Meet "Panda". Panda is the well loved comfort item of a 3 year old boy. His soft, fluffy fur has been loved down to short, nubby, tufts of fur. He is the 6th member of our family. He goes everywhere with Trey. He sleeps with Trey, dances with Trey, goes to the store with Trey, plays in the dirt with Trey, sometimes to my dismay he is even in the bathroom with Trey. Trey and Panda are inseperable.
Ocassionaly I'm forced to talk to Panda and ask Panda questions. During family prayer we have to hold Panda's hands I mean paws. Some of us handle this better than others. Logan sees it as it is and refuses to include a stuffed animal in our family prayer circle. Aaron will reluctantly roll his eyes and do a side smile as if he can't believe he is actually doing it. Avery and I have no problems with it, what's the big deal? I lost any self dignity and self pride along time ago so I'm at peace with holding hands with Panda and treating him like my own child.
Lately our freezer has been filled with a year supply of "panda soup". "Panda Soup" recipe is as follows, hose water from outside, dirt, a spinkle of fresh grass and a dash of plastic action heroes. Put in the freezer and freeze to perfection.
Today was a sad day for panda, he lost his nose on a grocery cart. He's taking this allot harder than when he lost his eye. The eyeball could be rationalized by Trey because hey... Trey had surgery on his eye so this was in some way Panda's eye surgery as well. But we have yet to come up with a good excuse for the nose. I'm sure this bear will be loved until there are only threads left or until he is included in our family picture. That just might be the last straw for Logan and Dad and I'm sure Panda will end up "lost".





























