Free from financial crisis, at least. Now that I got my pay, I don't suffer from hunger and I've been eating and sleeping very well.
Was hunting for Siberia v2 for the past two weeks and I couldn't managed to find it until yesterday at SS15 ModernoPC, and it costs about RM399! I had to let it go for a moment because it was too expensive plus I needed to get a ram for my pc, which was a huge priority. RM175 for 1x2GB DDR2 800mhz Corsair RAM stick :(
Sent the pc to her already. For some reason that pc doesnt have sound plugin that works. I'm not sure why because it worked perfectly when I tested it. Oh well at least they could play the games they wanted. It's a much faster rig compare to what I have. They are happy about it, I'm happy for them. At least the sacrificed I made to get that rig is worth it. Not expecting anything in returned. Just paying back the favor of what I got from them and the care they I've been provided.
It's good enough that you're being very honest to me, now that I can really move on. Thank you so much. I didn't want you to be afraid of hurting me further more, I wanted to listen from you about the truth of what you feel and all. More lies and cover ups will just make things worse for me.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Listen to Your Heart
Though I think everyone who carries the name Jason should die, but this fella is an exception. He's marvelous especiall in this song
Jason Mraz - Gypsy MC
I'd like to give a shout out to all the g-y-ps and
Individualize because I am an MC. I can because I care
Cause my family's there cause I, cause I
Cause I appreciate the mentality of music
Saving all my sentences unless of course I'm smoothly spoken
Quiet type the kind to watch out for
No man of the clan perpetrating the scam
Sure I'm the boy with the fallopian voice
Straight from the sleeve of any wizard of choice
I got the reason to be roamin' out the coverage area
Send me the bill if all my lovin' is scarin' ya
Dare you to dream the way that I believe
Got the skill to go commando in any fatigues
I got the best damn band in the music scene
Oh I can even flow solo or just let it be
Because of the love
Oh the self-realization is the ifs ands & buts
Cause you gotta know your name before you play-a the game
Keep a level-headed check on your health and stay sane
Address the tack on the track put the needle on the record and
Prepare for playback
Sajak
Could I buy another vowel I need another clue
And I could also use a towel
And how goes the medium tempo
Slaying all the teachers like the class of '84
And down low you know that my fidelities low
And I would never hurt a fly with my flip-flops on
Got control
Even keep a clean toilet bowl
2000 flushes blue and it's still going strong
Do I do what I do for the sake of the song
Comin' through on the radio it's for you
This is proof my own story's a spoof
I'll always be a gypsy or forever be aloof
And if you never get to liking me it's okay too
Well you've made it this far so pay a toll at the booth
And move on
Yeah I got top score on Donkey Kong
Move on
Move on
Move-a-move-a-move-a-move-a move on
True or false? I can be a sensitive man
With sensible plans for the everyday woman
And I can keep you eating out the palm of my hand
Because the dope that we smoked was grown on my land
The words I burn they don't come from a can
The movie in my mind will be the winner at Cannes
So take your chance a plot of full or part-time romance
Clever as a bell don’t measure up to whatever
Cause it don't matter how tall, how fat, or how small
The equal opportunity is open to all
The casting call the line forms down the hall
All you need is ID that shows that you're legal
But people with egos well you better not go
Cause you know I don't need those
And if there is a problem that I really oughta read
Post it on the web care of R-K-O-P
It's easy like me but a bit less the sleazy
Go heavy on the melody and add a little cheese
And if you can't stand the kitchen, get the hell out the heat
To meet with the geek all you need is a
Heart beat beat beat beat beat beat beat
And remember that fame
Fame is nothing more than loving someone
And that fortune is nothing more than loving what you do
Is nothing more than loving you
[I’m here at a very big hole]
Well, I'm type A positive and just the way I like it
Right away I'm satisfied with my food before I try it
Can't deny it to save my life, I'm never lying
To brave this mic without the same thing twice
Is actually an act to staying up all night
With the mood just right
And the purchase of a flight from the west coast
To the northern lights
It's aurora borealis' company that I'm tight with
Despite all the things that you've heard
I'll admit that most is true and I'll be keeping my word
By doing double-duty on a search for new verbs
I report to work early to deliver the worm
With a back well covered by the buddies of ease
And no way in hell that I could ever catch a disease
And breaking all the codes on the latest machines
Well I'll even let you download me for free
I'm free
I'm free
Just remember that fame
Fame is nothing more than loving someone
And fortune is nothing more than loving what you do
And in the eyes of love
Love will overcome
Love will overcome
Well love
Will over
Over overcome
It's true
Cause look what you've done to me
To the gypsy
Jason Mraz - Gypsy MC
I'd like to give a shout out to all the g-y-ps and
Individualize because I am an MC. I can because I care
Cause my family's there cause I, cause I
Cause I appreciate the mentality of music
Saving all my sentences unless of course I'm smoothly spoken
Quiet type the kind to watch out for
No man of the clan perpetrating the scam
Sure I'm the boy with the fallopian voice
Straight from the sleeve of any wizard of choice
I got the reason to be roamin' out the coverage area
Send me the bill if all my lovin' is scarin' ya
Dare you to dream the way that I believe
Got the skill to go commando in any fatigues
I got the best damn band in the music scene
Oh I can even flow solo or just let it be
Because of the love
Oh the self-realization is the ifs ands & buts
Cause you gotta know your name before you play-a the game
Keep a level-headed check on your health and stay sane
Address the tack on the track put the needle on the record and
Prepare for playback
Sajak
Could I buy another vowel I need another clue
And I could also use a towel
And how goes the medium tempo
Slaying all the teachers like the class of '84
And down low you know that my fidelities low
And I would never hurt a fly with my flip-flops on
Got control
Even keep a clean toilet bowl
2000 flushes blue and it's still going strong
Do I do what I do for the sake of the song
Comin' through on the radio it's for you
This is proof my own story's a spoof
I'll always be a gypsy or forever be aloof
And if you never get to liking me it's okay too
Well you've made it this far so pay a toll at the booth
And move on
Yeah I got top score on Donkey Kong
Move on
Move on
Move-a-move-a-move-a-move-a move on
True or false? I can be a sensitive man
With sensible plans for the everyday woman
And I can keep you eating out the palm of my hand
Because the dope that we smoked was grown on my land
The words I burn they don't come from a can
The movie in my mind will be the winner at Cannes
So take your chance a plot of full or part-time romance
Clever as a bell don’t measure up to whatever
Cause it don't matter how tall, how fat, or how small
The equal opportunity is open to all
The casting call the line forms down the hall
All you need is ID that shows that you're legal
But people with egos well you better not go
Cause you know I don't need those
And if there is a problem that I really oughta read
Post it on the web care of R-K-O-P
It's easy like me but a bit less the sleazy
Go heavy on the melody and add a little cheese
And if you can't stand the kitchen, get the hell out the heat
To meet with the geek all you need is a
Heart beat beat beat beat beat beat beat
And remember that fame
Fame is nothing more than loving someone
And that fortune is nothing more than loving what you do
Is nothing more than loving you
[I’m here at a very big hole]
Well, I'm type A positive and just the way I like it
Right away I'm satisfied with my food before I try it
Can't deny it to save my life, I'm never lying
To brave this mic without the same thing twice
Is actually an act to staying up all night
With the mood just right
And the purchase of a flight from the west coast
To the northern lights
It's aurora borealis' company that I'm tight with
Despite all the things that you've heard
I'll admit that most is true and I'll be keeping my word
By doing double-duty on a search for new verbs
I report to work early to deliver the worm
With a back well covered by the buddies of ease
And no way in hell that I could ever catch a disease
And breaking all the codes on the latest machines
Well I'll even let you download me for free
I'm free
I'm free
Just remember that fame
Fame is nothing more than loving someone
And fortune is nothing more than loving what you do
And in the eyes of love
Love will overcome
Love will overcome
Well love
Will over
Over overcome
It's true
Cause look what you've done to me
To the gypsy
Sunday, November 8, 2009
8th November
Happy Birthday to myself and to you too. Sure I do remember the moment. I remember the date. I always do. Everything ever since this date, I remember.
Hope you're ok though you're not because I'm sure life will get better and better for you each day. My life here is different. It's easy for you to forget and lost that special interest but to me it feels like forever. I'm adapting myself with this situation, to forget and throw it away. I wish I could.
Happy birthday.
Hope you're ok though you're not because I'm sure life will get better and better for you each day. My life here is different. It's easy for you to forget and lost that special interest but to me it feels like forever. I'm adapting myself with this situation, to forget and throw it away. I wish I could.
Happy birthday.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Weeks of Desperation
Maggi seems to be my best friend for the past few weeks.
It sucks when you don't have the cash to survive. I know my parents aren't loaded and so I don't want to trouble them. I've heard from my parents that my elder sister is not really in a good situation herself and now that she's expecting another baby boy. And I don't want to ask from my elder brother, though we all (my family) knows that he doesn't have financial crisis, he's a stingy doctor that my mom should know back in few years ago where every penny counts for him.
It's really hard to budget myself RM400 per month, considered that after calculations, I actually need about RM900 per month to support myself + assignments. Now that I owed my friends who are willing to help me about RM200 now, looks like at this rate, I'll owe them RM200 per month, now that sounds like Mafia Wars' bribery system.
Lets see what do I need now; I need to take my ext. harddisk in lowyat which I've left there for a month since they called me to picked it up. I need a headset, I need a new pair of shoes.
Work? You kidding me. I don't have a car to drive nor do I have anyone to drive me to workplace. No I don't ride motorbikes. I hate bikes and I don't ride them.
If what my dad says that lottery is the only way to get rich (which what he's been doing for 20 years and he's not getting any richer at all) I'd play a ticket for RM200 and wish that tomorrow night I'll win.
It sucks when you don't have the cash to survive. I know my parents aren't loaded and so I don't want to trouble them. I've heard from my parents that my elder sister is not really in a good situation herself and now that she's expecting another baby boy. And I don't want to ask from my elder brother, though we all (my family) knows that he doesn't have financial crisis, he's a stingy doctor that my mom should know back in few years ago where every penny counts for him.
It's really hard to budget myself RM400 per month, considered that after calculations, I actually need about RM900 per month to support myself + assignments. Now that I owed my friends who are willing to help me about RM200 now, looks like at this rate, I'll owe them RM200 per month, now that sounds like Mafia Wars' bribery system.
Lets see what do I need now; I need to take my ext. harddisk in lowyat which I've left there for a month since they called me to picked it up. I need a headset, I need a new pair of shoes.
Work? You kidding me. I don't have a car to drive nor do I have anyone to drive me to workplace. No I don't ride motorbikes. I hate bikes and I don't ride them.
If what my dad says that lottery is the only way to get rich (which what he's been doing for 20 years and he's not getting any richer at all) I'd play a ticket for RM200 and wish that tomorrow night I'll win.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Christmas Wishlist!
