Kalau korang nak tau..

Tiap2 hari aku bukak blog.
Tiap2 hari aku baca blog korang
Tiap2 hari aku draft aku punya post, kekdg sampai 2-3 post sehari.

But...

I myself dono why aku tak publish2 post aku..
Nanti2 lah kot..
Perhaps today aku bengong.. aku publish semua sekali..
Juling la biji mata korang nak baca.. (mcm ler korang baca eh?)

But for now..

I am sleepy. Sebab aku bangun pukul 3.30 am. Kol 4 keluar rumah hantar mr p ke lcct. Flight dia gi HK kol 7. by 7 am tadi aku dah tercegat kat ofis. Ingat kot boleh tido jap dgn aman. Alih2 kol 7.30 cleaner dah dtg switch on semua lampu, gedebuk gedebak dok mengemas ofis…

Kacau mimpi aku dgn patrick dempsey okehhhh…
Ehh.. baru few hours mr p pegi dah main kayu tiga dgn patrick dempsey muehehehhe..

But seriously..
Mcm mana aku nak survive this whole week ni? Ni baru seminggu.. dulu dia pernah mention kalau dia kena keje jauh mcm mana? Like few mths ke.. aku dgn eksyen nya cakap.. tak pe la.. tak de hal..

Berlagak tak hengat!!!

Ni baru nak pegi seminggu.. aku dah menggelupur. He spent the last weekend ’preparing’ me.. like repair kereta apa yg patut.. make sure rumah semua ok, tak de yg rosak. GPS semua dah ok.. yada yada.

Then this morning nak ke lcct, berkali2 dia remind aku jalan mana aku patut ikut nanti nak balik ke ofis.. bukan takat this morning.. since semlm lagi.. siap print google map kat aku..

Suddenly aku rasa I am so hopeless and so spoiled and so dependent on him.
I miss my mr p oredi lah.. :(
*nak nangis*

can you please not story

as i posted before, aku tgh mengkhatam mengmarathon GA season 4.

while mr p dah habis season 5.

pas tu korang tau apa dia buat?

dia buleh kejut aku tgh mlm pukul 2-3 pagi lepas habis khatam season 5 (and 1st episode of season 6.. yeah u know apa yg dia story kat aku)

"GEORGE dah mati!!!

aku yg tgh mamai2.. "huh.. ye la"  agak tekejut tapi sbb mengantuk mengatasi segala2nya.. tak de la rasa apa lagi kan...

and i think like 2 days after kot (ke next day) baru aku tingat and tanya dia balik "eh u cerita kat i eh george mati?"

damn!! kenapa aku teringat??

why why why!!!!

maka terpaksa la mr p bercerita kat aku wat hepen.. cittt.. menusuk kalbu siot kesedihannya.. mr p yg konon tak beremosi sgt pun buleh admit yg dia sedih. aku rasa kalau aku tgk sendiri mau berkodi2 air mata kuar tuh.

kalau tak de org cerita lagi best oiiiiii...

mr p said " i kena cerita jugak.. sbb sedih sgt"

sabo je la kannn...

eh... aku tercerita kat korang eh? muahahahhahaha

Who's the boss?

My toe is slowly recovering, tqvm.

Last nite went to Pavillion (bley lagik jalan tuh), masuk Harvey Norman then Balqis sat on this chair kunun2 tgh tengok tv. Then I told her..

Me: Fullamak.. adik nampak mcm big boss lahh... cuba dancing sket..
Balqis: Mana boleh..boss don't dance!
Me: Oh..then what does a boss do?
Balqis: Ask people to do work
Me: Work like wat?
Balqis: Work like you do lah!!

ohhh..clever little girl.. kecik2 dah tahu jobscope boss!

u know.. our Mr Photographer.. is constantly curik attention Balqis. In the car, he will ask balqis, siapa balqis paling sayang, siapa lagi itu, siapa lagi ini, in which each question balqis will have to answer either mummy or daddy. So bila Balqis answer mummy.. he will say.."alaaa..i want to go home lah.." or "alaa.. i will go holiday alone lah..." and si balqis pun cepat2 answer.. "ehh.. takk..daddy.. daddy..."

chaisssss....

