Dili ma gayod matungkad

Gi anod anod sa huyuhoy sa hangin sa kawanangan.


Ang kinaibuturan sa akoang diwa,dili ma tungkad sa ka lalom.


Mura og balon,malunod ka kong imong pugson og salom.


Og ako imong gi kataw-an.
Ang karma dili magsaba.


Ikaw nahulog sa dalan na matunok.
Ang dugo na ning,agos ning hugas sa sala na imong gibuhat.


Ipadala na lang sa imabaw ang akoang mensahe.
Ikaw ako gihapong ginapasalamatan sa imong walay pulos na buhat.

Kay ikaw ngbilin og mensahe,miski ikaw tao na dautan.
aron ang mga taong nabilin mahimong matarong.

Melancholy

Melancholy is depression, sadness or a feeling of gloom and doom. It's also a state of mind making some people feel as though they are incapable of enjoying the pleasures life has to offer.

The clouds and the trigger

Walking into the mist of cloudy day,
the light that can't see,

Attempted to jump,into the nowhere again.
Afraid to leave my love ones behind.
...
Need you to ignite the trigger you put in my head.
To rest peacefully forever in lights of clouds.
-Angie Maestrado

I LEARNED TOO..... :-)

I learned to forgive because I also have shortcomings & imperpections.

I learned to forgive because life is too short to be bitter & angry.

Lastly, I learned to forgive because it is the only way for me to move forward. :-)

THANK YOU ALMIGHTY FATHER!

I already learn my lesson.

THANK YOU SO MUCH ALMIGHTY FATHER!

For making me realize that.

You given me more BLESSINGS everyday.

All I have to do,is keep my TWO eyes wide open and AWAKE.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

KHODAYA SHOKRET!

stitches and burns by fra lippo lippi

People say that I'm a fool
Well I don't know
At least I found out
what it takes to be strong
I was dreaming all day long
A drifting cloud
With eyes wide open
I would choose not to see

*Now I don't want
to see you anymore
Don't want to be the one
to play your game
Not even if you smile
your sweetest smile
Not even if you beg me
darling please

Say good morning to the world
I hope you like it
take good care of all those

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/stitches-and-burns-lyrics-fra-lippo-lippi.html ]

things that we have
I've been looking for a way
for to long now
seems like everything
must come to an end

*repeat

Time after time
nothing that I can do
Knowing your ways
and loving your ways
But not getting through at all
Day after day
leaving the past behind
Coming to terms
with stitches and burns and
Learning to fly again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo3Xd_x_hSk

Peaceful Warrior's Way-Peaceful heart,Warrior Spirit

By: Dan Millman

The purpose: Evolution     
 We don't just seek happiness; we seek meaning,connection,and purpose.We aren't here just to succeed or fail,or to win or lose,we are here to learn,to evolve,and finally, to awaken.

The Arena: Daily Life
Earth is a Divine school; Daily life is our classroom. The challenges we face in relationship, family, health, work, and finances are the spiritual weights we lift in order to strengthen our Spirit.

The Time: Now
 The past and future are nice places to visit,but we are don't want to live there. Now is the moment of silence, the moment of truth, of reality, of sanity. Past and future are illusion - memory and imagination.

The Method: Action
I don't want ask you feel courageous or confident or loving or peaceful or happy; just behave that way; you don't have to wait for the right thoughts or feelings. Just do it!

It begin on the ground:
Strong roots help a tree to bear fruit; the same is true of a human being. Magical thinking is popular; always has been. But  Reality rules. Observe and listen to nature's whisper and all will be well.

It starts where you are:
You are a peaceful warrior in training. No special status or abilities are needed. Where you are right now is the perfect place to be. Life , which brought you to where you are, is your initiation. The way is open.

It works at every level:
This way is founded upon spiritual ( or universal) laws. They apply to every facet of life - body, minds, emotions; health relationsip, career - flesh and spirit. Head in the clouds, feet on the ground.

Qoutes # 1

The heart feels what the eyes cannot see 

and what the mind will never understand.

I foreigner own the name of Davao City Living

As I surf to Live in the Philippines I landed in Jaws blog. 

 

Sad to say I foreigner own the name of Davao City Living.

