist/arts writer Sarah Thornton....

It's a long one, but funny, informative and validating....


Be still my heart...

with dirty fingernails....

still running the marathon....

xx




Friday, July 10, 2015

Just do it….

As I was preparing a very long post on what I've been doing since my last post

this post


By book artist Lauren Falkenberry

was brought to my attention today.

Please click on that,

and if you don't have time to read her whole post just now,

scroll down to her student's writing.

emma nash 

Inspiration when you need it.

I love that.

Friday, September 26, 2014

I can't tell you...



how many times I've started a post that has not come to fruition this past year.

It's been truly frustrating, as I've had some wonderful adventures, but this particular project has

overwhelmed me...

and

I'm forging ahead with this post….also started many times

Before I get swept away again.



A year has passed since I bought this homely* townhouse

*(most houses are little brown boxes in Albuquerque and this one is no exception)

and embarked upon a top to bottom renovation that involved much more work than I bargained for.

As this little house seemed OK for my purpose,

(small, easy to care for, in a safe, quiet neighborhood, and near my tree….)

my eye went to every crack, dirty nick and bit of dust that bore witness to the last 22 years of tenants

and their (hideous to me) paint colors hidden under crusty switch plates ….

So I set out to change out every part of this house that brought me any measure of unease

and that meant among other things


turning a bedroom closet door around


 so it swung into the room instead of into the closet

and

changing other closet doors


so they became double 'swing into the room' doors


instead of the heavy sliding doors they were.

I tore out the old built in closet systems and replaced them with


new ones

(using the 'not so' easyclosets.com system)

I had a new glass door installed to replace a solid door in my little attached garage to let in light and changed out the garage door for a new insulated model.  With the help of my wonderful retired electrician (Ray) we installed a garage heater and a string of new outlets in addition to moving the ceiling fan from the living room to the garage.
All that in anticipation of turning the garage into a studio.
(pics to come as that project moves forward.)

I changed out every hinge and door latch


 on every door from painted over brass hinges to


 new 'aged bronze' models

and with Ray's help, we changed out all of the electrical outlets and switches and old cheap builder's grade mismatched light fixtures to new ones.
We also recreated a new lighting system for the kitchen and added outlets where there were none.

I re-worked the cabinets in the bathroom with stain, and some in the laundry area with paint and painted the entire house inside and out walls and molding and doors.
(Suddenly Angels appeared to paint the outside….otherwise that would not have happened!)

 I took down the existing upper cabinets in the kitchen (and light fixtures!)


(note the only light in the kitchen is the fluorescent  fixture hanging from the ceiling)


had the upper cabinets replaced with new (stock unfinished) ones that reached higher to the ceiling

(Thank you Jeff for your expert installation.) 


and I painted all of them and the existing cabinets and doors.

Of course I'm sparing you of the interim photos!

before
after

OK, no I'm not. 



This was an amazingly difficult job, due to the many issues that cropped up due to the various conditions of the cabinets to be painted.

 I also added cabinets to the two bathrooms and finished them with stain and paint.

Of course they all got


New Knobs!
(and hinges and glides)

AND

 I figured out how to install under cabinet lighting in the kitchen with new fangled LED lighting.

Then as I realized I still did not have enough storage, I bought some
inexpensive oak cabinets on line




 and refinished them

then had them installed……


with a configuration like this in mind….

(and not the $2,100 price tag Home Depot quoted me!)


Next I had the existing powder room sink cabinet refinished because I ran out of steam.

And most recently, I decided to replace the front storm door and when I took the old one down,

I realized the paint was peeling from the door frame……


and had to remove that with a heat gun and prime and paint it….and while I was there I repaired,


primed and painted the porch ceiling.


I installed a new front door lockset and house numbers...

Oh, and I always forget, I had all the windows replaced with new ones.

and replaced most of the window blinds


with new ones...

and then there was that new swamp cooler I got because pigeons were nesting in the old one.

and that list goes on and on…..

I have more to do of course, a patio and block wall, new landscaping….and want to spiff up the studio/garage floor, install the vanity countertop, and have a new railing made for the stairway….

but right now

I'm busy moving my studio again….

and unpacking boxes I've had in storage for three years

aaarrrrrruuuuuuuggggghhhhhhhhh……

How many times can I do that?

yes….