paling best Mr photographer cakap "saper nak ikut daddy pergi holiday tak leh kawan mummy" and balqis pun dgn bangga nya cakap.."ok..kita jgn kawan mummy kay?"

woooo..skang tak mo kawan mummy lah?? kunun...podahh..

hehehe.. but seriously.. both of them are so cute..

last saturday balqis keluar dgn abah nya.. and once she came back, terus dia melompat kat daddy nya and i heard she asked "are u sad?" the rest i did not hear, i'm assuming she asked the daddy if he misses her..

shweetttt eh?

my darlingsss

i love this photo so much..

taken in 2006 (or is it 2005?) during our outing to genting with sham and liza (they are getting engaged soon!!).

u know..sometimes I feel mcm belum kawin..

and my photographer also admitted this.. we think maybe we knew each other oredi, so, this far no surprises..tak tahu ler in future cemana..

ada few times when we came back home and saw no one kat rumah, we like. “alahh. tak de org kat rumah, camne nak masuk nih?” u see.. dulu2 b4 kawin, kalau dia dtg rumah and tak de org, obviously dia tak masuk la kan? so we would pening kepala fikir mana nak pergi while waiting org balik rumah.. skang ni.. lupa la plak dah kawin.. masuk jer la kan? tak de org lagik best huahuahuahuahuahuahhau

while packing my stuff harituh, aku dgn sedapnyer pack brg aku sorang.. baju aku, toiletries aku.. itu ini semua aku punya.. cam heran sat.. eh.. mamat ni apsal buat dek jer..dlm hati aku dah bertanya2..”eh u ni..tak mo pack baju u ke?”

lupa la plak aku bini dia!!! aku ler kena pack baju dia.. isskkk.. haru.. haru.. lupa kejap tanggungjawab hehehheheheh

skang solat pun jemaah.. besttt.. paling best klu balqis join sekali… so after solat, balqis will salam cium tgn both of us.. then my turn to salam cium tgn suami la plak.. upon seeing this.. balqis gelak sakan!!! I said “whattt??” u know what balqis said?

“mummy!!! that is soooo cute!!! hahahahhaha…”

heh?? cute? me salam cium tgn photographer pun cute ek? lawak la nko ni balqis..

anyway the princess still adjusting herself calling photographer “dad” now she still calls him uncle am, which is logic la takes time nak tukar.. sekian lama panggil uncle am, takkan nak terus tukar ye dak?

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our convocation ceremony is next week (25th August). tak sabar rasanya nak graduate dgn husband.. tapi sebelum nak convo ni mcm2 la plak kena buat. tapi tak per.. nak grad punya pasal.. sanggup ler go thru benda2 yg meng hangin kan aku..

we have to pay RM120 for robe rental fee. nak bayar tu.. kena guna either money order, banker's cheque or deposit duit dlm bank muamalat. then bawak slip, baru boleh ambik robe.

so i tot of deposit money via maybank2u jer la.. tak kose la akak nak menapak gi bank muamalat or post office la plak kan? technology ada.. pakai ler..

tapi aku pk baik ler aku tepon dulu universiti kesayangan aku nih, nak konfem kalau aku kasik slip yg print from maybank2u leh dak.. buatnyer tak bley.. naya jer..

so aku pon tepon ler..

aku: elo.. nak tanya, kalau saya bayar thru m2u, transfer duit ke bank muamalat, print resit bayaran from m2u leh dak?
org tu: tak bley! tak bley! maybank kita tak terima!
aku: tahu... saya bukan bayar kat maybank.. saya guna maybank2u utk transfer duit ke bank muamalat, pas tu print resit dari situ..
org tu: pergi bank muamalat jer la cik... kita tak galakkan lah pakai maybank2u nih..
me: oh..kenapa ye.. tak galakkan pakai m2u?
org tu: mmg policy kita..

lawak tol la policy nkorang.. dah ada teknologi elok2.. nak jugak suruh org buat manual ek? kisah ni belum habis ye hadirin sekalian.. ada lagik lawak jenaka hari jumaat..

me: kalau saya pergi bank mualamat, thari ni tutup, saya masuk pakai cash deposit boleh?
org tu: tak bley!!! kena gi counter jugak!
me: apsal plak? skang mana ada org deposit duit kat counter... sumer pakai machine jer..
org tu: bukan apa, kita takut slip tu tak clear.. kalau nak jugak kena make sure printing tu clear..