It's suppose to be a Filipino who will love and own the beauty of the name and our City.

But in other side,I'm happy because even though he is not pure Filipino He love My Birthplace.

Just read his post...You learn and be curios about Davao City Philippines. ENJOY READING!!!

INTERVIEW WITH AL (My Dad) 

Posted by: Jawz on: October 25 2010 • Categorized in: Jawz

As I have mentioned in my 'My Dad in Davao City' blog posts, Part One, Part Two, and Part Three, my dad came to visit me here in Davao City from October the 10th to the 15th. After he arrived back in the States, I sent him a message on Facebook asking him questions of what he thought of Davao. Here's the interview:

INTERVIEW WITH AL (DAD)

I enjoyed the friendliness of the Philippine people. I enjoyed the city life for a visit, but I could not live in the hectic atmosphere all of the time. Traffic is very chaotic, but at times that could be fun. Davao is a very safe city; good security. I never felt in danger except on some taxi rides. Finding food, clothes, etc., is no problem with the modern malls. I enjoyed the diverse retail at the malls. I enjoyed the street stores (Aldevinco) also. I felt sad for the street people, especially the young children out on dangerous street, and the young mothers with babies out begging. I enjoyed the parks and tourist attractions. The beach areas are great with very clear waters. Most places had clean updated bathrooms, but some did not have toilet paper, so bring your own. I also enjoyed how inexpensive everything is, and good public transportation.

-Al

JAWZ: What were some major cultural differences you noticed?
AL: For the most part, the Philippine people are friendly and extend a very positive attitude. The city of Davao is very crowded, active, and a bit noisy with all the traffic. However, it is very enjoyable. Be prepared for chaotic traffic, but the taxi, jeepney, and trike rides can be enjoyable. I would not try to drive in this traffic, you cannot hesitate. It was interesting of how very young people would be out on the streets late in the evening. I felt sadness for the street people since it appears there is a lack of a charity system like we have in the States. There is a great diversity of food that can be enjoyed, but look out if you have a weak stomach, especially be careful about getting food from the street vendors.
JAWZ: Which was your favorite coffee shop that we visited? (*Note: We visited Chicco di Caffe, Karlo's Gourmet & Coffee, Bo's Coffee Club, Kangaroo Coffee Company, Bluegre Coffee, and Kopi Roti)
AL: I really enjoyed all of the coffee houses. Jack's Ridge (Karlo's Gourmet & Coffee) provided the most beautiful scenery. In town I was most comfortable at Bo's with easy access to Wi-Fi. I enjoyed them all.
JAWZ: What did you think of Filipino food? (*Note: Dad had pancit, buchi, Filipino BBQ chicken, atsara, chicharap, halo-halo, palamigs, sweet & sour fish, ube bread, and many more)
AL: Philippine food is quite diverse; from bland to spicy, from usual to exotic. I didn't have anything that I totally disliked. I really enjoyed the family meal at your girlfriend's house, and I enjoyed the eatery at your dorm. You had me eating so much that I can't remember the names of all of the foods.
JAWZ: What did you think of the Halo-Halo
AL: Halo-Halo is a dose of heaven. I wish we had that in the States.
JAWZ:  What did you think of the local fruits? (*Note: Dad had lanzones, rambutan, durian, and mangosteen preserves)
AL: The fruits I sampled were delicious, however, the durian was complex and I think you must acquire a taste for it. The smell [of the durian] for me is like fruit in the garbage bin that has been there for more than a day, and the taste was the same; sweet but soured. That is why I believe you must acquire a taste for it.
JAWZ: What did you think of some of t he places you visited?
AL:

• Jack's Ridge- Beautiful setting, very relaxing, good restaurants and coffee. Great place to go and relax.
• Shrine of the Holy Infant Jesus of Prague- Beautiful Catholic shrine. Beautiful gardens, and great place to meditate.
• Davao Seawall- Beautiful setting, place to walk, and relax.
• San Pedro (City Hall & the Cathedral)- In the city, good architecture, more hectic.
• Peoples's Park- Beautiful gardens, sculptures, relaxing, but still in the city.
• Ramon Magsaysay Park- Beautiful setting, problem with street people begging, good place to walk.
• Davao Crocodile Park- Great place to take pictures of animals, walk, and relax.
• Aldevinco Shopping Center- Great place to purchase Asian gift items. Great if you like to haggle on prices.
• Blue Jaz- Great seaside resort, food, drink, relax by the beautiful ocean, waterside, etc.

