I have set the Tiger build aside as it has now reached the painting stage and using the airbrush in hot weather can be a recipe for disaster as the paint can dry very quickly in the needle tip. There are paint retarders I can use but it’s still hit and miss. We have had cooler days in between but the Tiger set aside safely in its box for now and I started on a new build, the Albatros D.III biplane from WW1. I have a couple of these and I like the colourful schemes. It’s also limbering me up to build one of the bigger biplanes from the stash.
The second photo shows me mixing CA (super) glue with talcum powder to fill the seam on the underneath of the fuselage. I discovered this technique from one of the modellers on you tube, incidentally a woman engineer who recently retired from the RAF and she is an excellent modeller. I had heard of this technique but she showed how she did it and communicated it very well so even a ham fisted modeller like me can follow it. Once set, I sanded down and it looks reasonable and then I brush painted the aircraft. This was done over a couple of days in between fussing the cats, spending time in the garden and going out and about.
This morning I attached one side of the rigging, elasticated knitting thread, using CA glue to the struts and I’ll leave well alone for the next 24 hours to ensure all is secure as the struts only went in an hour earlier. All quite fragile and best left alone! Fussing the cats involves having an increasingly older Sherlock requiring lots of reassurance and this morning he was glued to me as he complained loudly about the state of the world. He is over eleven years old now and remains quite active but he struggles to jump up. He missed the table last week and used my left leg to break his fall. After I mopped up the blood and cleaned the wounds my leg had several plasters down the length of it! Poor auld fella, it’s sad to see him grow old but he leads a pampered life with us.
In other news, No.1 son starts a new job next week, full time hours and it involves him training for his HGV licence. When he applied and they saw his driving experience, he has done HGV training previously as well driving new vehicles off the RoRo ships at the docks, he virtually had the job offered to him before the face to face interview! It’s full time and he can escape his current part-time job where the staff are treated with indifference and at times contempt. It always amazes me that some managers believe having a white collar and tie job equates to them being better than the staff doing the shop floor work. I saw so much of this attitude in the NHS from barely competent and at times, quite dangerous individuals. As much as I am glad to have the NHS it really does require a major overhaul. It is currently run for the benefit of staff and patients are an afterthought. I recall one Trust I worked for where senior managers and their favourites went on a ‘fact finding’ tour to California to look at some health initiatives. A week spent touring the sites including Disneyland and the outcome on their return…Nada. A couple of hours via an on-line meeting could have addressed that ‘need’! A criminal waste of money and no surprise a couple of years later when the managers involved were demoted for bullying and questionable work practices.
Interestingly, since retirement I haven’t given my nursing life much thought as I guess I wanted to forget much of it. I believe I required a washout period of time emotionally and mentally to rebalance myself and it is only these last several weeks that memories have returned and that I think about it. A ex-colleague of mine suggested it was chronic PTSD and I now agree with her. She too left and works privately now as she believes the damage done by systems and managers in the NHS is responsible for some of the issues she had. There was something obviously wrong when a dozen psychologists and support staff all resign in quick succession. When you have senior managers who question the validity of psychological approaches in a mental health trust, you have to question what planet they are on until you recognise it boils down to money. Psychologists and psychological practice is expensive when medication and just out of Uni CBT trainees are cheaper. Short quick fix saves money in the short term, patients have a mental plaster applied and are then blamed when the short term fix does not work. But they are then at the back of the queue and have to await referrals, assessments, etc…Never mind, there is no shortage of patients as the pandemic bollox means child and adolescent waiting lists are at an all time high with a two, sometimes three year waiting lists for a service and adult services are a complete mess. One example, Norfolk and Suffolk Trust had 8,000 unexpected deaths between 2019 and 2022. I guess many deaths can be put down to natural causes as that will include elderly people, people with concomitant health issues and it is well known in MH that psychotropic medications shorten the lives of people prescribed them. But I guess many were also the result of poor and inadequate MH services. Sadly, I doubt there will be a change until the focus is on improving the lives of people, health promotion, removing the unnecessary stressors in life, accountable politicians, managers and corporations, etc…Too many to list here and I want to avoid ranting and raising my blood pressure! Phew, I think that might have been waiting to be let out.
Hopefully you are all well and enjoying the summer. The youngsters have both come in, two sleek and hungry mini panthers. They are enjoying the freedom afforded by the good weather but we have to set a limit on how long they spend outdoors but they sleep well at night. UN duties continue between Mindy and Winnie as Mindy takes any opportunity to stalk and attack Winnie who, despite growing bigger is still a small cat but she now fights back. The shenanigans disturb the oldies who only want a quiet life, as do we all.
TTFN.









