You And Poetry

  • If It Could Be You!!

    Oh! Darling.
    I keep talking about you with the moon. I know, it’s never gonna get easier. I may find a way to heal myself. But when it comes to love you’ll be a remainder of what’s broken earlier. The pain and hurt might show me the darkness again. I may scream again in all these words and what hurts the most is that no one could ever hear me. It’s just words that bleeds more than myself.

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  • Dear Stranger


    How can i feel empty and whole at the same time. How can i feel the love and pain in the same person. How can I possibly heal and break myself again and again? Why would i fight within myself. What would i fight against when I know emotions are too painful. When life is here why would I worry about the failure. For all I learnt, pain can become anything I choose. And so is life!!

    © Happie Soul

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  • Love

    Loving someone isn’t easy. It’s like you hurt yourself. It’s like pushing yourself against all the odds. It’s like going through a darkness. It’s just painful at the end. 

    But love is real. You still fall for them in all different ways. You still try to heal each other’s wounds. You will look upon them. You will still care and worry about what just happened. You will count all the possibilities to make them laugh and live. Even it’s painful it will be still love. It’s all about understanding what just happened rather than arguing and complementing on each other. Love is simple. Its just we people make it much more complicated. Love is an emotion. When you broke it, you bleed mentally. 

     - Happie Soul
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  • The Intense Love

    How could I define love? How could it be so light and dark at the same time? How could it make you love and suffer with all its emotions? How could it break and heal you in a matter of time? 

    It’s not that I don’t understand what love is exactly. Maybe it’s that I try to understand how deep and dark it could be. I’m trying to understand my pain before putting it in you. I’m trying to make my love to understand my emotions with my bare feelings. I know it’s painful. But emotions are real.
    The pain and is real. The sufferings are real.  And that’s real. 

    However deep and intense the love could be. Still a love could possibly hurt you and turn you dead taking all your emotions. It’s like, I’m being caged in my own emotions and I’m not able to free myself even with all my strength. It’s like I’m fighting with my emotions that couldn’t handle you.  That’s what pain is. It keeps me dead. And I never want this love to be my pain.

    It’s easy to understand someone you love. But it’s never easy to save your love from pain and hurt. It’s always be a part of love. You will keep hurting your love. You will keep hating a part of them. It’s of matter of understanding and accepting the reality of situation. That’s how you save this love. Love isn’t just love. It’s all emotions. It’s all how you make them feel when you are not around and not how deep you love in the end. 

    - Happie Soul
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  • YOU!!

    Perhaps,
If I had to miss you,
I would have to risk my entire life.
to taste the hell of darkness!!
- Happie Soul
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  • A Woman Is An Art.

    What could be an art?
If not a woman?

    Isn’t it an art, when someone makes you feel alive with a gentle touch and a hug? Doesn’t it feel like a magic? It does. I have been broken and dead. I know, what the pain could possibly do. I know how exactly it hurts. It’s like someone is screaming hard and no one could hear it out. Love could be more painful than what we ever think. But still, we all fall for love. Without love we are nothing.

Whatever may love did to us, however bad it may hurt us. We still got a life to live and that’s for love. We can’t chase love either we can’t choose. Love is different when it’s real. And when it happens you will bloom on your own. The pain and scars are no more a nightmare. Life could be insane and uncertain but still you won’t be afraid of this pain. You will be hugged in all your darkness. You will have enough strength to fight back throughout life. You will have a home that never lets you feel so lonely. And that’s exactly I got. A home and that’s my art. I keep craving for this never-ending love. I keep craving for this gentle and wild touch that keeps me all alive. And I know, what my carvings makes me.
- Happie Soul
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  • Pain is for life.

    After Love,
I thought, 
I have been alone all these days.
But then I realized,
It was loneliness that has travelled with me throughout my life.
I know, what this darkness gave me.
I know what I would have been all alone.
Maybe, I would have been dead a little.
Maybe, I might have watched myself rotting,
Maybe, screaming and crying out loud.
But nothing would help me.
Nothing has helped me to get back what I lost.
I know,
I still have a beautiful life.
I know, I can live better.
But this pain is different.
It makes you strong and bold.
It makes you live better.
But then,
You will die knowing,
Pain is for life.
And the only you get to live is accepting the pain.
Pain is for life.
- Happie Soul
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  • The darkness

    The darkness lies everywhere upon me within these four walls.
It’s only me who could feel the strength of this pain.
I could possibly see a part of me is rotting,
And could not help myself rather than watching it.
It’s not a hope,
That this pain will make me strong.
I know,
If its pain then it will make me live.
If not today,
Maybe the next day.
Maybe the following day.
Maybe someday!!
- Happie Soul
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  • 23 October 12.59 AM


    Is love a pain? 

    Perhaps, 
    I just need to practice myself to not fall in love with a person who is emotionally weak as me. How could we both handle the pain at the same time? I thought understanding reality could help us. But it made us even worse. The more we talk the more hard it becomes. I'm scared of this love. I'm scared of my emotions. I'm scared of being hurt and broke. It's not about the pain but it's about the love. It's about the person. How could someone make you feel everything and still sweep off everything within a flash. How hard this life could be? How long this could last?  I know pain is a real part of love. But how could I watch it taking my life. Love can't be cruel. When you love someone all you do is you keep hurting them. You keep missing them. You let them play with your emotions. That's the thing about love. It kills you when you feel all alive. That's what love could possibly do!! 
    © Happie Soul
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  • Being Loved.

    And someday,
I will be loved.
I will be loved without any condition and compulsion.
Isn’t that more than enough?
Isn’t it a magic?
To find someone who understand all your flaws 
And could still feel the emotions behind it.
It’s not just love,
We all fall for.
It’s that person,
It’s always that person.
We all fall for.
It’s all about the bond and connection,
And we could not just put it in words.
It’s that person.
Just some who keep you all alive and let you live?
A kind of magic,
I could only feel and fall for!!
- Happie Soul
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