-

Although I didn't get to have time to do a face-to-face interview with my dad, I did capture him on camera of what he thought about the durian. So I'd count this video as an answer to if I asked the question "What did you think of the durian fruit?". This video also captures the moment of my dad eating it.

One of My Invent Graphics.....YEHEY! CONGRATS for ME!

About My Blog Header....

I really LOVED this photo..
Shot in Tagum City.
By visiting a long time friend...
tanim bahay nila ito...
Planted in clay pot.

This is my blog header...

Now been improve.....
You can see the before and after....

Before...

After...

Reflection.....
The lesson I've learn....
Time goes by....
You really improve and grow-up...
Learning new things in life....
That's make life worth to live-in....
If you see yourself,improving and growing... ^_^


Thank you LORD sa talent na Pinagkaloob nyo po sa akin....^_^
This is a real talent,coz I learn it from self-teaching,self-exploring,and by observing...
And I want to improve,enhance it more.....

I ask this ALL in the NAME of OUR ALMIGHTY GOD....AMEN!!!

My Personality Plus Result.

SUPRESS EMOTION!!!!

I HATE RULES! I HATE RULES! I HAVE RULES! You DON"T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DICTATE WHAT WILL I GONNA DO! YOUR NOT REALLY HELPING ME! YOU CANCELING MY OWN TRUE POTENTIAL! THE TRUE LEADER KNOWS HOW TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE'S OWN PERSPECTIVE (INDIVIDUALITY)... DON'T PRE-JUDGE ME! YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT! EVEN YOUR OWN SELF YOU CAN'T DISCIPLINE! DISCIPLINE  YOUR SELF 1ST! DON'T INSIST TO ME WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO! YOUR ONLY MY FRIEND BUT,IT'S NOT NECESSARILY I FOLLOW WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO! YOUR NOT REALLY HELPING ME AT ALL!!!!! DON'T SAY YOU MISS ME BECAUSE...YOU ONLY MISS WHAT YOU CAN GET FROM ME!!!! YOU ARE SUCH A USER!!!! KAYA WALA KANG MGA KAIBIGAN NA NAGTATAGAL! MASYADO KANG MAYABANG NA WALA NAMANG PINAGYAYABANG!!!! DI KA NGA NAKAPAGTAPOS ANG YABANGG MO! HOW MUCH MORE IF NAKATAPOS KA PA! EWAN KO NA LANG! PAGDATING SA AKIN DON'T MESS-UP WITH ME!!! KAHIT GAANO AKO KAPASINSYOSA NAPUPUNO DIN AKO! I HAVE NO OBLIGATION WITH YOU TO TAKE CARE OF!!!! DON'T OVER USE MY GENERIOSITY AND KINDNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY HEART ALREADY SPOKEN!!!! IT'S REALLY TO MUCH TO BEAR!!!!!

ALMIGHTY FATHER IKAW NA PO ANG BAHALA SA KANYA NA MAGBAGO SYA PAGDATING SA AKIN!!!!

*****YOU ARE MY ALL IN ONE******



This Drawing of mine is almost 13 years of Age....

******YOU ARE MY ALL IN ONE******

Before you became My lover.

Your my friend...

My adviser...

My brother...

My big criticizer...

My inspiration...

My silent watcher...

My hero in shining armor...

Time tested our friendship...

We been through a lot...

We shared pain,hatred,silence,echoes of life, etc...

We shared unbelievable things...

Beyond words can't describe...

And other people can't understand...

But only the two of us can do...

We been into silence...

Mute silent mouth...

Just being in the moment of companionship...

That make us turn into bestfriends...

We understand more each other...

And then...

We shared more tears...

We shared more problems...

We shared more empty stomach...

That makes our friendship more stronger...

Then time pass by...

We develop more feelings to each other...

Our Friendship go deeper...

Our love go stronger...

We become LOVERS...

Now it's another journey of our lives...

But still the feeling of friendship remains...

We been through a lot...

But still hoping that we should love each other forever...

