My Public Confession =)

Dear Syam,

I may have left my blog for almost 2 years already and now here I am writing something about you and just for you. Because you made me visit this blog and because of you I am here back reviving this old blog! =)

Throughout this years I've been filling my blog with my past stories, but now, I'm looking forward to face a new stories. Full of surprises and expectation. I can't deny, I'm happy. =)

We met through this medium which I really never thought that we could end up like this. You are such a blessings. You draw a smile to my face on my birthday. You did. Which is the most wonderful things ever happen to me. You sure know how to win me. Hee. =)

I can't wrote that much as we're just in the beginning of our life journey. Catch me when I fall my dear, show me the way when I'm lost in the dark. I need you here with me to ride this life journey. =)

You know you always have me here and there. I'm always here for you whenever you need me. I won't let go of your hand. I won't let you be helpless. My sweetheart. =)

My prayers are that may one day, you and me will end up together marrying each other till death do us apart. May we hold each other hands towards Jannah. May Allah bless us and grant us his blessings in our relationship. I Hope You Are The One. Amin. =)

With lots of love,
Narah

busy weeks and busy head!

oh man! it is just me or the week just getting hectic?

blogging...that is something long time I have left out...just picking up the pieces again...yeah...

the one thing that I have forgotten has been reminded back...thanx to my oldtime pals...zzz

the thing? yeah...the thing...the thing that those who have followed this blog for a long time will know.. :)

someone..that i have tried my hardest to forget has been reminded again...sigh*

didn't expect that they still kept those old scandalous photos...sigh again*

I wonder why among all those scandal at my class, i'm the ones they pick? sigh again and again*

don't they know that 'that person' already have someone? i do think that they should respect the girl feelings...

and please I'm tired...emotionally and physically...I do take their action as a joke..

yeah i understand they just want to reminisce all the good moments...but it is too good to me then...but not now anymore...

suddenly all those spoken words has been lingering around my head...those sweet and harsh words...been repeated back to back again...

guess i just needs to ignore it and as usual pretend that i'm happy than ever....

maybe all these pretending could one day setup me on a meeting with 'my actual man'? my 'pemilik tulang rusuk kiri?

please be good 'pemilik tulang rusuk kiri'...because for years I've been a good girl and take a lot of care of myself for you...

I hope that you will make me happier than before....

I know Allah has his way...I know...and I will pray that someday you appear...

To erase all the disappointments and sadness that I've been through...

I believe you will.. =)

Mellow

Mellow~

I just don't know why on earth did I wrote that. It's just come to me. Hehe...

Poor thing. When I read about what I have wrote earlier, it's kinda pity. But I know, this blog is kinda a little diary. When I can see when is my pitfall and when is my star day.

I've spent few days earlier watching Sailor Moon series.. Ahh...the good old days.
It certainly nurture my youth back..

Thinking of bettering myself. Nowadays I have develop quite an interest in cooking. I am glad that my cooking has improve gradually..Hmm..what's next? Sewing I guess...need to learn how to sew more neatly than before..hmmpphh...guess I need time to develop my interest in that department... I wonder when will it be... only time will tell

You know...I have a plan of making a novel...I have stories running on my mind...I'm working on it...Seriously it ain't easy to write a story....I need time and ideas...yeahh...A love story novel was the whole idea...Can't wait to realize that dream...The dream of publishing a novel that everyone would love and maybe someday it could even being aired on TV 3! HAha...what a dream....But it doesn't do any wrong for a girl to dream right? keep on dreaming and working to make it happen! Gambatte Kudasai!!!

Never take words that easily.

Tell a girl she's beautiful and she might believe it for a moment.
Tell a girl she's worthless and she'll believe it for the rest of her life.

Love the people who treat you right.Pray for the ones who don't.

A good one to reflect on.... so true!


One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport.

We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us.

My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy And I mean, he was really friendly.

So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!'

This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.'



He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment.

As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally.



Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.