I seriously need a headset now.. :(
and my headset that I'm currently using is at a state of emergency.. gonna die soon ( well it is dying already )
Any of you kind hearted people that thinks that I'm worthy to receive your christmas present please please please please please do give this to me..
SteelSeries Introduces New Siberia v2 Headset
New Version of SteelSeries' Best-Selling Siberia Headset Delivers Superior Sound Isolation, Comfort, and Design for Gamers and Audiophiles
CHICAGO, Sept. 18, 2009 - SteelSeries, the leading manufacturer of gaming peripherals and accessories, today introduced the new SteelSeries Siberia v2 Full-size Headset. As the successor to SteelSeries' signature Siberia Headset which launched in 2004, the new Siberia v2 offers gamers and music enthusiast's superior speaker and microphone technology that delivers impeccable sound quality, integrated control capabilities, and enhanced design for greater comfort and improved passive noise reduction.
The original SteelSeries Siberia Full-size Headset became a huge success in the professional gaming community and also extended its reach into the music world being used by professional musicians in several high-profile international music videos.
As an upgrade to the original Siberia, the v2 sports an “invisible" retractable microphone system that pulls out from the left ear-cup, allowing for a more convenient and travel-friendly headset especially for tournament players.
The Siberia v2's increased 50mm speakers will amplify the bass and overall volume as well as improve the frequency response to 10-28,000 Hz. Optimized for professional gaming, where crisp detailed sound can mean the difference between winning or losing, the soundscape features crystal clear high, low, and mid-tones. Tournament players and gamers that battle with loud households will appreciate its new closed ear-cup design which features thick leather padded cushions built from sound dampening foam to increase outside noise isolation, especially important for first-person shooter (FPS) games when footsteps and grenade pin-drops are so important to hear.
“Every element of the Siberia v2 has been optimized for pro-gaming, making this headset a preferred piece of equipment for the world's best competitive PC gamers," said Bruce Hawver, CEO of SteelSeries. “What's even more impressive is that the headset is multifunctional with its ability to deliver an unparalleled audio experience for music lovers and VOIP users."
Key product specifications of the SteelSeries Siberia v2 Full-size Headset include:
- 50mm speakers
- Impedance: 32 Ohm
- Frequency: 10-28,000 Hz
- SPL@1kHz: 112dB
- Cable: 1m + 2m extension
- Jacks: 2* 3.5mm
- Retractable microphone: 50-16,000 Hz, unidirectional
Along with the new thicker leather ear-cups for sound isolation, the Siberia v2 remains lightweight while its trademark headband suspension construction makes it extremely comfortable for use over long periods of time. The volume regulator, the cord and its base have also been upgraded. The primary cord is shorter in length for optimized use with portable gear and comes with an additional extra cord for use with stationary computers.
The Siberia v2 will be offered in two versions, with and without a USB soundcard. The virtual surround 7.1 soundcard offers a consistent sound experience, ensuring gamers the exact same sound and settings no matter where they are in the world or at what computer they are playing. With the easy to use software provided with the headset, the user can easily customize equalizer settings, profiles and other output settings.
SteelSeries Siberia v2 Full-size Headset will be available all over the world in November 2009. Pricing will be announced at that time as well.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Chiling Out
As per request for an update.
The room is crowded recently after a quiet one week Raya break for everyone, and there were plenty of food around! Food!
Having more people in the room is fun especially when we all are playing games together. A room of 4/5 gamers playing DotA together and Warcraft III custom maps. There were times we shouted for joy and there were times when a certain someone unsatisfied with something and then we moved on. We didn't feel any pressure at all, guessed we all got used to it, the emotional being caught in a situation where it doesn't really helped our side at all. We learned it, we coped with it and moved to the next thing with a little fix.
Life is a bliss after all, when there's company whether it is online and when it is close to you. Senyum came back from internship and I'm more than happy to have him crashed in our room. Law had his issues with his family and crashed in as well, brought along his desktop to keep himself entertained. Syam would dropped by occasionally to join in the fun, all the way from his place. Faiq would come down from his room upstairs to lepak and tell his heroic stories and his journey of the decade. And myself, staying up the night online chatting with my buds and a few girls who wants to get it on with me but not a chance darlings, not now but maybe next time aight?
Money. Ahhh nothing really changed. We were all once rich and the next day poor because the didn't realized how much we spent on certain stuff like food and our daily needs. RM400 / RM500 isn't enough when we spent RM24 per day just on food + a little bit of hangout here and there (movies, junk foods, drinks, etc). Only if I got a stable job and have the determination to stop spending so much, it will be more than adequate.
It's Oct 8th 2009 today, and the date reminds me of everything. Sure it is since it was the day I met someone and stayed with her for 2 years. When I looked back to the times when I was so much happier, and thought about it, it wasn't really bad at all. It was pity that it had to end, but we all did experienced something new and different and it was the time for us to moved on. Old story, nothing to be sad about, just another good old times that I wished I could live on another time, if I were to have the chance that is.
It is also the date that is reported when the Indonesian people will attack our country, wait, it's today lol. I wonder what else they can do. They clearly told the media they are armed with sharp bamboos and a few stones as bullets, and they can windwalks like Bounty Hunter and Bone Fletcher, and the ultimate skill God Strength they learn from Master Sven, the Rouge Knight :)) BENDERA are bunch of people that plays DotA? They should join Team fnatic and have a few rounds of dota with us here instead. But lets not underestimate their abilities. Sure they can do a few cool moves like breaking a solid stone with only their heads, not only they are destroying their brain cells but also maimed themselves, giving us the advantage to win the war against us. Macam bagi handicap 50% ni.. very confident indeed.
But I'm sure our dear Indonesian student friends here we have in MMU do think that having a war at this time is globally unacceptable. Even the people in Indonesia thinks that such act would also means that they're ungrateful people : going against a country that offered help when there were nature disasters; earthquakes and tsunami. I'm a person that doesn't bother about cultures and heritages, and so If there are millions of deevon as indonesians, the country will be called Deevonesia and economically will not lose to any country in East Asia at least. Since "deevon" is a way of life haha.. but those who gave up their lives swimming across the seas just to find jobs here are called Senyumsia, since they have a large amount of stamina (doesnt mean senyum will not have a job to support himself, kekekeke )
Been really quiet recently. I don't know why myself. I would stoned in front of my monitor alone and stares at things that pops out whenever I clicked. Maybe I reverted myself back to when I first came into mmu ; a quiet person that rarely talks and do his own stuff. Some said I presented myself with a sad face, I wonder why. I feel nothing wrong, maybe it's because the environment around me, the people that thinks I don't entertain them much and there are something else that worth their time to spend on.
I rest my case.
The room is crowded recently after a quiet one week Raya break for everyone, and there were plenty of food around! Food!
Having more people in the room is fun especially when we all are playing games together. A room of 4/5 gamers playing DotA together and Warcraft III custom maps. There were times we shouted for joy and there were times when a certain someone unsatisfied with something and then we moved on. We didn't feel any pressure at all, guessed we all got used to it, the emotional being caught in a situation where it doesn't really helped our side at all. We learned it, we coped with it and moved to the next thing with a little fix.
Life is a bliss after all, when there's company whether it is online and when it is close to you. Senyum came back from internship and I'm more than happy to have him crashed in our room. Law had his issues with his family and crashed in as well, brought along his desktop to keep himself entertained. Syam would dropped by occasionally to join in the fun, all the way from his place. Faiq would come down from his room upstairs to lepak and tell his heroic stories and his journey of the decade. And myself, staying up the night online chatting with my buds and a few girls who wants to get it on with me but not a chance darlings, not now but maybe next time aight?
Money. Ahhh nothing really changed. We were all once rich and the next day poor because the didn't realized how much we spent on certain stuff like food and our daily needs. RM400 / RM500 isn't enough when we spent RM24 per day just on food + a little bit of hangout here and there (movies, junk foods, drinks, etc). Only if I got a stable job and have the determination to stop spending so much, it will be more than adequate.
It's Oct 8th 2009 today, and the date reminds me of everything. Sure it is since it was the day I met someone and stayed with her for 2 years. When I looked back to the times when I was so much happier, and thought about it, it wasn't really bad at all. It was pity that it had to end, but we all did experienced something new and different and it was the time for us to moved on. Old story, nothing to be sad about, just another good old times that I wished I could live on another time, if I were to have the chance that is.
It is also the date that is reported when the Indonesian people will attack our country, wait, it's today lol. I wonder what else they can do. They clearly told the media they are armed with sharp bamboos and a few stones as bullets, and they can windwalks like Bounty Hunter and Bone Fletcher, and the ultimate skill God Strength they learn from Master Sven, the Rouge Knight :)) BENDERA are bunch of people that plays DotA? They should join Team fnatic and have a few rounds of dota with us here instead. But lets not underestimate their abilities. Sure they can do a few cool moves like breaking a solid stone with only their heads, not only they are destroying their brain cells but also maimed themselves, giving us the advantage to win the war against us. Macam bagi handicap 50% ni.. very confident indeed.
But I'm sure our dear Indonesian student friends here we have in MMU do think that having a war at this time is globally unacceptable. Even the people in Indonesia thinks that such act would also means that they're ungrateful people : going against a country that offered help when there were nature disasters; earthquakes and tsunami. I'm a person that doesn't bother about cultures and heritages, and so If there are millions of deevon as indonesians, the country will be called Deevonesia and economically will not lose to any country in East Asia at least. Since "deevon" is a way of life haha.. but those who gave up their lives swimming across the seas just to find jobs here are called Senyumsia, since they have a large amount of stamina (doesnt mean senyum will not have a job to support himself, kekekeke )
Been really quiet recently. I don't know why myself. I would stoned in front of my monitor alone and stares at things that pops out whenever I clicked. Maybe I reverted myself back to when I first came into mmu ; a quiet person that rarely talks and do his own stuff. Some said I presented myself with a sad face, I wonder why. I feel nothing wrong, maybe it's because the environment around me, the people that thinks I don't entertain them much and there are something else that worth their time to spend on.
I rest my case.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Raya! Alone!
When I woke up yesterday after lunch hour I realized that I'm alone in the room, in the hostel block to be exact, without any friends around. They went back to their respective kampung already to celebrate Hari Raya with their families. Come to think of it, this year's ramadhan is boring compare to last year, where we would stay up and do stuff like playing cards after sahur until afternoon then we would hit the beds. This year, after we ate, we straight sleep! Boring!
Nothing special about Raya this year as well. I don't know why.
Went out for dinner with small fish last night. We dined together at QThai, ate Thai food. It was scrumptious. Couldn't get a transport to ride there so we walked all the way there from MMU Cyber and we walked back while it was drizzling. Had a good time myself especially when I observed how she would talk and walk, how she ate and things we talked and do nonsense. I was surprised she didn't bring along her bottle which she usually did and brought an umbrella instead. Told her it was going to rain but she didn't believe me at first. In then end, I was right.
