Have been practicing coding, latest ai tools and what ive missed in a past 6 month. Got my hands dirty with some Svelte and Claude Code. Decided to create a page for DJ Annie Matrix, instead of using allmylinks, linktree etc.
↓ Mental Output ↓
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Change in JOB Search Strategy
After doing everything “right”, listening to all kinds of JOB search optimization Gurus living in a fantasy world of being employed, I came to the conclusion that their advice was in fact correct.
The main message among all of them is: You Need To Standout !
First i was in state of resistance, thinking that all those GURUS are full of shii*
Ive suddenly realized ! I was trying to standout in a wrong way !
I thought Achievements, Experience, Loyalty for a Company was a great differentiating factor, I was completely neglecting what truly matters.
The Aesthetics, The Design
As a true Engeneer i was blindsided by the old mantra, build and they will come
But now i realise that noone will use your product (CV), if they cant see it.
So looking at number of candidates applying to a singe position, I need to standout !
And after watching countless hours about SUCCESS on YouTube, iam equipping myself with a motto: Ill Try Till I DIE (or find another job)
And My Weapon for the second round will be my Revamped CV v2.0
(actual portfolio may vary)
Wish Me LUCK in 2026 !
– IvanTheOne (18/12/2025 03:34)
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Overthinking is a Dream killer
Had some reflections lately
and relised one thing – that each time that i let my brain to rationalize and logicaly construct version of future and reality around my heart and gut feeling it always led to realisation that ive shouldn listend to myself earlier.
Now iam thinking more and more, that if only i have listened, but the sweet truth that it will not change anything that already happened but i will change everything that will happen.
From now on i will let myself listen to my heart and use brain not to find me a 1000 reasons why it will not work, but only 1 how it will.
By the age of 33 i lost now nearly anything, health at ATL, no job, no career, no money, but maybe for the first time in my life, my heart is open to do what my soul wants and there is 100% peace in my brain.
Now iam entering the phase where i will polarize my whole life journey and flip every aspect of previous beliefs.
If my whole life i led myself to this state of comploete crumble, then listening to “dumb” heart and following “smart” reasonable brain was in fact wrong.
From now on iam moving in polar oposite.
If 2025 was the worst year of my life, i will make 2026 and onwards the best ones
If all my life i went from happy person to completely depressed, from now onwards ill go vice verca.
33 is my equivalent of 0 on the number scale
going from – to +
Always be yourself
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It’s Time to Start Again
Sometimes it feels like you’ve failed at everything.
You look at your professional life and see a string of dead ends.
Your mental health has taken a hit, your body feels worn down, and your bank account is a constant source of stress.
It’s easy to feel defeated and to believe that it’s too late to change.
But what if the best time to start ?
The best time is – NOW!