The bottom line is that successful people do not let "garbage trucks" take over their day.



Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,

So ... Love the people who treat you right.



Pray for the ones who don't.



Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!



Have a garbage-free day!

Congratulations Malaysia!!!!!

Assalamualaikum and Good day!

It's been a good 29/12/2010 for Malaysia as Malaysia won it's first ever AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 after 14 grueling years.

Joy, laughter, excitement, screams, passion, criticism is all that we can witness during the finale of the prestigious cup. It's all down to Malaysia and Indonesia.

Both are well known to have handle quite a tough battle. Whether it is on the field or on the internet.

I think the amusing scenario about the cup is the countries. Malaysia and Indonesia. Why?

Malaysia and Indonesia have been fighting all along even before the independence. The disagreement between President Soekarno and Prime Minister, Tunku Abdul Rahman on our PM proposal on establishing Malaysian Federation.



Since that, all the dirt have been dig out whether by Indonesian press or Malaysian Press. Just not the press, the citizens are into it as well.

I just don't understand. The arguments and what sort.

The thing is Malaysia and Indonesia should be really grateful to be carrying the status as an Islamic country. It is a huge privilege as not many country are dared to carry the responsibilities as an Islamic country in this modernization world. Where westerners have greatly expanded their influences.



To be carrying the responsibilities to protect the sacredness of the Islam religion is the utmost responsibilities that has been inherited from the ancestors. I am honestly respect both country as able to maintain the belief until now.

But I do worried. I am sickly worried that if both country are always fighting cats and dogs. What will other religion think about Islam? Doesn't Islam carries the beauty of peace as the name it is? Islam means peace. After all, both are neigbouring country. We should help each other to prosper not to dismantle.

Why the needs of fighting? In the end, we all know where we all will end up to. Think again. Peace no war.

Malaysia and Indonesia. I pray may peace always will always surround both countries. Amin.

A Simple Pasta Spiral Carbo'narah'

Assalamualaikum and Good day!

Today, I've finally accomplished on making this pasta spiral carbonara that I have longed to make since months ago. Although it was my first trial, alhamdulillah, it taste bellissimo!! My family likes it. =D

I do love eating italian foods such as pasta, spaghetti, lasagna and pizza. It is totally simple and I do hope you could try it. It is not that too healthy as I used canned and packaging food.

But for those who are in a rush and wanted to be full in such a short time, why not give it a shot? So here is my simple pasta spiral carbo'narah' recipe. hee (^_^)

Pasta Spiral Carbo'narah'

Ingredients:

Reili's Spiral pasta
4 Ayamas cheese sausages (sliced)
3 clove of garlic (sliced)
Oyster mushroom (sliced)
1 can of Prego Carbonara Mushroom pasta sauce
A bit of McCormick oregano
A bit of McCormick dried basil leaves
Basso extra virgin olive oil
Some water
Sugar to taste
Salt to taste


Method:

1. Cook the pasta in boiling water for 10-14 mins or as directed by the packaging. Add one teaspoon of salt and extra virgin oil. Wait until it tender and drain it. Put aside. (For this recipe, I boil the pasta with vegetable soup that my mom's make and just add a small amount of water, olive oil and salt) Just to enhance the flavor of the pasta. =)

2. Meanwhile, heat the olive oil in a pan. Add garlic, sausages and oyster mushroom. Saute the garlic and cook it until it fragrant and while for sausages and oyster mushroom until it golden brown.

3. Add in the pasta sauce, some water and oregano. Add in too salt and sugar according to your preference. Let the sauce simmer for a while. Carbonara sauce is complete.

4. Pour in the carbonara sauce on top of the spiral pasta and sprinkle some dried basil leaf for that Italiano feel. Walaa. Done. Excellente!!!! =D

p/s- According to other recipe, if you it more cheesy and delicious, you can put some parmesan cheese on top of it. Unfortunately, I only have mozarella chesse at my home. :(

All the best and have fun with cooking! (^_^)

Hari Kehancuran...