She would innocently do jokes and laughed and asked me to guess things I asked her, and I guessed them right. It takes a man to understand a girl and guessed them correctly right? lol
"RAWR" is something she will say if she read this. Haha..
So anyways it's going to be a troublesome to stay in hostel when the foodcourts here are closed and I will have no other options but to stocked up lots of instant noodles to survive. I don't have enough cash myself to go out and eat. Gonna save up for some other stuff. Trimester break? Won't be able to go home as well, because it's gonna be a week holiday. Parents would ask me to stay anyway. Going back to Sarawak for a week break it's not gonna worth it. What am I gonna do there if I were get the chance to go back? Practically I will stay at home on curfew and my parents would say : whats the point of going out? It's dangerous out there! Got bad people wan! Wanna kena chop by the neighbour ah?
I'm already a young adult. 22 years old. I can't believe they still actually tell me the same thing. It's so hard when you're actually growing up and still got the same treatment where going out of the house is a dangerous thing to do ever. Nonsense.
SAD LIAO SAD!
Lucky I got Tinky here to keep me company ; my pink teddy bear daughter~
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan Jangin
Nothing special about Raya this year as well. I don't know why.
Went out for dinner with small fish last night. We dined together at QThai, ate Thai food. It was scrumptious. Couldn't get a transport to ride there so we walked all the way there from MMU Cyber and we walked back while it was drizzling. Had a good time myself especially when I observed how she would talk and walk, how she ate and things we talked and do nonsense. I was surprised she didn't bring along her bottle which she usually did and brought an umbrella instead. Told her it was going to rain but she didn't believe me at first. In then end, I was right.
She would innocently do jokes and laughed and asked me to guess things I asked her, and I guessed them right. It takes a man to understand a girl and guessed them correctly right? lol
"RAWR" is something she will say if she read this. Haha..
So anyways it's going to be a troublesome to stay in hostel when the foodcourts here are closed and I will have no other options but to stocked up lots of instant noodles to survive. I don't have enough cash myself to go out and eat. Gonna save up for some other stuff. Trimester break? Won't be able to go home as well, because it's gonna be a week holiday. Parents would ask me to stay anyway. Going back to Sarawak for a week break it's not gonna worth it. What am I gonna do there if I were get the chance to go back? Practically I will stay at home on curfew and my parents would say : whats the point of going out? It's dangerous out there! Got bad people wan! Wanna kena chop by the neighbour ah?
I'm already a young adult. 22 years old. I can't believe they still actually tell me the same thing. It's so hard when you're actually growing up and still got the same treatment where going out of the house is a dangerous thing to do ever. Nonsense.
SAD LIAO SAD!
Lucky I got Tinky here to keep me company ; my pink teddy bear daughter~
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan Jangin
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Meter
While chilling out in my room resting myself full day in before major rush for assignments, I stumbled upon this cool short film made local talents and guess what? Featuring Khairy Jamalduddin as the principal cast. :D
give it a tryyyy
give it a tryyyy
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Keeping Myself Together
Dear bloggie,
You know, it is true that sometimes, there are things that are better off to be kept secret and I don't have to know because it's gonna leave a cut on myself. I already expected this though, sooner or later I will get to know it, but I didn't expect it would be this fast. To know something that you already know it's going to be bad and in the end I led myself towards the path of needles and molten fire road, again. But it's good also, it's better to know earlier then you know it later in the middle of something when you were about to do something even bigger and important.
I was quite happy that someone finally opened up herself to me again, being to person she would tell and cry on, someone she could trust for her to tell everything, share her depressions and pain and hardships that she's facing right now. Though my words couldn't reach her heart, but at least she felt much better when a little bit of the burden were let go.
I regret that I let you go. I knew this was going to happened, but I didn't have the strength and power to convinced you. I don't have words to make you stop from doing it, for you to give up everything only to found out that it's not the right path.
I could have stopped you. If I was able to, we would share things and happy again like how we used to. I would be there for you at times you need, like how I used to do, even though sometimes I'm not around. I do know my own limits ; I'm a human as well.. I know very well that I'm not like God who could answer every single prayers that was forwarded to Him.. but at least I know whenever you felt sad and depressed, there's always a shoulder for you to lie on.. the hugs to comfort you, the magical kiss on the forehead to cleansed your soul.
Help her God Almighty. She's a lost soul, just like how I am now. Save her. Guide her towards the light, back to the right track where she belongs.
If I know how to make you found your heart for me again, I would do everything to make you happy. As a friend, I will always be around you, to love and care whenever you need.
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Bryan
You know, it is true that sometimes, there are things that are better off to be kept secret and I don't have to know because it's gonna leave a cut on myself. I already expected this though, sooner or later I will get to know it, but I didn't expect it would be this fast. To know something that you already know it's going to be bad and in the end I led myself towards the path of needles and molten fire road, again. But it's good also, it's better to know earlier then you know it later in the middle of something when you were about to do something even bigger and important.
I was quite happy that someone finally opened up herself to me again, being to person she would tell and cry on, someone she could trust for her to tell everything, share her depressions and pain and hardships that she's facing right now. Though my words couldn't reach her heart, but at least she felt much better when a little bit of the burden were let go.
I regret that I let you go. I knew this was going to happened, but I didn't have the strength and power to convinced you. I don't have words to make you stop from doing it, for you to give up everything only to found out that it's not the right path.
I could have stopped you. If I was able to, we would share things and happy again like how we used to. I would be there for you at times you need, like how I used to do, even though sometimes I'm not around. I do know my own limits ; I'm a human as well.. I know very well that I'm not like God who could answer every single prayers that was forwarded to Him.. but at least I know whenever you felt sad and depressed, there's always a shoulder for you to lie on.. the hugs to comfort you, the magical kiss on the forehead to cleansed your soul.
Help her God Almighty. She's a lost soul, just like how I am now. Save her. Guide her towards the light, back to the right track where she belongs.
If I know how to make you found your heart for me again, I would do everything to make you happy. As a friend, I will always be around you, to love and care whenever you need.
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Bryan
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Reaching You
Dear Precious Someone that I've longed for and love,
I've been playing a lot of World of Warcraft just to get my mind away from you and yes I did managed to, just a little bit but at least now, I don't feel the pain and sadness that much from our past. Honestly said, I don't know how to react when I get to know that you broke up with him. I'm not sure if I should feel bad for you because you would be sad and dissapointed, or happy because I'll finally get the chance to catch you back. But I was angry to know that you had this relationship with him and nobody knew about it. For how long I don't know. I don't want to assume that you've been with him when we were together and cheated behind my back without me noticing.
We were supposed to meet yesterday and I was so happy to finally get the chance to see you and talk to you but the date was canceled thanks to the pandemic that causes panic around the world. I was so excited the whole night that I couldn't sleep but got beaten down again.
It's good for you to be happy again, at least you're that upset and unhappy thinking about your past, things that makes you unhappy and cried. I wish I could be you ; you have the charm to attract nice people, and I don't. The day I've fallen for you is when I heard your voice on the phone for the first time and the feelings got stronger when I met you for the first time. Magically we got together and it wasn't for long until you met someone new.
Honestly said, how I feel now, I do still have that strong feelings for you. You are that so special for me. Not anyone out there can understand the way I am and the person I am right now. You managed to predict how I feel and comforted me deep inside.
Most of the time now I would feel so damn bored and lonely. I've been thinking about you lately and been browsing through the pictures we took together. If not, I would lie down on the bed hugging our teddy bear daughter Tinky just to keep myself company and warmed up.
The day when we separated, you promised and asked me to wait for. Have you forgotten? Even when we chatted on msn, something that we've talked for about 40 minutes ago can be easily forgotten by you.. Was it because you were busy keeping company with someone new that you just met, or was it because you've completely lost that feelings and interest for me already? I know I don't have the chance to stand out, because you told me last time that, sure you won't stop any of your ex-bfs to try to woo you again, but you definitely won't go back to them.
You've said that I'm much closer than a best friend to you. The way I see it, I've been treated like an ex. We are so far away, and it feels like you are getting further and further away from me. Why is it so hard to reach you? Every single day it has been so hard to talk to you. I've tried so hard just to talk to you and all I get is just a word or two, a few dots and an emoticon..
What has gotten wrong with you? Or was it me? Was the "extra-attention" I got few weeks after we broke up was because you don't want me to be sad?
So hard to reach you already.. I'm not the one that's getting away, you are...
Yours Sincerely.,
Daniel Bryan
I've been playing a lot of World of Warcraft just to get my mind away from you and yes I did managed to, just a little bit but at least now, I don't feel the pain and sadness that much from our past. Honestly said, I don't know how to react when I get to know that you broke up with him. I'm not sure if I should feel bad for you because you would be sad and dissapointed, or happy because I'll finally get the chance to catch you back. But I was angry to know that you had this relationship with him and nobody knew about it. For how long I don't know. I don't want to assume that you've been with him when we were together and cheated behind my back without me noticing.
We were supposed to meet yesterday and I was so happy to finally get the chance to see you and talk to you but the date was canceled thanks to the pandemic that causes panic around the world. I was so excited the whole night that I couldn't sleep but got beaten down again.
It's good for you to be happy again, at least you're that upset and unhappy thinking about your past, things that makes you unhappy and cried. I wish I could be you ; you have the charm to attract nice people, and I don't. The day I've fallen for you is when I heard your voice on the phone for the first time and the feelings got stronger when I met you for the first time. Magically we got together and it wasn't for long until you met someone new.
Honestly said, how I feel now, I do still have that strong feelings for you. You are that so special for me. Not anyone out there can understand the way I am and the person I am right now. You managed to predict how I feel and comforted me deep inside.
Most of the time now I would feel so damn bored and lonely. I've been thinking about you lately and been browsing through the pictures we took together. If not, I would lie down on the bed hugging our teddy bear daughter Tinky just to keep myself company and warmed up.
The day when we separated, you promised and asked me to wait for. Have you forgotten? Even when we chatted on msn, something that we've talked for about 40 minutes ago can be easily forgotten by you.. Was it because you were busy keeping company with someone new that you just met, or was it because you've completely lost that feelings and interest for me already? I know I don't have the chance to stand out, because you told me last time that, sure you won't stop any of your ex-bfs to try to woo you again, but you definitely won't go back to them.
You've said that I'm much closer than a best friend to you. The way I see it, I've been treated like an ex. We are so far away, and it feels like you are getting further and further away from me. Why is it so hard to reach you? Every single day it has been so hard to talk to you. I've tried so hard just to talk to you and all I get is just a word or two, a few dots and an emoticon..