I can't tell you

how many times…

but the one thing I want to say throughout this renovation, that I did it pretty much myself….

for reasons of thrift and convenience

and

because most times calling in help does not satisfy when one knows one can do the work

at least as well and many times better

than the 'guys' she's been conditioned to rely on…

Yes, the one thing I wanted to say, was that I never really felt like I 'knew' what I was doing

or up against

until I got into it.

Like flipping the door around.

I was sure the $50 an hour handyman 'guy' I consulted could grasp that concept and all he did was complain & say how much simpler it would be to buy a new door in a frame (and discard the old perfectly good one!?)

So what happened throughout this renovation, was that I put my face into each project, took one step at a time, weighed my options, did the research, drew on my past experience, complained a bit,

coveted my tools,

and my support system

and trusted

that

I could do this.

And when all else failed, some miracle happened, and I lost track of all time and space, and was guided to the finish.

There were times I was sure I couldn't complete a task……and suddenly the solution appeared….my brain functioned, or a heavy cabinet became not so heavy.

 I feel so blessed to have had the time, the means and the opportunity to carve out this little space for myself and thank those parts of me that kept the faith that we (my guides and me)
could make this work.


Same little brown box
a work in progress.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Too much?....or MUCH MUCH MORE

It's been a busy summer, or rather a really busy end of the summer.....

This Summer after hitting wall after wall in the Spring,

 I finally feel I broke through some barriers.

I found a studio...
I moved...
a long personal separation ordeal (OK, divorce) moved closer to being resolved ...
and am excited to say.....
I'm in the process of buying a little place for myself.
(in that order)

I have traveled this summer in all directions through New Mexico.....
through the far dry east plains to Portales and Clovis for the New Mexico Historic Society conference,
to Silver City in the southwest to experience the Clay Festival,
to Taos to enjoy Chamber Music
and last weekend to Denver in the north for a Healing Touch regional conference...

and right now, for the next 7 weeks I'm taking an on line course with
Claire Zamett and Katherine Woodward called 'Awakening your Feminine Power'....
an amazing course of revelation and evolutionary thought

In September I'll be headed to Whidbey Island, north of Seattle, 
for a retreat with Joanna Powell Colbert......
and meet up with my beautiful friend Michelle
where I'll stay a few days longer and soak up the moist salt air...
and then head to Georgia O'keeffe country in Abiquiu and Jemez Springs here in
The Land of Enchantment

then in October, days after I sign the final papers on my new place,
 I'll head to Sunrise Ranch, north of Denver 
to embark on the 4th Level instruction of  Healing Touch practice. 

I'll return from that to immerse myself into my new space....
and try to fit the proverbial '10 pounds of potatoes into the 5 pound sack' again......
and I expect I'll be cleaning and painting and planning to move the rest of my 'stuff' I've had in storage for two years back in Michigan,

(and renegotiate the 'stuff' in my studio)

And through all this planning and pushing and moving and traveling and learning and evolving......

I've also been taking a small metals class where I rent a bench......
and 
have made


these...

chains and baubles and such...

All of this, by the way, courtesy of saying "YES",

"I will do this, I will experience this, I am open to this idea"

and trusting I will be shown the way...

I asked Jean Houston a question when I was in the midst of a struggle to leave my safe little casita in
Mountainair to move to Albuquerque......

from being a country mouse to a city mouse...

you see, I was afraid of loosing my connection with nature...

and she said to me the words she often repeats in response...

"The Answer Is: BOTH/AND and MUCH MUCH MORE, it is not EITHER/OR"

So this summer I am living the BOTH/AND


and

MUCH MUCH MORE

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Monday, September 10, 2012

Traveling with 'others'....

Traveling with others sometimes takes one to places they would not imagine going alone........
or even going to at all......

and that last 'Oh so full' weekend of August took me to such a place.......










is coming along nicely if not quietly....in the middle of nowhere New Mexico.....

this region is soon to be a bustling hub of activity.....

It was a stunning reminder of how many 'far seers' exist in this world......

and also quite an eye opener to hear that 529 souls have already signed up to be hurled into space...

from here.

I was surprised to see the economy of this operation.....which seems understated at the moment.


Tuesday, August 21, 2012

A little Cross.....

It's not like me to be feeling a little 'cross'....but today I am

so I will focus on the beauty that surrounds me...

 Clear Blue Sky, and Fluffy White Clouds, Amazing Sunsets....

and

these.....