Gambaran Hari Qiamat


✐ Selepas Malaikat Israfil meniup sangkakala (bentuknya seperti tanduk besar) yang memekakkan telinga, seluruh makhluk mati kecuali Izrail & beberapa malaikat yang lain. Selepas itu, Izrail pun mencabut nyawa malaikat yang tinggal dan akhirnya nyawanya sendiri.

✐ Selepas semua makhluk mati, Tuhan pun berfirman mafhumnya "Kepunyaan siapakah kerajaan hari ini?" Tiada siapa yang menjawab. Lalu Dia sendiri menjawab dengan keagunganNya "Kepunyaan Allah Yang Maha Esa lagi Maha Perkasa." Ini menunjukkan kebesaran & keagunganNya sebagai Tuhan yg Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Kekal Hidup, tidak mati.

✐ Selepas 40 tahun, Malaikat Israfil a.s. dihidupkan, seterusnya meniup sangkakala untuk kali ke-2, lantas seluruh makhluk hidup semula di atas bumi putih, berupa padang Mahsyar (umpama padang Arafah) yang rata tidak berbukit atau bulat seperti bumi.


✐ Sekelian manusia hidup melalui benih anak Adam yg disebut "Ajbuz Zanbi" yang berada di hujung tulang belakang mereka. Hiduplah manusia umpama anak pokok yang kembang membesar dari biji benih.



✐ Semua manusia dan jin dibangkitkan dalam keadaan telanjang dan hina. Mereka tidak rasa malu kerana pada ketika itu hati mereka sangat takut dan bimbang tentang nasib & masa depan yang akan mereka hadapi kelak.



✐ Lalu datanglah api yang berterbangan dengan bunyi seperti guruh yang menghalau manusia, jin dan binatang ke tempat perhimpunan besar. Bergeraklah mereka menggunakan tunggangan (bagi yang banyak amal), berjalan kaki (bagi yang kurang amalan) dan berjalan dengan muka (bagi yang banyak dosa). Ketika itu, ibu akan lupakan anak, suami akan lupakan isteri, setiap manusia sibuk memikirkan nasib mereka.



✐ Setelah semua makhluk dikumpulkan, matahari dan bulan dihapuskan cahayanya, lalu mereka tinggal dalam kegelapan tanpa cahaya. Berlakulah huru-hara yang amat dahsyat.



✐ Tiba-tiba langit yang tebal pecah dengan bunyi yang dahsyat, lalu turunlah malaikat sambil bertasbih kepada Allah SWT. Seluruh makhluk terkejut melihat saiz malaikat yang besar dan suaranya yang menakutkan.



✐ Kemudian matahari muncul semula dengan kepanasan yang berganda. Hingga dirasakan seakan-akan matahari berada sejengkal dari atas kepala mereka. Ulama berkata jika matahari naik di bumi seperti keadaannya naik dihari Kiamat nescaya seluruh bumi terbakar, bukit-bukau hancur dan sungai menjadi kering. Lalu mereka rasai kepanasan dan bermandikan peluh sehingga peluh mereka menjadi lautan. Timbul atau tenggelam mereka bergantung pada amalan masing-masing. Keadaan mereka berlanjutan sehingga 1000 tahun.



✐ Terdapat satu telaga kepunyaan Nabi Muhammad SAW bernama Al-Kausar yang mengandungi air yang hanya dapat diminum oleh orang mukmin sahaja. Orang bukan mukmin akan dihalau oleh malaikat yang menjaganya. Jika diminum airnya tidak akan haus selama-lamanya. Kolam ini berbentuk segi empat tepat sebesar satu bulan perjalanan. Bau air kolam ini lebih harum dari kasturi, warnanya lebih putih dari susu dan rasanya lebih sejuk dari embun. Ia mempunyai saluran yang mengalir dari syurga.