What has gotten wrong with you? Or was it me? Was the "extra-attention" I got few weeks after we broke up was because you don't want me to be sad?
So hard to reach you already.. I'm not the one that's getting away, you are...
Yours Sincerely.,
Daniel Bryan
Friday, August 14, 2009
Rant.
Fucking WoW Horde players.
So everyone knows that I'm a Game Master. Sure it doesn't matter to me if they were to know, but what really bothers me so much is when, whenever there's a war, either one of them would message on the public channel and said that I'm abusing the gm access to teleport players into the warzone.
"hoi debon nnt aku suruh sleepy ban acct gm ko tele budak2 datang sini"
Ah bang, alliance can use the transport in YOUR OWN BASE which is located in Grom Gol Camp, Stranglethorn Valley.
"player suddenly appeared in front of me in dalaran! i was shopping!"
dude, my mage has a portal to open for players to get in. And all of them can ask the guards the shop where they want to go. So they would appear in front of u JUST LIKE HOW U APPEARED IN THAT SHOP URSELF.
Sure la I don't mind when people knows that Im a gm who really gives a fuck? but what matters is when their mindset changed to deevon = sasha = gm = too strong = abuse = cheater.
Immature brats. First time play wow i think.
As for in this post my dear Alliances, I would like to call upon all of you to quit playing in the server. Your time is not worth to kill these nubtards. See how they enchance their item : bracer enchant all +6 stats and cloak +120 armor. Their rogues sure need to enchant 18 staminas for gloves and boots where they can do better like +40 atk power and +32 atk power. We are too good for them so stop wasting your time and spend more on books and notes. Sleep well and wake up early for tomorrow's classes.
Let them level up and duel among themselves.
After this, sure got ppl comment "eh poyo la kau"
Ranting from players shall start in 3....2.....1....
Yours Truly.
Daniel Bryan
King of Kings
So everyone knows that I'm a Game Master. Sure it doesn't matter to me if they were to know, but what really bothers me so much is when, whenever there's a war, either one of them would message on the public channel and said that I'm abusing the gm access to teleport players into the warzone.
"hoi debon nnt aku suruh sleepy ban acct gm ko tele budak2 datang sini"
Ah bang, alliance can use the transport in YOUR OWN BASE which is located in Grom Gol Camp, Stranglethorn Valley.
"player suddenly appeared in front of me in dalaran! i was shopping!"
dude, my mage has a portal to open for players to get in. And all of them can ask the guards the shop where they want to go. So they would appear in front of u JUST LIKE HOW U APPEARED IN THAT SHOP URSELF.
Sure la I don't mind when people knows that Im a gm who really gives a fuck? but what matters is when their mindset changed to deevon = sasha = gm = too strong = abuse = cheater.
Immature brats. First time play wow i think.
As for in this post my dear Alliances, I would like to call upon all of you to quit playing in the server. Your time is not worth to kill these nubtards. See how they enchance their item : bracer enchant all +6 stats and cloak +120 armor. Their rogues sure need to enchant 18 staminas for gloves and boots where they can do better like +40 atk power and +32 atk power. We are too good for them so stop wasting your time and spend more on books and notes. Sleep well and wake up early for tomorrow's classes.
Let them level up and duel among themselves.
After this, sure got ppl comment "eh poyo la kau"
Ranting from players shall start in 3....2.....1....
Yours Truly.
Daniel Bryan
King of Kings
Thursday, July 30, 2009
x_x tiring week
SERIOUSLY.
Nothing new this week except for the hectic-ness of assignments and massive gaming in the room! xD
I quit playing Counter-Strike 1.6 for the time being because it's a waste of my time really; hostel player sucked bad, no good teams around = gg. I've been playing World of Warcraft : Wrath of the Lich King lately. So many things I gotta do in the game. First two days of my leveling period where I had achieved level 80, I actually skipped classes just to level up my Sasha =D Gaming equals to attendance percentage drop for me lol. Been playing alot. Up until right now, I actually skipped most of my classes and sleep late. The next 30 minutes b4 class starts I stopped playing for awhile and came back during the lunch hour. Slept about like 4 hours and I continued my quest to hunt for Hordies. Had a few good wars and wasted time waiting for them to come out and fight.
But I just don't get it sometimes; we killed them and they had the resurrect. After that they needed like 20 minutes to regroup themselves and engaged the war. It ended in about 3 minutes = we won. Regrouping for them took forever. Me and the boys were tired of waiting so we flew off somewhere else. One of them actually refused to fight my Sasha and always tried to backstab me whenever I appeared AFK and he failed all the time. Instead he got countered back and died. Amusing.
Sashashashashashashashasha-ness~~!~!~!~!~!!!
Last week had a photoshoot with a good friend of mine and a friend of hers at The Curve. It was a tiring trip, as usual. Who would want to take buses and trains all the way from a deserted area to the main city? I would rather drive. At least I got to enjoy my songs, a nice driver seat to rest my back and ass, and aircond instead of having myself pummeled in between 2 freaking males who hadn't showered. Trip back home would be the same x_x. The photoshoot was nice tho. I enjoy taking pictures, especially my good friend's pic. She was lovely and all. Too bad it is a one sided love.
I've been keeping myself occupied with everything I can. Let it be gaming and assignments, class, social. Maybe because I want to forget about my bitter past and the lost love. It's weird. Whenever I think about it I feel strange, maybe because I opened up my mind and accepted the reality already. I feel like being a jerk sometimes. People, especially girls are so nice to me and it was so hard to push them back. For once in my life I want to be an asshole : go out with them and do stuff the next morning I say "bye bitch". I would want to be the one that breaks people's heart. A friend of mine says that I give face so much even in games. Maybe I should try to be a cold hearted son of a bitch. There's a wicked personality inside of me sometimes. I'm tired of getting all the disappointments and heart broken. Losers always walked out from me. What the fuck...
But still, being a jerk and asshole and everything that is bad, is so not me.. ~_~
and girls, pls, im not ready for anything. dont come to me and say that im the best thing there is. so typical, like u know me so much? how long have u known me? what, 3 months? give up lar...
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan
Nothing new this week except for the hectic-ness of assignments and massive gaming in the room! xD
I quit playing Counter-Strike 1.6 for the time being because it's a waste of my time really; hostel player sucked bad, no good teams around = gg. I've been playing World of Warcraft : Wrath of the Lich King lately. So many things I gotta do in the game. First two days of my leveling period where I had achieved level 80, I actually skipped classes just to level up my Sasha =D Gaming equals to attendance percentage drop for me lol. Been playing alot. Up until right now, I actually skipped most of my classes and sleep late. The next 30 minutes b4 class starts I stopped playing for awhile and came back during the lunch hour. Slept about like 4 hours and I continued my quest to hunt for Hordies. Had a few good wars and wasted time waiting for them to come out and fight.
But I just don't get it sometimes; we killed them and they had the resurrect. After that they needed like 20 minutes to regroup themselves and engaged the war. It ended in about 3 minutes = we won. Regrouping for them took forever. Me and the boys were tired of waiting so we flew off somewhere else. One of them actually refused to fight my Sasha and always tried to backstab me whenever I appeared AFK and he failed all the time. Instead he got countered back and died. Amusing.
Sashashashashashashashasha-ness~~!~!~!~!~!!!
Last week had a photoshoot with a good friend of mine and a friend of hers at The Curve. It was a tiring trip, as usual. Who would want to take buses and trains all the way from a deserted area to the main city? I would rather drive. At least I got to enjoy my songs, a nice driver seat to rest my back and ass, and aircond instead of having myself pummeled in between 2 freaking males who hadn't showered. Trip back home would be the same x_x. The photoshoot was nice tho. I enjoy taking pictures, especially my good friend's pic. She was lovely and all. Too bad it is a one sided love.
I've been keeping myself occupied with everything I can. Let it be gaming and assignments, class, social. Maybe because I want to forget about my bitter past and the lost love. It's weird. Whenever I think about it I feel strange, maybe because I opened up my mind and accepted the reality already. I feel like being a jerk sometimes. People, especially girls are so nice to me and it was so hard to push them back. For once in my life I want to be an asshole : go out with them and do stuff the next morning I say "bye bitch". I would want to be the one that breaks people's heart. A friend of mine says that I give face so much even in games. Maybe I should try to be a cold hearted son of a bitch. There's a wicked personality inside of me sometimes. I'm tired of getting all the disappointments and heart broken. Losers always walked out from me. What the fuck...
But still, being a jerk and asshole and everything that is bad, is so not me.. ~_~
and girls, pls, im not ready for anything. dont come to me and say that im the best thing there is. so typical, like u know me so much? how long have u known me? what, 3 months? give up lar...
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Just When I Thought
When I thought things would be ok.
I thought it will be better this way to leave things as it is. Slowly we forget about how it felt like to miss each other so much. Slowly that strong feeling fades within ourselves. Slowly we forgot about how it was like to love each other.
And it suddenly came back.
Teddy bear helps alot when I need comfort and hugs whenever I need.
When I thought things were fine and already settled down, I knew something would be wrong.
You were there, hurt. So far away from me and I couldn't reach you. You need shoulder to lay on, and I'm not there to wipe your tears. All I can do is to comfort you through my cellphone and with my words.
When I knew you miss me as well, I felt appreciated for a moment. I thought it would came back.
Maybe I was wrong? I don't know.
God knows what is in your head now. Just when I stopped hoping and having fun for myself flirting around and get all the fame in the class and the dates I was asked to go. Going out with them is weird when I kept thinking about you. Maybe I was doing the comparison all the time. It felt so wrong suddenly.
I needed you. You needed me.
Just remember when you're hurt and alone, there's always one person in the world that can give in to you everything in the world =)You are just like that ring ; of all the people on this planet, there's only one that shines and sparkles in my eyes.
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan
I thought it will be better this way to leave things as it is. Slowly we forget about how it felt like to miss each other so much. Slowly that strong feeling fades within ourselves. Slowly we forgot about how it was like to love each other.
And it suddenly came back.
Teddy bear helps alot when I need comfort and hugs whenever I need.
When I thought things were fine and already settled down, I knew something would be wrong.
You were there, hurt. So far away from me and I couldn't reach you. You need shoulder to lay on, and I'm not there to wipe your tears. All I can do is to comfort you through my cellphone and with my words.
When I knew you miss me as well, I felt appreciated for a moment. I thought it would came back.
Maybe I was wrong? I don't know.
God knows what is in your head now. Just when I stopped hoping and having fun for myself flirting around and get all the fame in the class and the dates I was asked to go. Going out with them is weird when I kept thinking about you. Maybe I was doing the comparison all the time. It felt so wrong suddenly.
I needed you. You needed me.
Just remember when you're hurt and alone, there's always one person in the world that can give in to you everything in the world =)You are just like that ring ; of all the people on this planet, there's only one that shines and sparkles in my eyes.