I love you My Friend...

My Best Friend...

My Boyfriend...

My Lover...

And I know you LOVE me so much too...

Thank you for the Friendship...

Thank you for the care...

Thank you for the companionship...

Thank you for the comfort...

And most especially Thank you for the LOVE.

You are my all in ONE.

And the only ONE.

Love you Maw.

My on the spot composition.
September 29,2009
Around 2:00pm

Life's Journey: No change for the P500 bill~

Life's Journey: No change for the P500 bill~: "

I'm Thankful to GOD and I'm PROUD of Myself...
that I can inspired other people in different ways...
Just read this short story...
A very funny but memorable experience of mine...
that will touch your heart and inspired you...
No matter situations you have, there is a reason behind it...

The beginning of two different individuals but yet shared something in common in life...

That something in common is...
just to show whats in our heart in stored....^_^
Happy Reading...

Just click the link Here....

Looking forward....

I'm looking forward for tomorrow... I know after tomorrow a new window of my life will be open.

I need your support for this project...

Reflection

Ang hirap pala....Ang hirap pala if napapagod ka na.

Napapagod ka nang gumising sa araw-araw.

Pakiramdam mo wala nang meaning ang buhay mo.

Bawat araw ay lagi na lang pasakit sayo.

Laging dinadasal sa Maykapal na tapusin na ang paghihihrap mo.

Na ang may gawa ay ikaw rin.

Nakakapagod.....

Pero may magsasabi na wala kang karapatang mapagod.

Wala kang karapatang mglekramo.

Wala kang karapatang sumuko.

Dahil marami pang nangangailangan sayo.

Marami ka pang dapat tapusin na mga gawain.

Di pa tapos ang purpose ng iyong buhay sa mundong ito.

Andito lang ako sa iyong tabi.

Kung nasasaktan ka...mas nasasaktan ako dahil Anak kita.

Pinakakamamahal kong Anak.

Kailan man di kita iniwan...

Ikaw lang ang nakakalimot tumawag sa akin....

HOLY

*GOD*

I LOVE YOU FOREVER...

My bestfriend..

My Lover My friend...

My Hero...My Savior...

Comforter...

This words is not only in words...But in the reality his my Bestfriend,my lover,my hero,my savior...For so many times a fall his always there for me to give me comfort...

He understand me always...
All my weaknesses...
My strength...

His always there for me...
All this years...
The only problem is...
I don't give him that much value...
DAMN of Me...

His the reason why I'm fighting back again to life...
I want to LIVE again....

I LOVE YOU FOREVER....
Farzin...

I'm Happy

I'm HAPPY to be with you always...
I'm HAPPY that you LOVED me...
I'm HAPPY that you miss me always...
I'm HAPPY the little things you always do...
You are such a sweet person...
I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so MUCH...

I want to SHOUT to the WORLD how much I LOVE YOU
and HOW MUCH you LOVED me too...

I WANT YOU TO BE MINE FOREVER...
LET BE HAPPEN...
BY GOD'S GRACE...

Unconditional LOVE from My Sister Jenny...

I was TOUCHED by the picture and the message of my sister...

posted in her facebook...click here...

(she's the one who took the picture,and the flower is her own planted flower).

I'm so proud of My Ate...)

"For my sister ANGIE,I LOVE YOU.
Angie, life is good just open up your heart,
open your mind and forget the past.
Be happy and pray always..."

(My interpretation of the picture My sister took.
I'm the wild butterfly,in the flower...
Transform in the right time).


My heart was so touch...
Despite of all the failures that I've done in my life.
And disappointing my sister...
You still forgive and Love me unconditionally...
Your is the BEST SISTER in the Whole World for Me.
You sacrifice a lot for me,for us,for our family...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ATE.
If I could declare a HAPPY SISTERS DAY!
I will do it...
And the date of that Day?
The day that my Loving sister born...

for you Ate...

Your the BEST SISTER in the whole world...
You still LOVE and Forgive me...
Despite of my weaknesses...
I'm not here where I am with out you...
You support and provide anything that I want...

Thank you is not enough words to say to you...
I can't find the words how to express your kindness,and generosity...
All I can say is YOU ARE THE BEST...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...

=ANGIE=