Shaklee~~

Assalamualaikumm..

Lame sungguh x update blog.. now i'm back. heee.. Hari ni nak cerita pasal the latest trending in health development.. SHAKLEE. I used to be a Shaklee consumer a few years ago. But on and off. I first started with Meal Shakes because at that time my aim was to increase my appetite... Untuk sesiapa yang tidak suka makan pil @ telan ubat mcm sy, the best choice is Meal shakes or ESP. The results are amazingly amazing. I gained 2-3kgs. And now i'm in the middle of maintaining my weight. Ramai yg dh tegur nampak makin berseri sbb muka dah tak cekung and pucat. Alhamdulillah.. Banyak benefits that we can gain from ESP, not specifically for gaining and losing weight... My sister take this supplement to lose some weight. Instead she said she gained two things from this. Kulit die makin gebu and licin (She used to have serious acne problems) and she lost a few kilos (dgn syarat, kene makan ikut peraturan dan secara teratur dan konsisten) .. And now, I'm an officially a Shaklee independent distributor. don't hesitate to contact me if u are interested in trying some of the Shaklee products! ^_^ Let's make some difference in our lifestyle... (ni timbul kesedaran utk menjaga kesihatan diri after i got married...) Sbb kite jage diri untuk diri sendiri and the other half... hee... 

It's a therapy.

30 Ogos 2013. Am now in KL for my escapism. And lucky me, the sale is on! I took this chance to buy some things. For 5 years, this is the first time I bought handbags which cost me more than rm200. the most expensive handbag that I had bought was rm 130/150. and the bag lasted for 2 years.  sampai hancur lebur gitu. Without hesitation, I grabbed these two handbags. Now I dont know which one should I put as one of the hantaran. Perhaps these two will last at least for 5 years. (And one was sponsored by K. ann, well thank u sistah!)

One is by this brand which has 31% off for merdeka sales.

The other one is this. The sales are from 30 - 50 % off which is quite rare. 

Till then. I still hv time to think. 

A year ago.

It was 4 Syawal 1433H. We first met and on that same day, I was proposed. The proposal was then rejected after a week. Time passed by. My life went on as usual. I met a few people (u know what I mean right), had a few rollercoaster of my own. and walla. Allah has laid out the best plan for me. 

Last Sunday,  4 Syawal 1434H. Who knows after a year I first saw the face, we had our second step. The steps are now getting closer. 

For 18 months that we have known each other, thank you Allah, I really get to know you this year. 

May this ukhuwwah built last forever till jannah, Ya Allah. Amiin. 

Smile! And you will be just fine ^_^

Assalamualaikum and bismillah. It is now 12.13 am. I'm wide awake (well, as i HAVE to finish my assignment by Thursday morning). But still, here i am, writing an entry for my blog. I know that it has been ages since i last wrote in my blog. As usual, things keep me busy. especially in my mind. words from the readings of my assignments are lingering in it now. At this crucial moment, i would say, we are often being challenged with problems, burdened with emotional disturbance and so on.

I am attacked with bullets from different angles. There are times when i won the battle, but there are times when i felt like raising the white flags. Somehow, this gives me courage to move on, to step forward. SMILE and always remember Him, the Almighty. i know i know. pathetic, right. You only remember Him when you are in troubles. Actually, that shows how much He loves me. I am the chosen one. He gives me problems when i am in already in a hardship. i was off the track as i was too busy with 'duniawi'. He then gives me all sorts of ujian to remind me "Hey, you still have SOMEONE bigger to rely on! Just ask from Him, and He will grant your wish". What if He doesn't bother about me? Will i continue being who am I today?

Ok, now, let's focus. Forget about the past. Start a new one. You shouldn't wait for a new year to have a new resolution, right? But, being me.... my motivation will last only for about... lets say, a month?

I have so many things in mind now. And why school stuff is still inside here when this is a school holiday? I'm busy with the final projects, the scripts to be marked, the meetings, the wedding invitations, the nieces and nephews (which i was eagerly waiting for to get busied with)..... and why i am still burdened with problems at school? and errr... my own private life? can't i just get rid of it? I should take things easily. i think. perhaps. i should. ok, i must.

well. at the end note: Smile and everything will heal.  ^^

Susahnye.

Came across this in iluvislam.com. Felt like sharing it here as this is the same thing lingers in my mind.

Ya Allah,

Diri ini melutut, memohon dengan penuh kerendahan hati, ampuni dan terimalah taubat ini, permudahkanlah jalan, kuat dan tegarkanlah hati serta tekad ini.
Aku berserah pada-Mu ya Allah, sesungguhnya telah kusedari semua ini dulu ya Allah, namun ternyata kekuatanku belum cukup untuk bertindak, maka kini setelah aku makin sedar dan punya sedikit kekuatan, tidak ingin lagi aku tangguhkan ya Allah, tidak sanggup lagi aku lewat-lewatkan.

Ya Allah,

Bantulah aku untuk melangkah, seandainya dia benar milikku yang telah Engkau tetapkan di Luh Mahfuz, seandainya juga dia baik untuk agamaku, kehidupanku, dan kesudahan urusanku samada cepat atau lambat, takdirkanlah dia untukku, permudahkanlah serta berkatilah dia untukku, tolong jagakan dia ya Allah..

Namun, jika sebaliknya ya Allah.. Engkau redhailah hatiku, Engkau jauhkanlah aku daripadanya dan jauhkanlah dia daripadaku, Engkau buangkanlah jua segala rasa yang mungkin timbul ini ya Allah.
Aamiin ya Rabb..

Please, Ya Allah. I beg You.

I know you are there, ALLAH

I know you see my tears,

I know you hear my prayers,

I know you are testing me,

And all I ask from you is to strengthen my IMAAN so I can handle

the struggles in life, and have patience.

The truth is painful..really.

Yes. really. What will you feel if someone (a man specifically) says this to you??

"Sy nk beritahu bende yg benar ni. Awak sebenarnye bkn nye cantik pun. Bkn dalam kategori lawa. Maaf la sy cakap ni."

  

T_T   

T_T  

T_T

Yeah, right. the truth is painful. Reality checked. I admit i'm not that beautiful, pretty, gorgeous like other people. That's why i dont have that high self-esteem and confidence level. I PRAY AND I WISH THAT YOU (thee who cant be named here, actually not one, its more than that) will get your dream girl and your marriage will SUFFER until one day you realise that not all beautiful ladies are fit to be a good and soleh wife. 

AAMIINN...

*p/s: sorry, i was so disturbed and annoyed by these typical and stereotype men. I pray that you (all men) will understand the feelings and at the meantime suffer it as much as other people suffer. Remember, what goes around comes around.

A reminder for myself: They are not worth in any parts of my life!