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Self Motivation Quotes?
When you're going through a difficult time
When you wonder if you're making the right choices
When you wonder how you'll make it through
When you wonder if anyone really cares..
Take everything a step at a time
Do what works best for you
Stay focused on what you want in life
Move ahead in the direction of happiness
Keep believing in yourself.
You're strong and motivated individual
You're a loving and warm person who loves life
You will rise to meet challenges that face you.
You're capable of dealing with any complications in life.
deevon
When you wonder if you're making the right choices
When you wonder how you'll make it through
When you wonder if anyone really cares..
Take everything a step at a time
Do what works best for you
Stay focused on what you want in life
Move ahead in the direction of happiness
Keep believing in yourself.
You're strong and motivated individual
You're a loving and warm person who loves life
You will rise to meet challenges that face you.
You're capable of dealing with any complications in life.
deevon
Happy Birthday
God bless me for not getting into any troubles on my birthday. Yes, you guys waited to bash me up on this day, but I know you guys are being understanding; myself having this emotional case, and so lost in love. I appreciate the understanding guys. Thank you Faiq for being the only one that listens to me and I'm so sorry to actually put up your situation the same as the person that I hate so much. Thank you Syam for supporting me from far. Your words of wisdom and the effort to keep me off from thinking about it does helped. Thx to my family for being supportive as well.
It was rather a nice birthday hangout with Diana and her cousins. Lunch at Pasta Zanmai and then after that Ice Age 3. I didn't actually spent a single cent on them or for myself. They were being so nice to pay up everything for me. Oh, Diana even gave me a bright pink teddy bear, and I named her Tinky =3 Why Tinky? Because it is a teddy bear and she's pink color. After that we took a short rest to her house then moved out again and this time to FTZ Asia. We played Left 4 Dead and it wasn't so nice. He was right about the network then, and I thought FTZ Asia had 100mbps lan connectivity.
We went off and Jin Hoe had to sent me back to KTM Subang Station. I was lucky to get onto the last train on and off. KTM Subang > KL Sentral > Putrajaya Sentral. Law Faiq and Natsu was there at Putra to fetch me back home after a light supper. I can't believe myself I actually carried Tinky in my arms. I just couldn't see how bad it is like to have her in my bag. When I was resting and waiting for the train, I saw her eyes like so sad wanted me to take her off from the bad and wanted me to hug me around. Such a darling she is. No wonder mummy wanted to get you for us. She made the right choice then.
I was all wrong myself when I was picking up my clothes at her place. I felt so ashamed of myself to face her parents. I failed Diana as her boyfriend and there her parents were in the house. I didn't expect myself to stepped into her house and her room this soon. All this while I felt like I was gonna lose her and we'll never come back. She gave me a slap which was a good wake up call and asked if I don't want to come back ever again. Of course I want to. After all I've been hoping so much to get together again and I still do have this strong feeling of love for her and it was never returned back to me after that day, except for the care and love from her as a friend, and best buddy to me.
Maybe it is not right moment yet. Maybe we haven't really understand each other that well and this is the chance for us to get into better understanding. I appreciate her as my friend. All I hope now is for her to be happy on whatever she do and whoever she is with. She has feelings for someone else which is not me. I am very upset over it, but it is not right. I'm suppose to look forward for better things ahead of me. Maybe one day we will get back to each other again and this is just another hurdle for us to handle, an obstacle to go right through it. Possibilities are still there.
Maybe it is just me.
Tinky have been a good company for me. Hugging her while I'm asleep or having her on my laps while doing anything in front of the pc keeps me company most of the time. Whenever I feel alone or sad anytime of the day, she is there to give me a hug and comfort, listen to me and wipe of my tears.
Thank you for Tinky =] I'll keep her as my daughter, and she will come and see you whenever there is a chance to meet I promise.
Happy 22nd Birthday Daniel Bryan Jangin.
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan Jangin
It was rather a nice birthday hangout with Diana and her cousins. Lunch at Pasta Zanmai and then after that Ice Age 3. I didn't actually spent a single cent on them or for myself. They were being so nice to pay up everything for me. Oh, Diana even gave me a bright pink teddy bear, and I named her Tinky =3 Why Tinky? Because it is a teddy bear and she's pink color. After that we took a short rest to her house then moved out again and this time to FTZ Asia. We played Left 4 Dead and it wasn't so nice. He was right about the network then, and I thought FTZ Asia had 100mbps lan connectivity.
We went off and Jin Hoe had to sent me back to KTM Subang Station. I was lucky to get onto the last train on and off. KTM Subang > KL Sentral > Putrajaya Sentral. Law Faiq and Natsu was there at Putra to fetch me back home after a light supper. I can't believe myself I actually carried Tinky in my arms. I just couldn't see how bad it is like to have her in my bag. When I was resting and waiting for the train, I saw her eyes like so sad wanted me to take her off from the bad and wanted me to hug me around. Such a darling she is. No wonder mummy wanted to get you for us. She made the right choice then.
I was all wrong myself when I was picking up my clothes at her place. I felt so ashamed of myself to face her parents. I failed Diana as her boyfriend and there her parents were in the house. I didn't expect myself to stepped into her house and her room this soon. All this while I felt like I was gonna lose her and we'll never come back. She gave me a slap which was a good wake up call and asked if I don't want to come back ever again. Of course I want to. After all I've been hoping so much to get together again and I still do have this strong feeling of love for her and it was never returned back to me after that day, except for the care and love from her as a friend, and best buddy to me.
Maybe it is not right moment yet. Maybe we haven't really understand each other that well and this is the chance for us to get into better understanding. I appreciate her as my friend. All I hope now is for her to be happy on whatever she do and whoever she is with. She has feelings for someone else which is not me. I am very upset over it, but it is not right. I'm suppose to look forward for better things ahead of me. Maybe one day we will get back to each other again and this is just another hurdle for us to handle, an obstacle to go right through it. Possibilities are still there.
Maybe it is just me.
Tinky have been a good company for me. Hugging her while I'm asleep or having her on my laps while doing anything in front of the pc keeps me company most of the time. Whenever I feel alone or sad anytime of the day, she is there to give me a hug and comfort, listen to me and wipe of my tears.
Thank you for Tinky =] I'll keep her as my daughter, and she will come and see you whenever there is a chance to meet I promise.
Happy 22nd Birthday Daniel Bryan Jangin.
Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan Jangin
Monday, May 25, 2009
Just a little bit longer
Pizza party was great. I had 9 slices of pizza, a few mini sausage and 3 pieces of fried chicken. Starving the whole day just for this event was actually, worth it. Pizzas + drinks + chickens + sausages + games.
Students are actually playing Street Fighter, Rockband, Guitar hero, and Winning Eleven a day before the exam -__- yeap. I'm going to have my very first paper for this term.
Doll, her sister and silvy also joined the event. It started 30 minutes late actually because they were preparing things that im not sure with. It was nice to see Doll came over and after we filled up our stomach, I took her out for a walk and enjoy the wind under the dark sky filled with stars above us. We had our moments, chatted, and had fun tickling each other, and do stuff that we wanted to do together.
It is so nice that Doll finally explained to me things that she never wanted to tell me properly. At least now I understand whats going on in here head and problems that she went through. Yep, I know I'm the better person. I'm currently the best man there is for her. I hope it will last forever. Just a little bit longer and I'll be able to support her at every corner that she need now.
Just a little bit longer.
Students are actually playing Street Fighter, Rockband, Guitar hero, and Winning Eleven a day before the exam -__- yeap. I'm going to have my very first paper for this term.
Doll, her sister and silvy also joined the event. It started 30 minutes late actually because they were preparing things that im not sure with. It was nice to see Doll came over and after we filled up our stomach, I took her out for a walk and enjoy the wind under the dark sky filled with stars above us. We had our moments, chatted, and had fun tickling each other, and do stuff that we wanted to do together.
It is so nice that Doll finally explained to me things that she never wanted to tell me properly. At least now I understand whats going on in here head and problems that she went through. Yep, I know I'm the better person. I'm currently the best man there is for her. I hope it will last forever. Just a little bit longer and I'll be able to support her at every corner that she need now.
Just a little bit longer.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Don't know what title should I put
Yea seriously, I have no idea what title should I put for this post. =_=
Nothing much happened this week, except for the money-less season that me and my friends and darling have : completely broke. I have exactly RM10 until the next pocket money I will get from my mom which will be someday around this weekend and next week. Tomorrow there will be a Pizza Party organized by Emina Club, in conjunction with Daicon event next month. Nawnaw will be there also and I told her to be prepared for ultra weight gain coz I will force her to eat at least 20 slices of pizza :D just kidding darling, you know I won't do that to you.
Some of my friends do have love problem lately : 2 of them in which being haunted by their ex-girlfriends, another one had to take care of his ex after she caught in an accident and coma for 2 weeks, she's okay already which is a good thing.
Was supposed to stay over at darling's place but asked to stay at hostel instead ; save more money and I gonna have to stay over for a week long until hostel registration open. Saddened by the fact that I couldn't see her, and miss her terribly, excited over the fact the I will see her for the whole one week. Expect her to get a good rest while I'm around later, give her massage, help her do houseworks, keeping her company and shower much and lots of love on her.
She had things that she prefer not to tell me, and I respect her decision, I will not force you to tell me everything you got, but I do hope to be the person that you will share whatever problems you have, and difficulties, physically, mentally and spiritually. Upset because you didn't tell me, but it's not really a big problem, as long as we are happy together so what the hell :D
Miss you so much. I'm jealous to see couples walking around the campus, sharing their food and secrets while whispering in each others' ears, to see my friends smsing their loved ones, web-cam session with them, talk to them on the phone.
Wish we could do more than this.
I miss you so much :(
Sincerely,
Daniel Bryan Jangin
Nothing much happened this week, except for the money-less season that me and my friends and darling have : completely broke. I have exactly RM10 until the next pocket money I will get from my mom which will be someday around this weekend and next week. Tomorrow there will be a Pizza Party organized by Emina Club, in conjunction with Daicon event next month. Nawnaw will be there also and I told her to be prepared for ultra weight gain coz I will force her to eat at least 20 slices of pizza :D just kidding darling, you know I won't do that to you.
Some of my friends do have love problem lately : 2 of them in which being haunted by their ex-girlfriends, another one had to take care of his ex after she caught in an accident and coma for 2 weeks, she's okay already which is a good thing.
Was supposed to stay over at darling's place but asked to stay at hostel instead ; save more money and I gonna have to stay over for a week long until hostel registration open. Saddened by the fact that I couldn't see her, and miss her terribly, excited over the fact the I will see her for the whole one week. Expect her to get a good rest while I'm around later, give her massage, help her do houseworks, keeping her company and shower much and lots of love on her.