✐ Semua makhluk berada bawah cahaya matahari yang terik kecuali 7 golongan yang mendapat teduhan dari Arasy. Mereka ialah:



ⅰ- Pemimpin yang adil.



ⅱ- Orang muda yang taat kepada perintah Allah.



ⅲ- Lelaki yang terikat hatinya dengan masjid.



ⅳ- Dua orang yang bertemu kerana Allah dan berpisah kerana Allah.



ⅴ- Lelaki yang diajak oleh wanita berzina, tetapi dia menolak dengan berkata "Aku takut pada Allah".



ⅵ- Lelaki yg bersedekah dengan bersembunyi (tidak diketahui orang ramai).



ⅶ- Lelaki yang suka bersendirian mengingati Allah lalu mengalir air matanya kerana takutkan Allah.





✐ Oleh kerana tersangat lama menunggu di padang mahsyar, semua manusia tidak tahu berbuat apa melainkan mereka yang beriman, kemudian mereka terdengar suara "pergilah berjumpa dengan para Nabi". Maka mereka pun pergi mencari para Nabi. Pertama sekali kumpulan manusia ini berjumpa dengan Nabi Adam tetapi usaha mereka gagal kerana Nabi Adam a.s menyatakan beliau juga ada melakukan kesalahan dengan Allah SWT. Maka kumpulan besar itu kemudiannya berjumpa Nabi Nuh a.s., Nabi Ibrahim a.s., Nabi Musa a.s., Nabi Isa a.s. (semuanya memberikan sebab seperti Nabi Adam a.s.) dan akhirnya mereka berjumpa Rasullullah SAW. Jarak masa antara satu nabi dengan yang lain adalah 1000 tahun perjalanan.



✐ Lalu berdoalah baginda Nabi Muhammad SAW ke hadrat Allah SWT. Lalu diperkenankan doa baginda.



✐ Selepas itu, terdengar bunyi pukulan gendang yang kuat hingga menakutkan hati semua makhluk kerana mereka sangka azab akan turun. Lalu terbelah langit, turunlah arasy Tuhan yang dipikul oleh 8 orang malaikat yang sangat besar (besarnya sejarak perjalanan 20 ribu tahun) sambil bertasbih dengan suara yang amat kuat sehingga 'Arasy itu tiba dibumi.



✐ 'Arasy ialah jisim nurani yang amat besar berbentuk kubah (bumbung bulat) yang mempunyai 4 batang tiang yang sentiasa dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang besar dan gagah. Dalam bahasa mudah ia seumpama istana yang mempunyai seribu bilik yang menempatkan jutaan malaikat di dalamnya. Ia dilingkungi embun yang menghijab cahayanya yang sangat kuat.



✐ Kursi iaitu jisim nurani yang terletak di hadapan Arasy yang dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang sangat besar. Saiz kursi lebih kecil dari 'Arasy umpama cincin ditengah padang . Dalam bahasa mudah ia umpama singgahsana yang terletak dihadapan istana.



✐ Seluruh makhluk pun menundukkan kepala kerana takut. Lalu dimulakan timbangan amal. Ketika itu berterbanganlah kitab amalan masing-masing turun dari bawah Arasy menuju ke leher pemiliknya tanpa silap dan tergantunglah ia sehingga mereka dipanggil untuk dihisab. Kitab amalan ini telah ditulis oleh malaikat Hafazhah / Raqib & 'Atid / Kiraman Katibin.



✐ Manusia beratur dalam saf mengikut Nabi dan pemimpin masing- masing. Orang kafir & munafik beratur bersama pemimpin mereka yang zalim. Setiap pengikut ada tanda mereka tersendiri untuk dibezakan.



✐ Umat yang pertama kali dihisab adalah umat Nabi Muhammad SAW, dan amalan yang pertama kali dihisab adalah solat. Sedangkan hukum yang pertama kali diputuskan adalah perkara pertumpahan darah.



