Who wouldn't wanted to be become a better person than he is today.
Thinking of, if I'm even able to reach to the same level of my two favourite blog. Both of them had inspired me a lot.
Moga istiqamah.
Monday, November 4, 2013
Change
I'm thinking of creating a new blog. Thinking starting all over again. Thinking of writing differently. Thinking of writing something that can benefit myself (at least) in the long run. Thinking of whenever I open my blog to read what I have wrote, it would inspire and motivate myself. Thinking of how vast the world is, with a lot of chances which might or may not enable myself to become a better person.
Friday, November 1, 2013
Trilogi Hebat!
Antara faktor yang mengakibatkan aku tidak mendapat A dalam subjek Bahasa Arab waktu PMR adalah kerana aku menghabiskan masa study baca Trilogi Travelog Anak Felda Keratong karya Muhd Fudzail. Kawan Abah. Beliau kasi satu set kepada Abah sebelum PMR. Tak tahan, aku baca. 4 hari yang sepatutnya dihabiskan mengulang kaji untuk Bahasa Arab, aku membaca buku yang tiada kaitan.
Tak sengaja, menzahirkan ketidak seriusan aku dalam mempelajari subjek tersebut. Hasilnya, result yang teruk.
Tak sengaja, menzahirkan ketidak seriusan aku dalam mempelajari subjek tersebut. Hasilnya, result yang teruk.
Monday, October 7, 2013
Cuti :D
Tatkala orang lain sudah melangkah jauh, aku masih berada dalam belenggu pemikiran dimensi diri.
Moga tempoh cuti semester ini dimanfaatkan sepenuhnya dengan bermuhasabah, memenuhi kotak kendiri, membuka kotak aspirasi dimensi.
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah.
Sunday, September 29, 2013
A short reunion
"Why here? I mean, why are you here? You deserve somewhere better!"
I can't stop thinking the words Nizar said in our short reunion earlier today. - The last time I met him was when his older brother got married few years ago. Been together since kindergarten until we part ourselves during secondary school. -
Back then, I would utterly be lying if I say I don't have the slightest jealousy towards my friends who manage to get themselves with scholarship and will be flying to the universities of their choice.
My SPM result aren't any different from them, some even lower than mine. Straight A's with 6A+ weren't good enough for them.
Ish, teruk gila aku. Dasar tak reti bersyukur. Atleast kau dapat jugak masuk U. Ada orang tak dapat masuk langsung!
I kept on reminding myself, if its not for the kafarah of my sins, surely Allah have better plans. Allah knows whats best for me, thats one thing for sure.
"You've done it before, surely you can do it again!" Nizar told me.
Certainly a morale booster.
I have physics paper tomorrow. 4 more papers left before the end of the first semester.
I just have to write now. I was really excited. Nizar, here in my campus. Unbelievable.
After Asar prayer, as I was walking by, I looked on my right side and saw a familiar looking face. Both of us stared at each other for nearly 5 seconds. Astounded, he jumped to his feet, both of us hugged.
May Allah ease his journey on becoming a great engineer which later on will entirely benefits the Ummah.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Shameless
Have you no shame
Committing sins
Towards the creator
Who loves you more
Than any living creature could?
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Grief
Dua hari lepas, aku menceritakan kepada emak tentang mutiara yang aku perolehi dari lecture Nouman Ali Khan di PWTC satu minggu sebelumnya. Aku memberitahu emak akan penyesalanku tidak belajar bahasa arab dengan bersungguh-sungguh, walhal pelajaran bahasa arabku sudah bermula sejak tadika, PSRA, PMR. Aku masih gagal untuk memahami ayat-ayat al-Quran dengan ringkas seperti yang Angah mampu buat.
Emak memberitahu kepada ku,
"Do not grief over the past. The past helps you come to your realization. The question is now, what are you going to do about it?
Some people don't even have a past for them to reflect on. Some people have never felt any hardship for them to be grateful of their easy life.
For you, you have realize. Now think on how you're going to act upon it"
kepada Lebih kurang itu apa yang Emak kata. Aku tak ingat semua. Maklumlah, bahasa Inggeris aku masih berkarat jika dibandingkan aku dengan adik-beradik yang lain.
Ya, persoalannya. Bagaimana?
Susah
Rata-rata sahabat aku yang hebat-hebat, mereka juga mempunyai guru yang hebat. Murabbi kata mereka. Aku juga ingin menjadi hebat seperti mereka. Aku juga ingin mempunyai seoarang murabbi yang boleh membimbing.
Aku sedang mencari. Tapi. Aku tidak tahu siapa dia. Kalau jumpa, aku tidak tahu bagimana mahu menghampirinya.
Argh, susahnya.
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