She had things that she prefer not to tell me, and I respect her decision, I will not force you to tell me everything you got, but I do hope to be the person that you will share whatever problems you have, and difficulties, physically, mentally and spiritually. Upset because you didn't tell me, but it's not really a big problem, as long as we are happy together so what the hell :D
Miss you so much. I'm jealous to see couples walking around the campus, sharing their food and secrets while whispering in each others' ears, to see my friends smsing their loved ones, web-cam session with them, talk to them on the phone.
Wish we could do more than this.
I miss you so much :(
Sincerely,
Daniel Bryan Jangin
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Cold, Warm. Cough.
It was hot in the day and raining in the night, caught a cold and hopefully its not swine flu -_-" read the news about Penang got attacked by the virus, hopefully it won't get any serious.
There goes the favorite food of non-muslim. Was thinking of having a nice a hot pot of bak kut teh but, fucking Americans came here and spread the disease.
Recently a friend of mine tagged me in a class photo. I was nice and i got myself into the nostalgic moment for a while, until I mentioned the offer which everyone knows (excluded the blog readers, sorry you don't have to know). Meh, didn't bother when it when I was told that I have been telling lies because I expected that earlier, but got a little disturbed when a good friend of mine in high school mentioned me using my girl as an excuse for going over. Yes it was, but please, don't rub it in man...
Oh wao I actually planned for Korea sinced 2005 that was a good long term planned :\ Japan some more. Anywhere else to go after this, Mexico? Finland? Gimme Mars, it's a good choice to go over maybe even migrate there, build a nice shack for shelter from meteor rain from outer space. I might need adamantine steel or hire either Chuck Norris or Batman to cover me up from any danger. Either one of them would round house a meteor back to mother Earth or fire rockets from Bat Mobile.
Girl, I never said I want to go Korea :\
rage in 3....2....1 ...
Yours Sincerely.
Daniel Jangin
ps : it's quite sad to get this from a, eventually someone who I actually trusted more than my friends in college.
There goes the favorite food of non-muslim. Was thinking of having a nice a hot pot of bak kut teh but, fucking Americans came here and spread the disease.
Recently a friend of mine tagged me in a class photo. I was nice and i got myself into the nostalgic moment for a while, until I mentioned the offer which everyone knows (excluded the blog readers, sorry you don't have to know). Meh, didn't bother when it when I was told that I have been telling lies because I expected that earlier, but got a little disturbed when a good friend of mine in high school mentioned me using my girl as an excuse for going over. Yes it was, but please, don't rub it in man...
Oh wao I actually planned for Korea sinced 2005 that was a good long term planned :\ Japan some more. Anywhere else to go after this, Mexico? Finland? Gimme Mars, it's a good choice to go over maybe even migrate there, build a nice shack for shelter from meteor rain from outer space. I might need adamantine steel or hire either Chuck Norris or Batman to cover me up from any danger. Either one of them would round house a meteor back to mother Earth or fire rockets from Bat Mobile.
Girl, I never said I want to go Korea :\
rage in 3....2....1 ...
Yours Sincerely.
Daniel Jangin
ps : it's quite sad to get this from a, eventually someone who I actually trusted more than my friends in college.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Whenever
I'll always be there
In the times you need.
When your heart shatters
I'll pick up the pieces.
When tears stream down from your eyes
I'll wipe it of with my kisses.
When you need a company
I'll be your teddy.
When your soul is empty
I'll make the love plenty.
Whenever you need me
Just give me a call
When the day is dull for you
I'll create a rainbow just for you
When everyone ignores you
I'll listen to you
When you asked why I love you
I couldn't respond at all
Now I know why.
Because your kindness reached my heart.
Because you trust me with all your heart.
I saw the inner beauty in you,
With my heart.
My eyes couldn't see what's invisible within you.
Because immediately my heart told me,
That I'm in love with you.
Yours Truly,
Daniel Bryan Jangin.
In the times you need.
When your heart shatters
I'll pick up the pieces.
When tears stream down from your eyes
I'll wipe it of with my kisses.
When you need a company
I'll be your teddy.
When your soul is empty
I'll make the love plenty.
Whenever you need me
Just give me a call
When the day is dull for you
I'll create a rainbow just for you
When everyone ignores you
I'll listen to you
When you asked why I love you
I couldn't respond at all
Now I know why.
Because your kindness reached my heart.
Because you trust me with all your heart.
I saw the inner beauty in you,
With my heart.
My eyes couldn't see what's invisible within you.
Because immediately my heart told me,
That I'm in love with you.
Yours Truly,
Daniel Bryan Jangin.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
3rd of May 2008
I just came back from Subang, my girl's place.
We actually gonna about what's going on between us, the night before that, she told me she wants to tell me about it when I come over to her place. I started to get worried and and had a bad feeling about what going on later.
Came to Subang straight reached her college because there were a photoshoot going on, but not for long. It was pretty fun for the girls and a little bit boring for the guys like me and Nik, maybe he was having fun? I don't know. Pris belanja us a meal over at Sakae Sushi, Subang Parade branch and there are huge changes in terms of service. No more okonomiyaki which was a favorite for me and Diana. I knew Pris was going to pay, I didn't eat as much as usual I do : eating more than RM60 of sushi.
So after that we took a walk little bit and went home. The night was normal, but we did talked a little bit about me being over possessive towards her and I kinda agreed about it.. I knew it was a mistake. So we slept together after that.
I woke up earlier than usual, and she was right next to me sleeping peacefully. I watched her and tuck her into the blanket and kissed her cheek. I think she knew I did that because she was smiling. When she woke up, we talked about what she was going to tell me last night.. and I realize that I was THIS close to lose her. It was like an arrow pierced my skin and went through in my heart. It was more like a disappointment towards myself.. suddenly it just came to me that I made the biggest mistake of all which is being over possessive.
She needed more room for herself to breath and I didn't give her the chance to do that.. I almost blew it off.. everything..now I got the chance to redeem myself back ; a chance for me to shower her with more love, much more that she could actually felt, even more, but doesn't mean that I have to keep an eye on her.. I was an idiot for being worried everytime she went out and talk with her friends and colleagues, especially the guys around her. I trusted her, but it wasn't enough. I shouldn't be jealous, they are the ones that should jealous of me, because I got to be with her and carry her around. If the guys would lay their hands on her, I know she will just kill them :D herself, litteraly.
I'm just glad that she appreciates me more than anything else. I knew this all along. I should put more trust on her. We're close to our destination... just a few miles ahead. The distance between us is just to make both of us stronger, it's another test of loyalty and faith. After we reached our destination, things will just be great!
"You're always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely"
And oh we did our own photoshoot session again, but there's no way I'm gonna show you bastards her pictures >:D
We actually gonna about what's going on between us, the night before that, she told me she wants to tell me about it when I come over to her place. I started to get worried and and had a bad feeling about what going on later.
Came to Subang straight reached her college because there were a photoshoot going on, but not for long. It was pretty fun for the girls and a little bit boring for the guys like me and Nik, maybe he was having fun? I don't know. Pris belanja us a meal over at Sakae Sushi, Subang Parade branch and there are huge changes in terms of service. No more okonomiyaki which was a favorite for me and Diana. I knew Pris was going to pay, I didn't eat as much as usual I do : eating more than RM60 of sushi.
So after that we took a walk little bit and went home. The night was normal, but we did talked a little bit about me being over possessive towards her and I kinda agreed about it.. I knew it was a mistake. So we slept together after that.
I woke up earlier than usual, and she was right next to me sleeping peacefully. I watched her and tuck her into the blanket and kissed her cheek. I think she knew I did that because she was smiling. When she woke up, we talked about what she was going to tell me last night.. and I realize that I was THIS close to lose her. It was like an arrow pierced my skin and went through in my heart. It was more like a disappointment towards myself.. suddenly it just came to me that I made the biggest mistake of all which is being over possessive.
She needed more room for herself to breath and I didn't give her the chance to do that.. I almost blew it off.. everything..now I got the chance to redeem myself back ; a chance for me to shower her with more love, much more that she could actually felt, even more, but doesn't mean that I have to keep an eye on her.. I was an idiot for being worried everytime she went out and talk with her friends and colleagues, especially the guys around her. I trusted her, but it wasn't enough. I shouldn't be jealous, they are the ones that should jealous of me, because I got to be with her and carry her around. If the guys would lay their hands on her, I know she will just kill them :D herself, litteraly.
I'm just glad that she appreciates me more than anything else. I knew this all along. I should put more trust on her. We're close to our destination... just a few miles ahead. The distance between us is just to make both of us stronger, it's another test of loyalty and faith. After we reached our destination, things will just be great!
"You're always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely"
And oh we did our own photoshoot session again, but there's no way I'm gonna show you bastards her pictures >:D
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Lost Contact
She's not around.
Contacted her phone, sms, calls, no respond.
I'm so worried right now.
I couldn't walk.
Wish I could, so I can go around look for her.
I wonder where is she now.
Im so worried.
Very worried.
Please bring her back home safe and sound.
Please God..
I only need to know that she is fine.
Contacted her phone, sms, calls, no respond.
I'm so worried right now.
I couldn't walk.
Wish I could, so I can go around look for her.
I wonder where is she now.
Im so worried.
Very worried.
Please bring her back home safe and sound.
Please God..
I only need to know that she is fine.
Random!
it's early in the morning... slept for about 2 hours and got up.
I had a freak injury yesterday. There was a friendly football game between Lanun and Spirulina FC and I voluntarily want to play for Lanun side. I don't have a boot to play, and so I borrowed them from a friend of mine who got himself subbed out of the game. It wasn't my size but amazingly my feet can squeezed into that tiny room. So I did some stretches and warmed up myself for the game by doing step runs. Accidentally, I sprained my ankle and twisted my knee a lil bit. I was down and out even before I could step my foot into the field! Instead of helping me out my friends we're practically rolled on the floor and laughed their asses off at me. Good friends indeed. I was groaning in pain and I smsed Diana about it. Immediately she called and surprisingly she laughed as well.
And so here am I updating my blog enduring the pain. My knee is fine for now, but the ankle is getting worse. Anyone who had the experience of sprained ankles should know when you woke up from your sleep, it swells really badly and it hurts till you couldn't stand up at all. I actually struggled myself out to the washroom myself without anyone's help...
I shouldn't have been there on the field to give support knowing that those monkeys would laugh it off. Lesson for the day : never wear an undersized footwear!
So exactly two weeks ago me and senyum, lomak baha, syam and natsu participated in CyberFusion 2009 event for the Longest LAN Party record for 40 hours. It actually made it through but we do nap for few seconds but then the marshalls caught us up red handed and gave us the motivation to go on to break the record.
300 gamers from all around the country took part, and 276 of us made it through. 14 people got disqualified mainly because of the fatigue and didn't sign in after they signed out for a break.