camner tuh?? nanti aku cakap kat mesin tu soh print clear2 ek?? i dunno abt bank muamalat..but i know other banks charge few ringgit if u deposit thru counter..mesti diorang soh pakai mesin punya!

nanti ye.. lom abih lagik citer aku..

me: okayyy... so kalau saya buat banker cheque boleh la kan?
org tu: bank muamalat jer cik!!!
me: tahu ler.. kalau deposit saya masuk dlm bank muamalat la.. tapi skang saya nak buat banker's cheque.. maybank punya boleh la kan? (aku rasa sah2 org tu tak tahu pun amenda m2u, cash deposit machine and banker's cheque)
org tu: tak bley tak bley!!!

papppp.. org tu letak tepon!!!

ada ka patut dia letak tepon? ba alif ngang btul...

My husband

apa ye aku nak cerita pasal mr. photographer nih?

kitorang kenal each other since 2004 time buat MBA. i remembered our first conversation, masa tu duduk sebelah2 dlm class. tanya2 nama, tinggal mana, kerja mana.. etc.. tu jer la..

then masa tu aku selalu study kat canteen UIA mlm2 dgn my other classmate, azwan. time tu i recalled seeing him, abg man and sham pun selalu jugak study situ, so i occasianally joined them studying. i remembered we tukar2 no tepon masa tuh.. but still masa tu tak de apa2 pun..

then nak dekat raya, i remembered we sat next to each other dlm class.. he was telling me dia raya mana etc.

masuk second semester, we exchanged YM id, and started chatting with each other occasionally..

i remembered in Feb 05, i went to Kuantan for holiday. time tuh, we started sms-ing each other.. i still remember one of his sms "hey u.. bila nak balik ni? the whole KL is missing u lah!" heheh.. KL miss me ke u miss me kuang kuang kuang..

balik from kuantan, he asked me out.. teeheheheheh.. our first movie was SEPET. our second date if im not mistaken was with Balqis, pergi megakidz kat midvalley. then lepas tu we became closer.. almost every week ada movie outing, and our feveret dinner place was roti naan and tandoori at pelita jalan ampang.

lagi sibuk study, lagi rapat we became. both of us switched our specialization to finance. we started doing assignments, group projects, study for exams sama2.

yada yada yada yada....

sampailah ke 11 May 2007 when he proposed...hehehhe...sori ye kalau nak termuntah baca post jiwang karatz aku nih....

so we decided to get married...

so here we are.. married... finally.. syukur..

i can't remember exactly the point where i fell in love with him.
u see.. we started as friends.. i guess.. the feelings dtg sikit2..with every little things that he does.. tu yg buat aku sayang sgt kat dia..

yg buat aku amazed is how he can accepts me as who i am, and how he can love balqis like his own daughter..

he helped balqis wrote her first alphabet..
he taught balqis to memorize my handphone number..
he helped balqis complete her homework if i am too busy..

when balqis went out with his mother and tak balik2 fo few hours, he will be the one asking me "eh.. u tak risau ke balqis nih belum balik2?"

when balqis asyik nak termuntah he will be the one worried bagai nak rak siap nak pergi specialist..

and he treats us like we are the most important people in his life.

so tell me.. how can i not fall in love with him?

His birthday

Today (17 July) is Mr Photographer's birthday.

Happy birthday to youuuuuu
Happy birthday to youuuuuu
Happy birthday to Mr Photographerrrrrrrr
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuu

We had small celebration last nite with my family. Paling best, mak aku yg suggest.."eh.. jom la buat surprise!" perrghh.. pandai btul ambik hati bakal MIL.. sampai mak aku yg organize the makan2... heheheh.. timasih mak..

Balqis made him a card.. of course.. aku ler yg tulung belikan kertas, cut it etc, but she did the writing herself!

to YOU..

Wishing a very Happy Birthday.. semoga diberkati umur dan dimurahkan rezeki, Insya Allah.

Thank you, for everything..
for being with us,
for loving us,
for making us happy
and for complementing our lives.

We love u..

Balqis and Mama..