days

how did i forget how much i love love love this song.

n o v e m b e r

✝  d i a m o n d s  ✝ 

✝  l o v e  ✝

✝

15 dec 2010

two of my very favorites beings, gone in one day.

hold /// sick

still...

( after all these years )

vali

( vali, witch of positano )

mercy

♥ from bird's collection of muses

black moods/moon

preeeeeecisely the same mood, nearly three years to the day.

( things we never did )

( love comes close )

everything changing will unchange again

things aren't all so tangible and sayable as people would usually have us believe; most experiences are unsayable, they happen in a space that no word has ever entered...

r m rilke

+ les sorcières

vexations

.ad nauseam.

(will you still) love me (tomorrow)

♥ ... your cheatin' h e a r t

you like to tell me of your dreams.

p e t i t m a l ✟ p o s s e s s e d

+ goodbye horses

forever + ever

(again + again)

p h a n t a s m e s

+ also

i'm gonna turn on you
before you turn on me

aleksandra of meine heart

+ aleksandra waliszewska .... absolutely fucking brilliant + beyond

it's hard to remember
... it's hard to forget ...

2009 so far

x black tights
x black sabbath
x blackberries in champagne
x sleeeeeeeeeeep, lots of sleep

where the woodbine twineth by davis grubbs

where the woodbine twineth by davis grubbs is one of my favorite stories of all time + forever (his night of the hunter too of course) ... and if i ever have a daughter i will name her eva.

the hitchcock episode haunted me for years since childhood until i eventually found a bootleg copy ... but now look, it's here even.

x

oh but yes

(keeps getting removed. clip here)

elegy for moss land

+ ghosts along the mississippi

doppelgänger

the witch can be in two places at once

+ supernature

+ mind control

+ (some of) my diary songs from the past; part one

seriously

+ i'm having a fucking heart attack.

+ previous heart attacks.

m

beelated wishings (until more-midsummer)

oh
summertime
dizzy spells
still -
the full moon + the mississippi
ice cold champagne + creme de violette
rose petal witch hazel
black ribbons
cold showers
sleepmasks
+ such

maybe it won't kill me.

it's a pretty day to die.

the pain and the creeping feeling
little black-haired girl

+

ladislaw + lotte

equal night

lately, quite broken.



(and then suddenly everything changes)