It was a great experience, but I was the most lucky person among my friends! I actually won a lot in the event. Lucky draw, my number was called out and got Orange box and some gifts for other sponsors. Participated in Counter Strike 1.6 5v5 mini tournament and won RM1000. Here's the picture :
Honestly said, it wasn't even a challenge. I was expecting a bit more of a good match, but the teams participated was quite easy to beat, because I'm playing with friends who haven't been playing for a long time. By using the CS: Source rules, we dominated the rest of the team by 10-0 and 10-4 victories. Imagine if PB was there, fiskan, Mario, and the guys who regularly playing matches with me, it would have been much easier. I mean, seriously...
.
taken from http://sipandamerah.blogspot.com/ >.
After for awhile then, we were told that there's going to be a Counter Strike 1.6 Frag Competition and the highest frag scorer win a Sapphire HD4650 graphic card. I didn't had a slightest clue about it until xeno actually put my name in the players list. It was a good chance to win something for my darling for her PC which I promised to built one for her. I made it through by using my experience in public servers playing on steam. It was an individual competition and I did some dirty tricks onto the players which were on my side ; team flash, smoke grenades, using them as shields xD! After 2 rounds during the CT side ( we were playing in d_inferno ) I noticed most of them went through the middle and alley. They completely forgot about carpet and house. I went there alone and did a backstab and kill most of the players to score highest frag. Of course I did some dirty tricks to whoever ran in front of me xD
I also got a AMD X4 Q9150e 1.8ghz processor as the reward of breaking the record. some other stuffs I hauled were a bag, some tattoo stickers, uberman face wash cream and gel/wax, key chains, and a certificate of acknowledgment.
Throughout the event as well I miss my darling Diana so much that on some occasion I couldn't concentrate at all. She hated the whole event itself because I couldn't come down to see her, and we haven't meet up for about a month 3 weeks long that time. But knowing that I already had her support and consent to play in the event, I kept up the spirit and go on with the record breaking, and so I did it together with the rest of 276 gamers! :D
Looking forward for CyberFusion 2010! Love my darling baby NawNaw alot! :D
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Jangin Agau
(deevon, king of kings)
I had a freak injury yesterday. There was a friendly football game between Lanun and Spirulina FC and I voluntarily want to play for Lanun side. I don't have a boot to play, and so I borrowed them from a friend of mine who got himself subbed out of the game. It wasn't my size but amazingly my feet can squeezed into that tiny room. So I did some stretches and warmed up myself for the game by doing step runs. Accidentally, I sprained my ankle and twisted my knee a lil bit. I was down and out even before I could step my foot into the field! Instead of helping me out my friends we're practically rolled on the floor and laughed their asses off at me. Good friends indeed. I was groaning in pain and I smsed Diana about it. Immediately she called and surprisingly she laughed as well.
And so here am I updating my blog enduring the pain. My knee is fine for now, but the ankle is getting worse. Anyone who had the experience of sprained ankles should know when you woke up from your sleep, it swells really badly and it hurts till you couldn't stand up at all. I actually struggled myself out to the washroom myself without anyone's help...
I shouldn't have been there on the field to give support knowing that those monkeys would laugh it off. Lesson for the day : never wear an undersized footwear!
So exactly two weeks ago me and senyum, lomak baha, syam and natsu participated in CyberFusion 2009 event for the Longest LAN Party record for 40 hours. It actually made it through but we do nap for few seconds but then the marshalls caught us up red handed and gave us the motivation to go on to break the record.
300 gamers from all around the country took part, and 276 of us made it through. 14 people got disqualified mainly because of the fatigue and didn't sign in after they signed out for a break.
It was a great experience, but I was the most lucky person among my friends! I actually won a lot in the event. Lucky draw, my number was called out and got Orange box and some gifts for other sponsors. Participated in Counter Strike 1.6 5v5 mini tournament and won RM1000. Here's the picture :
Honestly said, it wasn't even a challenge. I was expecting a bit more of a good match, but the teams participated was quite easy to beat, because I'm playing with friends who haven't been playing for a long time. By using the CS: Source rules, we dominated the rest of the team by 10-0 and 10-4 victories. Imagine if PB was there, fiskan, Mario, and the guys who regularly playing matches with me, it would have been much easier. I mean, seriously...
.
taken from http://sipandamerah.blogspot.com/ >.
After for awhile then, we were told that there's going to be a Counter Strike 1.6 Frag Competition and the highest frag scorer win a Sapphire HD4650 graphic card. I didn't had a slightest clue about it until xeno actually put my name in the players list. It was a good chance to win something for my darling for her PC which I promised to built one for her. I made it through by using my experience in public servers playing on steam. It was an individual competition and I did some dirty tricks onto the players which were on my side ; team flash, smoke grenades, using them as shields xD! After 2 rounds during the CT side ( we were playing in d_inferno ) I noticed most of them went through the middle and alley. They completely forgot about carpet and house. I went there alone and did a backstab and kill most of the players to score highest frag. Of course I did some dirty tricks to whoever ran in front of me xD
I also got a AMD X4 Q9150e 1.8ghz processor as the reward of breaking the record. some other stuffs I hauled were a bag, some tattoo stickers, uberman face wash cream and gel/wax, key chains, and a certificate of acknowledgment.
Throughout the event as well I miss my darling Diana so much that on some occasion I couldn't concentrate at all. She hated the whole event itself because I couldn't come down to see her, and we haven't meet up for about a month 3 weeks long that time. But knowing that I already had her support and consent to play in the event, I kept up the spirit and go on with the record breaking, and so I did it together with the rest of 276 gamers! :D
Looking forward for CyberFusion 2010! Love my darling baby NawNaw alot! :D
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Jangin Agau
(deevon, king of kings)
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Dilemma
It's two days before Cyber Fusion ; World's largest LAN Party event, and Malaysia’s bid to smash the Guinness world record of the longest LAN party with over 250 hardcore gamers taking part.
I didn't expect to get a slot until today because when I wanted to register, the slots were full and I was told that there is no way for me to get into the event unless 100 participants who got the slots pulled out from the event. So I made a promise with her that I would meet her up and stay over her place this weekend to spend the time with her, because last weekend my mother came down and I had to meet her instead.
Today I got a sms from Jali lyn.net saying that he got slots for me and my friends and asked if I'm still insterested. Of course I'm interested, but at the same time my girlfriend is the most important person in my life and I already promised her so many things but I turned them down, so I was thinking myself that at least right now I have to back out from the event and keep the promise. I can't break my promise but at the same time this is the once in a lifetime chance to break the world record, which is something, the only thing I'm good at which is playing games for 38 hours straight nonstop.
Right now I'm in a state of dilemma. I know she is important more than anything, but this is the chance that I might not able to grab anymore. At the same time, there is only one Diana Shannon Tho Wai Yin in this world. I'm not sure if she is supporting me to do this event, but I feel so indebted to her and her family ; she has been there for me at the times I need, she's always there for me when I'm in trouble. I feel so bad right now. She's having a bad mood today and probably don't feel like want to talk about it, I know and I can tell why. If I were to play in the event, I just need to know if she will support me from behind spiritually. I want to see her at least on Friday before I play but she said she's gonna work. Sunday after the event all she said she couldn't make it because of work in college. I'm not sure if she is avoiding me. Probably because she don't want to talk about it and not feeling good at the moment.
Dilemma is not a good thing. I'm loosing hair. That's fine. I just don't want to lose her, at any cost. I don't want this relationship to be bothered just because of this event. I love her very much.
I'm not sure if I'm going to play in the event or not event though I already sms Jali saying that I'll play. I'll see what I will do at the last minute.
:(
I didn't expect to get a slot until today because when I wanted to register, the slots were full and I was told that there is no way for me to get into the event unless 100 participants who got the slots pulled out from the event. So I made a promise with her that I would meet her up and stay over her place this weekend to spend the time with her, because last weekend my mother came down and I had to meet her instead.
Today I got a sms from Jali lyn.net saying that he got slots for me and my friends and asked if I'm still insterested. Of course I'm interested, but at the same time my girlfriend is the most important person in my life and I already promised her so many things but I turned them down, so I was thinking myself that at least right now I have to back out from the event and keep the promise. I can't break my promise but at the same time this is the once in a lifetime chance to break the world record, which is something, the only thing I'm good at which is playing games for 38 hours straight nonstop.
Right now I'm in a state of dilemma. I know she is important more than anything, but this is the chance that I might not able to grab anymore. At the same time, there is only one Diana Shannon Tho Wai Yin in this world. I'm not sure if she is supporting me to do this event, but I feel so indebted to her and her family ; she has been there for me at the times I need, she's always there for me when I'm in trouble. I feel so bad right now. She's having a bad mood today and probably don't feel like want to talk about it, I know and I can tell why. If I were to play in the event, I just need to know if she will support me from behind spiritually. I want to see her at least on Friday before I play but she said she's gonna work. Sunday after the event all she said she couldn't make it because of work in college. I'm not sure if she is avoiding me. Probably because she don't want to talk about it and not feeling good at the moment.
Dilemma is not a good thing. I'm loosing hair. That's fine. I just don't want to lose her, at any cost. I don't want this relationship to be bothered just because of this event. I love her very much.
I'm not sure if I'm going to play in the event or not event though I already sms Jali saying that I'll play. I'll see what I will do at the last minute.
:(
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Update lo....
As per request from my blog readers to update -___-"
Seriously I don't know what to update. Updating what I'm doing lately? What's going on about me? What am I doing now?
It's 2041 hour and guess what im doing? :3 picking my nose and shaking my legs. SO FREE!
Faisal brought in board games 2 weeks ago ; WoW Boardgame, Cluedo, Risk, and latest is Citadels. It's very hard to explain one by one on how to play the game, but to make it simple, the room is much hectic and so noisy than ever @_@ but it is much better than having an empty quiet room right? The least I have is fun and enjoyment while I'm so free and Diana is sleeping.
I'm suprise by the fact that total smses I sent daily to my girlfriend is 120 msgs per day ^_^" i didn't know that. Guess Diana also didn't expect the number.
Ok till the next update.
Regards,
Deevon,
The King of Kings
Seriously I don't know what to update. Updating what I'm doing lately? What's going on about me? What am I doing now?
It's 2041 hour and guess what im doing? :3 picking my nose and shaking my legs. SO FREE!
Faisal brought in board games 2 weeks ago ; WoW Boardgame, Cluedo, Risk, and latest is Citadels. It's very hard to explain one by one on how to play the game, but to make it simple, the room is much hectic and so noisy than ever @_@ but it is much better than having an empty quiet room right? The least I have is fun and enjoyment while I'm so free and Diana is sleeping.
I'm suprise by the fact that total smses I sent daily to my girlfriend is 120 msgs per day ^_^" i didn't know that. Guess Diana also didn't expect the number.
Ok till the next update.