✐ Apabila tiba giliran seseorang hendak dihisab amalannya, malaikat akan mencabut kitab mereka lalu diserahkan, lalu pemiliknya mengambil dengan tangan kanan bagi orang mukmin dan dengan tangan kiri jika orang bukan mukmin.



✐ Semua makhluk akan dihisab amalan mereka menggunakan satu Neraca Timbangan. Saiznya amat besar, mempunyai satu tiang yang mempunyai lidah dan 2 daun. Daun yang bercahaya untuk menimbang pahala dan yang gelap untuk menimbang dosa.



✐ Acara ini disaksikan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW dan para imam 4 mazhab untuk menyaksikan pengikut masing-masing dihisab.



✐ Perkara pertama yang diminta ialah Islam. Jika dia bukan Islam, maka seluruh amalan baiknya tidak ditimbang bahkan amalan buruk tetap akan ditimbang.



✐ Ketika dihisab, mulut manusia akan dipateri, tangan akan berkata- kata, kaki akan menjadi saksi. Tiada dolak-dalih dan hujah tipuan. Semua akan di adili oleh Allah Ta'ala dengan Maha Bijaksana.



✐ Setelah amalan ditimbang, mahkamah Mahsyar dibuka kepada orang ramai untuk menuntut hak masing-masing dari makhluk yang sedang dibicara sehinggalah seluruh makhluk berpuas hati dan dibenarkannya menyeberangi titian sirat.



✐ Syafaat Nabi Muhammad SAW di akhirat :



ⅰ- Meringankan penderitaan makhluk di Padang Mahsyar dengan mempercepatkan hisab.



ⅱ- Memasukkan manusia ke dalam syurga tanpa hisab.



ⅲ- Mengeluarkan manusia yang mempunyai iman sebesar zarah dari neraka.



(Semua syafaat ini tertakluk kepada keizinan Allah SWT.)



✐ Para nabi dan rasul serta golongan khawas juga diberikan izin oleh Tuhan untuk memberi syafaat kepada para pengikut mereka. Mereka ini berjumlah 70 000. Setiap seorang dari mereka akan mensyafaatkan 70 000 orang yang lain.



✐ Setelah berjaya dihisab, manusia akan mula berjalan menuju syurga melintasi jambatan sirat. Siratul Mustaqim ialah jambatan (titian) yang terbentang dibawahnya neraka. Lebar jambatan ini adalah seperti sehelai rambut yang dibelah tujuh dan ia lebih tajam dari mata pedang. Bagi orang mukmin ia akan dilebarkan dan dimudahkan menyeberanginya.



✐ Fudhail bin Iyadh berkata perjalanan di Sirat memakan masa 15000 tahun. 5000 tahun menaik, 5000 tahun mendatar dan 5000 tahun menurun. Ada makhluk yang melintasinya seperti kilat, seperti angin, menunggang binatang korban dan berjalan kaki. Ada yang tidak dapat melepasinya disebabkan api neraka sentiasa menarik kaki mereka, lalu mereka jatuh ke dalamnya.



✐ Para malaikat berdiri di kanan dan kiri sirat mengawasi setiap makhluk yang lalu. Setiap 1000 orang yang meniti sirat, hanya seorang sahaja yang Berjaya melepasinya. 999 orang akan terjatuh ke dalam neraka.





Rujukan: Kitab Aqidatun Najin karangan Syeikh Zainal Abidin Muhammad Al- Fathani. Pustaka Nasional Singapura 2004.







☞ Jika sekiranya kalian ingin mengumpul saham akhirat, sampaikanlah ilmu ini kepada sahabat² yang lain. Sepertimana sabda Rasulullah SAW: ❝ Sampaikanlah pesananku walaupun satu ayat. ❞ Sesungguhnya apabila matinya seseorang anak Adam itu, hanya 3 perkara yang akan dibawanya bersama :

① Sedekah/amal jariahnya.

② Doa anak²nya yang soleh.

③ Ilmu yang bermanfaat yang disampaikannya kepada orang lain.



sumber: Amar Sufi