Regards,
Deevon,
The King of Kings
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Good Times with Xenogears86
As some of you who are viewing my blog might not know what's going on Nazaruddin Hisyam (hope i spelt it correctly) or better known as Xenogears86 @ Ghost0 had ended his gaming career in MMU Cyberjaya as he graduated earlier due to some personal reasons. He will be working and lead a life as a working adult. Few minutes after this blog was updated, he was seen packing his belongings in the room and left two roommates in HB2AR1008 behind.
He was still smiling after cracking some jokes the night before he left.
He packed all his belongings except for some bottle of drinks under the bed and a chair on the wardrobe.
Xenogears is still the only dota player that I could work with, by supporting all his killlings in-game early of the game and he would needed me to stun / silent / mana burn / hex his preys to kill. Now, I have no idea who to support in-game. The rest of the players I know anywhere is either they are too good for me to support or their hands are tied up and confused what to do next or simply solo kings.
In Counter-Strike, he'd definitely give the best situation report and I was there to headshot the enemies when needed, or maybe even knife them.
Having lost a good in-game partner would also mean that playing online MMORPG left empty. Apart from being a gamer, he was also a good buddy to everyone and he would crack jokes together with us the crazy fellas. He would join up the wrestling party whenever we found ourselves a target to pile on our bodies on the poor fella.
What are the effects to the rest of the bastards that will hangout in my room ;
1. Less weight to worry about when you're getting pinned on the floor
2. No more "oi dota jom" phrase in the room to Law / Wauling whenever he steps into the room.
3. No more "ade sape2 nk kuar makan?" ym! mass message during the night time.
4. A new bed for Faisal but I think he will have second thoughts because Xenogears' bed reeks hard.
5. More space for me to do my assignments on the floor.
6. No more loud game musics or songs played from his speaker.
7. The room will be simply quiet at times.
Good Times Syam.
Maybe the spirit of -random Shadow Fiend (sf) before -ah in dota will be with you. HAHA!
Regards.
Deevon
King of Kings.
He was still smiling after cracking some jokes the night before he left.
He packed all his belongings except for some bottle of drinks under the bed and a chair on the wardrobe.
Xenogears is still the only dota player that I could work with, by supporting all his killlings in-game early of the game and he would needed me to stun / silent / mana burn / hex his preys to kill. Now, I have no idea who to support in-game. The rest of the players I know anywhere is either they are too good for me to support or their hands are tied up and confused what to do next or simply solo kings.
In Counter-Strike, he'd definitely give the best situation report and I was there to headshot the enemies when needed, or maybe even knife them.
Having lost a good in-game partner would also mean that playing online MMORPG left empty. Apart from being a gamer, he was also a good buddy to everyone and he would crack jokes together with us the crazy fellas. He would join up the wrestling party whenever we found ourselves a target to pile on our bodies on the poor fella.
What are the effects to the rest of the bastards that will hangout in my room ;
1. Less weight to worry about when you're getting pinned on the floor
2. No more "oi dota jom" phrase in the room to Law / Wauling whenever he steps into the room.
3. No more "ade sape2 nk kuar makan?" ym! mass message during the night time.
4. A new bed for Faisal but I think he will have second thoughts because Xenogears' bed reeks hard.
5. More space for me to do my assignments on the floor.
6. No more loud game musics or songs played from his speaker.
7. The room will be simply quiet at times.
Good Times Syam.
Maybe the spirit of -random Shadow Fiend (sf) before -ah in dota will be with you. HAHA!
Regards.
Deevon
King of Kings.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Doubted. Dissappointed.
Nothing much today. Nothing interesting. Woke up earlier today in the morning for Sunday Mass at St. Joseph Carmalite Chapel. After church we went back home instead of going for the usual breakfast right away nearby the fish market. We decided to have breakfast together with my sister and Erwan and we went to some Malay restaurant. After that, we went to e-Mart for grocery shopping.
Pina and Erwan will be going back to Kedah tomorrow together with their 4 months old son. I doubt I will see them anytime sooner. Hope things will be great ahead of them in the future :)
These are the main points for my blog today ;
I've thought so many things today, don't know why so many things suddenly ran through my mind. I didn't speak much today. Most of the time I kept quiet. Maybe because I know that, even though I talk, no one here would actually believe me or even bothers me. Whenever I talk to my parents, they would sit and stand still pretend that they didn't listen to anything, macam tiang or sort of. Even better, my dad clearly told me in front of my mom while he was driving that nobody would actually listen or believe in me again ever because according to what he said, I've lied to them so much already.
I don't bother actually. I've given up the hope that they will trust and believe to whatever I said and told them. I know myself best and they are people out there that trust me and believe on what I will tell them. I'm quite disappointed actually, my own father and my mother saying such thing. How could they doubt their own son? But never mind. There are more than 5 billion people around the globe, these are just two people.. I don't want to bother already.. they can say what ever they want as I know myself the best. Even better, it's good to save my breathe and voice to those who will listen to me and believe in me.
I wonder how will they treat me in the future.
Pina and Erwan will be going back to Kedah tomorrow together with their 4 months old son. I doubt I will see them anytime sooner. Hope things will be great ahead of them in the future :)
These are the main points for my blog today ;
I've thought so many things today, don't know why so many things suddenly ran through my mind. I didn't speak much today. Most of the time I kept quiet. Maybe because I know that, even though I talk, no one here would actually believe me or even bothers me. Whenever I talk to my parents, they would sit and stand still pretend that they didn't listen to anything, macam tiang or sort of. Even better, my dad clearly told me in front of my mom while he was driving that nobody would actually listen or believe in me again ever because according to what he said, I've lied to them so much already.
I don't bother actually. I've given up the hope that they will trust and believe to whatever I said and told them. I know myself best and they are people out there that trust me and believe on what I will tell them. I'm quite disappointed actually, my own father and my mother saying such thing. How could they doubt their own son? But never mind. There are more than 5 billion people around the globe, these are just two people.. I don't want to bother already.. they can say what ever they want as I know myself the best. Even better, it's good to save my breathe and voice to those who will listen to me and believe in me.
I wonder how will they treat me in the future.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Major changes in 2 years 6 months
I can't believe this.
This is me as dated on the picture.
This is me with Diana in Comic Fiesta last month ( my latest picture )
Goodness. I didn't know extra 10 kilograms would bring so much difference. O_o
This is me as dated on the picture.
This is me with Diana in Comic Fiesta last month ( my latest picture )
Goodness. I didn't know extra 10 kilograms would bring so much difference. O_o
Monday, January 12, 2009
The end of second semester of 2008 / 2009 in MMU Cyberjaya
Ahh...towards another end of the semester. Going home to Sarawak again, which is a good thing because I'm going back home. Meeting up with my parents and my sister, my brother in law, and I'm about to welcome my new family blood related, Dani, my nephew which is my sister's son.
Leaving things behind me in Cyberjaya here are my friends who have been my greatest company in my college. All the fun and hu-has that I'm going to miss with them for weeks, wait I'm not missing anything because each one of us are going through different path. Feels like I'm going to graduate and not being able to see them again, but I'm glad that I'm not yet graduated, which is something I don't think I should say.. ^___^""" of course I want to graduate! I want to leave college life and start to run my own business, my job, and my family. This year I'm 22 years old. Another step towards the adult life. Going through some hard and rough spices of life, being able to withstand all the pressure from work and managed to break everything with my own ability. Earn money and respect in the society and global humanity. Who wouldn't want to have all that? Unless that certain individual wants to be a nobody and sits at a corner begging for money instead of looking for a job to work, or he/she already gained all the wealth that inherited from his/her folks.
The hardest part for me when I leave Cyberjaya is my darling who is staying in Subang, Selangor, studying ADP Science Psychology and Communications ( correct me if im wrong baby )and she is about to start her semester this coming Tuesday. I'm so sad that I couldn't brought her along with me.. I wish I can pack her inside my bag and whenever I need her ( I always do ) I would just have to take her out from my luggage and snuggle on her, hug her, comfort her as well as myself and do all the lovey dovey stuff together in out own space... It's very hurtful so see her go in a car drove away by her dad who earlier sent me back to hostel from her place after a two nights stay over. I'm so glad that she is willing to wait for me for 3 weeks like she always did before this. May we have the strength to be strong while waiting time to passed before us and our love will be stronger than ever.
I love you Diana Shannon Tho Wai Yin aka silverpyro. I will see you again when I'm back to start my semester in 3 weeks. I hope you do have a good life with your family and your friends in college. Don't forget to brush your teeth and wash your face every morning.. don't forget to apply the tonic every night.. and spend your money accordingly on your budget and needs.. take care of mummy daddy and mun. Send my regards to them as well.
Love,
Daniel Bryan Jangin Agau
Yours Truly Baby Bubu Daniew =3
ps : I'll always meet u up online :3
Leaving things behind me in Cyberjaya here are my friends who have been my greatest company in my college. All the fun and hu-has that I'm going to miss with them for weeks, wait I'm not missing anything because each one of us are going through different path. Feels like I'm going to graduate and not being able to see them again, but I'm glad that I'm not yet graduated, which is something I don't think I should say.. ^___^""" of course I want to graduate! I want to leave college life and start to run my own business, my job, and my family. This year I'm 22 years old. Another step towards the adult life. Going through some hard and rough spices of life, being able to withstand all the pressure from work and managed to break everything with my own ability. Earn money and respect in the society and global humanity. Who wouldn't want to have all that? Unless that certain individual wants to be a nobody and sits at a corner begging for money instead of looking for a job to work, or he/she already gained all the wealth that inherited from his/her folks.
The hardest part for me when I leave Cyberjaya is my darling who is staying in Subang, Selangor, studying ADP Science Psychology and Communications ( correct me if im wrong baby )and she is about to start her semester this coming Tuesday. I'm so sad that I couldn't brought her along with me.. I wish I can pack her inside my bag and whenever I need her ( I always do ) I would just have to take her out from my luggage and snuggle on her, hug her, comfort her as well as myself and do all the lovey dovey stuff together in out own space... It's very hurtful so see her go in a car drove away by her dad who earlier sent me back to hostel from her place after a two nights stay over. I'm so glad that she is willing to wait for me for 3 weeks like she always did before this. May we have the strength to be strong while waiting time to passed before us and our love will be stronger than ever.
I love you Diana Shannon Tho Wai Yin aka silverpyro. I will see you again when I'm back to start my semester in 3 weeks. I hope you do have a good life with your family and your friends in college. Don't forget to brush your teeth and wash your face every morning.. don't forget to apply the tonic every night.. and spend your money accordingly on your budget and needs.. take care of mummy daddy and mun. Send my regards to them as well.
Love,
Daniel Bryan Jangin Agau
Yours Truly Baby Bubu Daniew =3
ps : I'll always meet u up online :3
Sunday, January 4, 2009
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